a different kind of mass
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a different kind of mass
1 A DIFFERENT KIND OF MASS “Do this, as often as you drink it, in remembrance of me.” – 1 Corinthians 11:25 HOLY THURSDAY APRIL Exodus 12:1-8, 11-14 Psalm 116:12-13, 15-16bc, 17-18 1 Corinthians 11:23-26 John 13:1-15 REFLECTION: Do your rituals make you look more like Jesus? Dear Lord, shape me and mold me through the Mass and every ritual I do so that I may become more like You each day. St. Theodora, pray for us. I go to Mass as often as I can — daily if possible. But sometimes, my Mass is a bit different. Once, my wife had severe colds and Bene, our only son at that time, wanted so much to play with her. But she quarantined herself and slept in the living room while my son and I slept together upstairs that night. The following morning, I could have gone to Mass, but my son would wake up and look for his mom again. So there I was, trapped in bed with my little captor, when I could have been receiving Jesus in communion. You see, I believe the Mass is the highest form of worship. But strangely, that morning, I felt I was attending a different kind of Mass. I was serving my sick wife. And in bed, with my child breathing on my face, I felt I was receiving communion. I felt that if I wasn’t going to serve my sick wife at that time, then that only meant I missed the point: that the Mass was supposed to make me a more loving person each day. Religious rituals, including the Eucharist, are meant to make us look like Jesus.Friends, don’t just attend Mass. Live it. Bo Sanchez (bosanchez@ kerygmafamily.com) 2 FRUIT SALAD CHURCH So let us confidently approach the throne of grace…. – Hebrews 4:16 GOOD FRIDAY APRIL Isaiah 52:13-53:12 Psalm 31:2, 6, 12-13, 15-16, 17, 25 Hebrews 4:14-16; 5:7-9 John 18:1-19:42 REFLECTION: Do I judge people who worship God differently than I do? Lord, bless me with an open heart and an open mind so that I can be more embracing towards my brothers and sisters in faith. Amen. St. Urban of Langres, pray for us. Have you noticed the split in the assembly during the Mass? Like, before the “Our Father” comes, many of the people remain standing but a significant number will be kneeling down. At least, in our parish, this is what happens in the daily Mass. In the same celebration, people in the same Catholic church “approach the throne of grace” with different charisms in the faith. Just look at the varied ways we observe Holy Week and you’ll know what I mean. I used to frown on this observation. But come to think of it, it tells a lot about the openness, flexibility and accepting characteristic of our Church. The conservative Opus Dei is in the same boat with the Charismatic movement which is more Pentecostal in their worship. Want to count the different charisms you can find inside our church? They’re numerous but they all blend together in the same worship assembly — the Eucharistic Celebration — like a “fruit salad.” I am certain we taste delicious before the Lord. What other encouragement can we ask for to be confident before our God? Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 3 FREE to obey … our old self was crucified with him, so that… we might no longer be in slavery to sin. – Romans 6:6 HOLY SATURDAY APRIL Genesis 1:1-2:2 Psalm 118:1-2, 1617, 22-23 Romans 6:3-11 Luke 24:1-12 REFLECTION: “Don’t just do what you have to do to get by, but work heartily, as Christ’s servants doing what God wants you to do. And work with a smile on your face, always keeping in mind that no matter who happens to be giving the orders, you’re really serving God.” (Ephesians 6:6-7, The Message) Grant me,Lord, the grace to obey the authorities You’ve set above me. St. Fara, pray for us. Grumbler. Disobedient. Proud. These were my workplace traits. As a young professional striving to move up, I would almost always find a way to complain about what my boss would tell me. I’d question his wisdom, thinking, “I know about computers more than him. I know what I am doing!” Consequently, running into trouble at work was a normal happening. I didn’t know that when I disobeyed my boss, I was disobeying the Lord. As I got renewed in the Spirit, I came across the Word in Romans 13:1-2 which says, “Let every person be subordinated to the higher authorities. For there is no authority except from God, and those that exist have been established by God. Therefore whoever resists the authorities resists what God has appointed.” I repented. As I strive to obey the Word now, I am blessed. The Lord is prospering my work and blessing all my undertakings (Deuteronomy 28:12). I am now free to obey my boss! Danny Tariman ([email protected]) 4 LOOK HEAVENWARD Think of what is above, not of what is on earth. – Colossians3: 2 EASTER SUNDAY APRIL Acts 10:34a, 37-43 Psalm 118:1-2, 1617, 22-23 Colossians 3:1-4 (or 1 Corinthians 5:6b-8) John 20:1-9 (or Matthew 28:1-10 or Luke 24:13-35) REFLECTION: Focus your eyes on the eternal. All earthly things will fade. Only heaven is forever. Lord, help us remember that our earthly existence is not our permanent state. May we live life forward-looking to our heavenly home. St. Benedict the Black, pray for us. How would you feel if your daughter died in your arms? My friend Rowin went through that. He related the anguish that he and his wife endured as he held Maia. Life-shattering is too mild to describe it. Reflecting on these events, he imagined God asking him: “Am I less of a God for taking your daughter away from you?” Rowin knew the correct answer but the hurt ran so deep. If God had asked him as his baby girl breathed her last, he admits he would have faltered. His thoughts were trained on the temporary. After asking for forgiveness, he looked to the eternal. As understanding came by God’s grace, he focused his mind on the permanent, and looked forward to the time when he could embrace Maia again. There they can worship the Lord together in heaven. There is life beyond this mortal shell. That is where we should set our sights on. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 5 MONDAY APRIL Acts 2:14, 22-33 Psalm 16:1-2a, 5, 7-8, 9-10, 11 Matthew 28:8-15 REFLECTION: Are you afraid of the uncertainty of things? Remember Jesus who rose from the dead. Have faith and live! Thank You, Lord, for the gift of life and for the grace to live on with faith, hope and love. Amen. St. Becan, pray for us. daddy again Then they went away quickly from the tomb, fearful yet overjoyed, and ran to announce this to his disciples. – Matthew 28:8 “Love, I’ve got good news for you,” my wife said. “You’re going to be a Daddy again!” “What? After 13 long years? Wow!” Miracles do happen. And joy – pure joy comes. Then I count my age and compute. I realize that when my baby starts formal schooling in elementary I’ll be hitting 50. I count my wife’s age, too, and think of high risk pregnancies. I also compute her age versus my baby growing up. I get a little worried. Fear comes. As of this writing, my baby hasn’t yet come out into this world. Yet, the joy continues to overwhelm me. I look up to God. He whispers, “Have faith. I am the resurrection. I am the life! I give you life!” Faith comes. Perfect love drives away the fear. And there is peace. I leave my tomb of disbelief and doubt… and run to tell the world — our God is alive! Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 6 TUESDAY APRIL Acts 2:36-41 Psalm 33:4-5, 18-19, 20, 22 John 20:11-18 REFLECTION: When we don’t know where to look for God in our lives, we are often surprised to find Him where we least expected. Lord, let me see You even through the darkness in my life. St. Brychan, pray for us. WHOM ARE YOU LOOKING FOR? Jesus said to her, “Woman, why are you weeping? Whom are you looking for?” – John 20:15 It had been three days since Jesus was crucified shamefully and Mary Magdalene was in deep grief. To add to her distress, His body disappeared from the tomb. She was too busy crying that she failed to recognize the One for whom she was grieving. She thought He was the gardener. She heard Him. She saw Him. And yet she didn’t recognize Him. Grief, anxiety or any strong emotion has a way of obscuring our vision of God. We are so focused on our feelings that it blinds us from seeing God’s blessing or presence. Proverbs 4:23 tells us above all else to guard our heart for it affects everything we do. Oftentimes, when we are upset or angry, we fail to see God’s hand in our situation. When something bad happens, we allow fear, distress or anxiety into our hearts which overwhelms us and clouds our thinking. The next time some adversity arises, remain calm so that you can think clearly and see things in better perspective. In time, the cloud will clear up and then you will realize — my God, You were there all along! Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 7 WEDNESDAY THE GREATEST MIRACLE Peter said, “In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, walk”… and immediately his feet and ankles grew strong. – Acts 3:6-7 APRIL Acts 3:1-10 Psalm 105:1-2, 3-4, 6-7, 8-9 Luke 24:13-35 REFLECTION: God is empowering you to change someone’s life. Go and perform a miracle! Lord, use me to inspire greatness in others. St. Celsus, pray for us. Whenever I read the Acts of the Apostles, I can’t help but notice that the works of the first Christians were always accompanied by great miracles. No wonder people were converted on the spot! These days, whenever someone claims a miracle, I cannot help but respond with skepticism. More often than not, they turn out to be from quacks or even downright criminals looking to trick people into giving up their hard-earned money. I tend to believe more from the goodness of people’s hearts displayed in simple ways: the works of Mother Teresa in Calcutta, Operation Smile by volunteer doctors and Tony Meloto’s Gawad Kalinga. Somehow, through their charity, these people bring to life our compassionate and merciful God. They inspire me to find my own way of sharing God’s blessings to others. I think that, maybe, the greatest miracle that each of them has achieved is to make us believe that even if we are only ordinary, we serve a higher purpose. By responding to God’s call, we can be shining examples in a world desperate for a miracle. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 8 THURSDAY APRIL Acts 3:11-26 Psalm 8:2ab, 5, 6-7, 8-9 Luke 24:35-48 REFLECTION: Do I offer kind words to people I relate with? Thank You, Lord, for reminding me to offer a blessing or good wishes to all I meet. Please guide me to be a life-giving person to others. Amen. St. Walter of Pontoise, pray for us. GOD BLESS “… and that the Lord may grant you times of refreshment and send you the Messiah already appointed for you, Jesus….” – Acts 3:20 For several years now, “God bless!” has become my usual parting words to people I communicate with. In e-mails, verbal greetings, either face-to-face or phone conversations, text messages or even in some talks I have given, I end with “God bless.” A priest friend of mine joked that my wish for blessing upon him is already “baduy!” (corny). But just the same, I chose not to omit it from my habit. For me, part of following the command to love one another is to wish others well. “May a season of refreshment be granted you by the Lord when He sends you Jesus” are encouraging words especially for people who were just rebuked for bad behavior. We owe each other kind words to help build up the church. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 9 WHO ELSE COULD IT BE? So the disciples whom Jesus loved said to Peter, “It is the Lord.” – John 21:7 FRIDAY APRIL Acts 4:1-12 Psalm 118:1-2, 4, 22-24, 25-27a John 21:1-14 REFLECTION: What has the Lord done in your life? Use it to deepen your faith and trust in God’s infinite love for you. Thank You, Lord, for Your everlasting love. Help me to live my life constantly aware of Your love for me. St. Casilda, pray for us. I am now living on my own — well, at least from Monday to Friday. Since I joined Shepherd’s Voice Publications, I’ve been renting an apartment near the office to save on transportation expense and travel time. Budgeting has been a challenge, especially when my co-renter delayed her transfer for three months. Shouldering the whole rent was hard. On top of that, I continued to give my monthly share in our Parañaque home. And I needed to buy stuff for the apartment. But one thing I have learned through the experience — and am still learning — is how God cares for me personally. Overtime work for the 2009 sets provided extra income. By mid-year, I was regularized and given halfyear allowances. Then, despite hard times, our management decided to give a mid-year bonus. And my sister, who owed me some amount, started paying in installment without my asking her. Who else could be behind all these? Surely it is the Lord! And this gives me confidence to go on and trust Him more and more for every detail of my life. Tess V. Atienza ([email protected]) 10 christians like christ “…Go into the whole world and proclaim the gospel to every creature.” – Mark 16:15 SATURDAY APRIL Acts 4:13-21 Psalm 118:1, 1415ab, 16-18, 19-21 Mark 16:9-15 REFLECTION: Do I spread the Gospel of Jesus by being like Him? Lord Jesus, help me to become more like You so I can spread Your Gospel more effectively to others by Your pure grace. Amen. St. Michael de Sanctis, pray for us. I write this reflection amidst much tension around the world — the global economic crisis, the loss of jobs, poverty, violence, corruption, terrorism, and the degradation of the environment and of moral and spiritual values. The call to spread the Gospel to the world is urgently needed today more than ever. Yet, I believe that a more practical Gospel is what the world needs to see from us Christians. While solid Christian truths and doctrines of faith should not be compromised, peoples of different color, culture and creed will respond initially to common grounds such as understanding, respect, peace, hope, compassion and love. Above all, people would appreciate the Gospel of Jesus more if they see Him in us — if we indeed practice what we preach. How could we convert a non-Christian to our faith if he or she sees our own life that lacks self-discipline and real transformation, or when we are judgmental and quick to condemn and hurt others? On the other hand, living a life of love and service to others will surely be the best attraction to our faith. As Gandhi once said, “If all Christians acted like Christ, the whole world would be Christian.” Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 11 SUNDAY APRIL Acts 5:12-16 Psalm 118:2-4, 1315, 22-24 Revelation 1:9-11a, 12-13, 17-19 John 20:19-31 REFLECTION: Nothing is accidental. Everything works out for good according to God’s will especially for those who love and obey the Lord (Romans 8:28). Lord, continue to use me mightily where You will be glorified and Your name be always exalted. St. Godebertha, pray for us. “OH, REALLY?” “Do not be unbelieving but believe.” – John 20:27 One morning, I hurried into the church where I pray every day before going to work. I was surprised to bump into a friend I hadn’t seen for a long time since my release from prison. Ate Susan was just as excited to see me as we embraced each other. “Beth, our meeting is not accidental,” she exclaimed. “God confirmed His message to me. You are called to evangelize more,” she shared. “Oh, really?” I replied doubtfully. I didn’t give much importance to what Ate Susan had “ prophesied” although, subconsciously, I had been longing and praying for another ministry where I could serve the Lord more. Not long after that, I was invited to give my life testimony and talks on brokenness and empowerment in Bangad, Talim Island and in different communites in Visayas and Mindanao. These people who were downtrodden and hopeless were also involved in prison ministry. God really is an answering God — He gave me a new service — prison ministry (again) but this time all over the Philippines. Who knows? I may be destined to go around the world proclaiming the good news of Jesus. Beth Corral ([email protected]) 12 MONDAY FIRE! “… enable your servants to continue to speak your word with all boldness….” As they prayed, they were all filled with the Holy Spirit. – Acts 4:29, 31 APRIL Acts 4:23-31 Psalm 2:1-3, 4-7a, 7b-9 John 3:1-8 REFLECTION: “Find your delight in the Lord who will give you your heart’s desire. Be still before the Lord; wait for God.” (Psalm 37:4,7) Lord, use us to bring Your Word and Your presence to the world. When I arrived in Port Moresby, the capital of Papua New Guinea, I prayed, “Lord, open doors for me to share Your Word!” There, I met all sorts of Filipinos — influential persons, priests and nuns, and people in the Renewal movement. I even told some of them of my desire to serve. All to no avail. A year later, I went home to Manila for my annual holiday. That’s when I got my “break.” I was able to speak at a Life-in-theSpirit type of seminar. When I returned after my vacation, I spoke to an ordinary Papua New Guinean warehouse worker about the Lord. I mentioned to him that I write for Didache and I gave him a copy. He introduced me to his uncle, who in turn invited me to attend and give a sharing at their weekly gathering. The following week, they gave me a chance to give a teaching. As I prayed for them during the altar call, people fell down — slain in the Spirit! Others trembled uncontrollably. Some even wailed out loud. I know that the fire of the Spirit filled these people, me included. Danny Tariman (danny@ dtariman.com) St. Damian, pray for us. 13 WE ARE ONE The community of believers was of one heart and mind. – Acts 4:32 TUESDAY APRIL Acts 4:32-37 Psalm 93:1ab, 1cd-2, 5 John 3:7b-15 REFLECTION: Family, kindness, generosity, love, faith, hope: Look to these similarities that will overshadow any difference. Lord, may I find common ground to build a loving relationship with those of different beliefs, especially those in my family. Amen. St. Caradoc, pray for us. I have an uncle who is a Mormon and a cousin who is a member of Ang Dating Daan. There was a time when we would challenge one another’s beliefs during reunions, trying to “convert” one another or at least come up on top in the debate. No one has ever left the table a winner. Why? Instead of focusing on what we commonly believed, such as living upright, praying, giving and loving, we chose to focus on what made us different. After a while, we realized the futility of arguing. And what do we now focus on during reunions? Eating heartily and having fun. Now there is laughter and joy as we catch up with each other’s lives. We serve food to one another and honor the presence of our elders. Our children play games and dance and sing. After all we are family and that is the reason for reunions. It reminds us that we have more sameness than differences. We can be one, even if we have different beliefs. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 14 WEDNESDAY APRIL Acts 5:17-26 Psalm 34:2-3, 4-5, 6-7, 8-9 John 3:16-21 REFLECTION: Are you giving others the message of life? Lord, let me live to proclaim Your message to the world. St. Lambert of Lyon, pray for us. MESSAGE IN A BODY But during the night, the angel of the Lord opened the doors of the prison, led them out... – Acts 5:19 Twenty seven years ago, I was healed and saved all because someone took the time to share the message of Jesus with me. In today’s reading, the high priest had the apostle Peter thrown in jail for preaching that the man whom they had just crucified was the Messiah sent by God. He probably thought that killing Jesus would stop whatever He was sent to do. But now, His apostles were continuing to spread His teachings and they were even displaying more miracles, signs and wonders as they preached in His Name. If death did not stop the message of Jesus from being preached, then neither will the jail cell. An angel opened the jail and commanded the apostles to “go to the Temple and give the people the message of life!” All of us carry that message of life within us. Yup, even that grumpy saleslady or your stingy old landlord. That message was meant to be shared, not kept. When the apostles shared and preached it, thousands were healed and saved in one day alone! The message is simple: God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life. It’s time to share it and touch another soul. Ronna Ledesma (ronnaledesma@email. com) 15 THURSDAY APRIL Acts 5:27-33 Psalm 34:2, 9, 17-18, 19-20 John 3:31-36 REFLECTION: Are you preoccupied with worldly matters just for their own sake or do they lead you to understand God more and bring His message effectively to others? Lord Jesus, help me to focus my heart, mind and soul on heavenly things, yet see what I have now around me as a means to show You to others more effectively. Amen. St. Hunna, pray for us. earthly matters “… The one who is of the earth… speaks of earthly things.” – John 3:31 Do you know the newest love interest of Piolo Pascual? How about the latest twist in the telenovelas of the Kapuso and Kapamilya channels? Aahh… these are earthly matters. No connection whatsoever to my spiritual growth. But you know what? I know of a priest who’s so in-the-know with these so called “earthly matters.” And he gets people’s attention. He makes them laugh as he talks of common things his parishioners easily relate with. And then, slowly, beautifully and masterfully he works his way to the message of the Gospel with his listeners now glued to him. Jesus spoke of heavenly matters but using “earthly stories.” He spoke about sheep, birds, fish, nets, the yeast, the mustard seed and other trivial and common things. People easily related to these things because they were part of their daily, ordinary lives. And then Jesus related them to the Kingdom of God. Beautiful! Masterful! Talk about earthly matters and end there and, yes, you may just be one worldly person. But talk about these earthly matters because they can lead you to understand God’s Kingdom better, then by all means, let’s be “worldly.” Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 16 FRIDAY APRIL Acts 5:34-42 Psalm 27:1, 4, 13-14 John 6:1-15 REFLECTION: Do I allow the Holy Spirit to perform miracles through me? Do I have enough faith and trust in the Lord to make this happen? My Jesus, thank You for reminding me of the great things You can do in me or through me — if only I will trust You enough. Oh please increase my faith and openness to Your Spirit. Amen. St. Encratia, pray for us. MIRACLE OF THE LOAVES REVISITED …and filled twelve wicker baskets with fragments from the five barley loaves. – John 6:13 Almost 10 years ago, I spent four days in a retreat with Pascal Pingualt, the founder of the Bread of Life Community in France. He shared with us one event when the Bread of Life brothers received this idea of organizing a Pentecost for the poor. They invited everybody without any registration even though they didn’t have money. They planned the affair to last for three days. They didn’t know how many would come. Yet they organized everything, pitched tents and so on. Five thousand came. It was a lot of people to feed by a community that didn’t have any money. And there was no registration fee! But they simply prayed. Miraculously, all had enough to eat during the three-day affair. A butcher gave one ton of cooked rice. Someone else brought a truck of chocolate. With the many poor people, they ate and prayed and had a big feast for three days. Miracles preached in the Gospel can happen today in our midst — if we exercise enough faith and obedience to what the Holy Spirit prompts us. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 17 SATURDAY APRIL Acts 6:1-7 Psalm 33:1-2, 4-5, 18-19 John 6:16-21 REFLECTION: Don’t worry about tomorrow (or later). God is already there. Lord, open the eyes of my heart so I can see You even when I am afraid. Blessed Wando, pray for us. SCARED SENSELESS They began to be afraid, but he said to them, “It is I. Do not be afraid.” – John 6:20 When was the last time you were scared senseless? It was the day of our thesis proposal defense. It was the day I had been worrying and dreading about for the longest time. But it was also the day I wanted to get over with, since I was already tired of having to review and argue about everything over and over again. I knew we were prepared but I didn’t know if it was enough for the panelists to give us a passing verdict. The morning before the defense, I couldn’t concentrate. I was dead scared. We had already failed once. What if this one isn’t good enough again? What if we mess up? What if I mess up? And then it was time. As the four of us scrambled to get everything ready, I suddenly felt an odd sense of calm. I felt like I was at the point of no return, and the only way to go was forward. I guess it was then I finally let go and let God. I didn’t know what was going to happen, but God assured me that there was nothing to be afraid of because He was already there. He was with me and He will be with me. By the way, we passed our defense. Tina Matanguihan ([email protected]) 18 SUNDAY APRIL Acts 5:27-32, 40b-41 Psalm 30:2, 4, 5-6, 11-12, 13 (2a) Revelation 5:11-14 John 21:1-19 REFLECTION: Resolve to obey God in all things, in all ways, all the time. Lord, help me to obey and not complain, to follow and not ask why. Amen. St. Laserian, pray for us. OBEY BEFOREYOU COMPLAIN “Find.. Cast... Bring... Come... Tend... Feed... Follow me.” – John 21:6 -19 During our ROTC days, we followed the rule, “Obey before you complain.” The idea was that “officers knew better” and we were just to follow even if we didn’t understand. I often resort to a similar rule with our kids. When I ask Iani to read or Tesa to practice writing, they ask “Why, Daddy?” I admonish them saying, “Please obey first before you ask why.” And then proceed to explain my reasons. Sometimes. Jesus gave orders to His followers, many times without explaining. Cast the net. Find something. Bring some of the fish. Come have breakfast. Tend my sheep. Feed my sheep. In many instances, the apostles just carried out His orders. His authority surpassed that of a military officer or a parent. Even demons obeyed His commands. But the most profound order that Jesus gave us is: Follow me. We know we should. We even know why. Despite our knowledge, in our hearts and mind and actions, we choose to disobey. Even when we know the consequences of our disobedience. Obedience to God should be a way of life, not a passing whim or a matter of convenience. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 19 MONDAY NO TO FREEBIES “You are looking for me, not because you saw miraculous signs but because you ate the loaves were filled.” – John 6:26 APRIL Acts 6:8-15 Psalm 119:23-24, 26-27, 29-30 John 6:22-29 REFLECTION: When you look at the signs, are you getting the message? Lord, nourish us with food that endures for eternal life. St. Anthony of Pavoni, pray for us. I’m often given “freebies” such as free dinner, a fully-paid airfare or gift items, usually as an incentive for me to get a credit card or join a seminar where they sell membership for hotels. I used to take advantage of such offers until I realized that I cancel the credit card anyway and end up not buying the membership. After a while, the freebies lost their appeal and I now prefer to turn them all down. Jesus knew very well that pleasing the crowd is not the way to elicit faith. He recognized that they are after Him not because they believe in Him, but only because of what He can provide for them. It’s such a shame that people do not realize that by taking the time to listen and accept Jesus, they would gain the richness of His kingdom and not just plain bread and fish. Similarly, our faith should not be dependent on signs and wonders. Like the freebies, they might someday cease to be interesting and we’ll be much poorer for losing the message that the Giver is sharing. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 20 ANCHORS OF FAITH “What sign can you do, that we may see and believe in you?“ – John 6:30 TUESDAY APRIL Acts 7:51-8:1a Psalm 31:3cd-4, 6, 7b, 8a, 17, 21ab John 6:30-35 REFLECTION: Are we still waiting for something before we reform our lives according to His word? Father God, grant me the grace to remain steadfast in my faith in You. St. Marian, pray for us. In 1948, the Blessed Virgin Mary appeared as the Our Lady, Mary Mediatrix of All Graces, to novice Teresita Castillo at the Carmel Monastery in Lipa City, Batangas. Accompanying the apparitions were showers of rose petals that had images of Jesus. As many as half a million devotees, including then President Elpidio Quirino, flocked to the site. My grand aunt, Sr. Elizabeth OCD, a nun at the monastery and a witness to the events, shared with me her testimonies during my regular visits. I believe. To this day, I treasure one of the rose petals from the shower that she gave me. My cousin Raymond recently became a devotee after he was miraculously cured of cystic nephroma, a rare renal tumor. His physical healing ushered in his spiritual rebirth and that of his family. Teresita saw. Sr. Elizabeth witnessed. Raymond experienced. I learned. Devotees heard. We each have different levels of exposure and experience but we all believe in Our Lady. Our Catholic faith, unlike science, is not about what we see, touch, smell, hear or taste. We simply believe and trust in God. A miracle to affirm it should just be a bonus. Marie Franco ([email protected]) 21 WEDNESDAY JUST LET GO! “Whoever believes in me will never thirst. But I told you that although you have seen me, you do not believe.” – John 6:35-36 APRIL Acts 8:1b-8 Psalm 66:1-3a, 4-5, 6-7a John 6:35-40 REFLECTION: To believe is to see. Jesus, help my unbelief! St. Beuno, pray for us. When a newborn’s eyesight fully develops around the fourth month, only then can the baby see clearly. In the meantime, the baby relies heavily on his sense of hearing.For one who has lived for nine months in the security of the womb hearing only muffled sounds, the noise of the real world can be frightening. When a baby is alone in his crib hearing lots of strange sounds, he becomes afraid and starts to cry. But when he hears the soothing voice of his mother followed by the sound of the shaking of milk in a bottle, he knows that in a little while, warm arms will scoop him up and his hunger will be satisfied. “Seeing is believing” holds no water for newborns. In their helplessness, all they can do is to trust in the one who loves them. I believe this is the earthly model that God has installed into our life so that our limited minds would be able to understand how He loves and cares for us. Jesus had to remind us that if our earthly parents do not withhold any good thing from us, how much more will our heavenly Father give us all good things? It’s time we let go of all our doubts and just believe. Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 22 HEARING AND LEARNING “Everyone who listens to my Father and learns from Him comes to me.” – John 6:45b THURSDAY APRIL Acts 8:26-40 Psalm 66:8-9, 16-17, 20 John 6:44-51 REFLECTION: Do I open my heart and mind to the Spirit so that I learn and grow from His teachings? Or do I listen to Him with a prejudiced heart? Lord, please instill in me a pure heart, free from all biases and human needs that can stand in the way of Your expectations from me. As I listen to You, guide me towards Your truth. Guide me towards You. Amen. St. Miles, pray for us. I was invited to attend a Gender Sensitivity Seminar by a nun. Most of the participants were nuns from different congregations. On the third day, when we prayed the Lord’s Prayer, instead of saying “Our Father,” they changed it to “Our Mother.” After the prayer service I reacted to it. What they said revealed to me one thing. I was with a feminist group. I told a priest about my “discovery” after the seminar and he confirmed that they were rebel nuns. No one can discount the fact that these “religious” people heard the Lord’s teachings. Apparently, it’s one thing to “hear the Father” and another thing to “learn” from the Father. Today’s Gospel is very explicit. “Everyone who has heard the Father and learned from Him comes to Me” (italics mine). The Lord teaches us many things through His Word, but only if we truly grow and learn from them do we come to Jesus. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 23 PETER AND PAUL “This man is my chosen instrument to carry my name before the Gentiles, kings, and Israelites.” – Acts 9:15 FRIDAY APRIL Acts 9:1-20 Psalm 117:1bc, 2 John 6:52-59 REFLECTION: Regardless of whether you’re a Peter or a Paul, God loves you just the same. Lord, give me the same devotion as that of Sts. Peter and Paul. St. Felix, pray for us. St. Paul is considered as one of the Fathers of the Church, next to St. Peter, but they’re very different. While Peter had been with Jesus from the start of His ministry, Paul came after. Peter was devoted to Jesus’ teachings while Paul was dedicated to persecuting Christians. In the end, God worked through Paul and he became a saint. People can be classified as Peters and Pauls today, too. There are the Peters, who have always been a believer, have always known God, have been trying to be good ever since they were young. These are the people who grew up knowing Jesus early in life, so following Him is the natural thing to do. And then there are the Pauls, who start out knowing Jesus but in a different and a bit negative way. They’re the ones who couldn’t grasp who Jesus was, and in turn either persecute the Peters, or just plain ignore them. But when God reveals Himself to them, they’re just as devoted to Him as the Peters are. I think that’s why God chose the two saints to be the Fathers of the Church, to show that whatever your background, God works in you and through you. Tina Matanguihan (tina.matanguihan@ gmail.com) 24 A DIFFERENT KIND OF HEALING He gave her his hand and raised her up. – Acts 9: 41 SATURDAY APRIL Acts 9:31-42 Psalm 116:12-13, 14-15, 16-17 John 6:60-69 REFLECTION: Look out for those people you are called to heal. O Divine Physician, use me to become a healer. Make me Your conduit of healing love. St. Egbert, pray for us. Jean has made it her mission to help cancer patients. Her parents, father-in-law and, more recently, her husband passed away with the same illness. She now uses her own experiences to comfort others who are in a similar situation. She goes out of her way to counsel those who are terminally ill. She listens. She cries with them. Her presence eases the pain and suffering. Moreover, she helps prepare them for what is to come. Many are in denial. Some are angry. Others bargain with God. Still others just give in to hopelessness and say, “I don’t care anymore.” Jean helps them through these stages. She should know. She went through the same. She is an avenue of non-physical miracles: relationships with God are restored; emotional needs are understood; and prayer life is re-discovered. The promise of heaven for those who are about to face death renews their spiritual life. God made Jean an instrument for a different kind of healing. What kind of healing can you give to the world? Jun Asis ([email protected]) 25 SUNDAY APRIL Acts 13:14, 43-52 Psalm 100:1-2, 3, 5 Revelation 7:9, 14b-17 John 10:27-30 REFLECTION: Are you shedding tears of sorrow and pain, anger and bitterness? Let God wipe them away. Today. Lord God, I offer to You my past. Let me live in the present in Your Presence! And let me be excited about the glorious future You have for me forever. Amen. Blessed William Marsden, pray for us. let god wipe away your tears … God will wipe away every tear from their eyes. – Revelation 7: 17 A lot of things that happened to my life only made sense when I found God. Before, they just seemed to be unexplainable, unwanted and undesirable events. My parents separated when I was just a kid. I was sick of epilepsy when I was in high school. My father died when he and my mom were about to reconcile. And a host of painful, traumatic events happened one after the other. The heaviest was when I almost died of a possible incurable disease. Yet, now I always proclaim, “I have a great life!” I really do. Because when I found God, my life changed — from seeing only the sad, ugly and painful things to noticing the happy, beautiful and victorious events that were also happening to me. I just didn’t see it until God wiped away my tears. With God in your life, the tears from your eyes will be tears of hope, peace and joy! Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 26 do you know his voice? “... the sheep follow him, because they recognize his voice.” – John 10:4 MONDAY APRIL Acts 11:1-18 Psalm 42:2-3; 43:3-4 John 10:1-10 REFLECTION: Get to know the voice of the Lord today. Lord, deepen my knowledge of You and Your will for me. St. Aldo, pray for us. In a news article I read, a caller claiming to be the amo or employer ordered his maid to get all their money and jewelry and bring it immediately to an appointed meeting place because they got into an accident. The victimized maid had been serving the family for 20 years and still she failed to recognize that it wasn’t her amo she was talking to! Sad to say we all have fallen prey to this kind of trick. We’ve been Christians since birth but, until now, we still fail to recognize God’s voice. Maybe because we don’t spend enough time to get to know Him. Or maybe because we think we “know “ Him too well that we put our beliefs ahead of Him. “I’m still sick because my faith is not strong enough.” “I’m poor because this is God’s will for me.” God is too unfathomable and magnanimous for us to place Him in a box called our “mind.” If He would be predictable, then He wouldn’t be God at all. We need to take time to get to know our God so that we will be able to discern if something is really coming from Him or from the enemy. Start now. So the next time the enemy calls pretending to be God’s voice, we can say “Sorry, but you’ve got the wrong number.” Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 27 TUESDAY THE REAL MIRACLE “The works I do in my Father’s name testify to me, but you do not believe because you are not among my sheep.” – John 10:25-26 APRIL Acts 11:19-26 Psalm 87:1b-3, 4-5, 6-7 John 10:22-30 REFLECTION: “Faith does not spring from the miracle, but the miracle from faith.” (Fyodor Dostoevsky) Lord, I do believe. Help me overcome my unbelief! St. Zita, pray for us. When I was a child, the magic of David Copperfield was all the rage. While my siblings and I marveled at the show, my older cousin would be busy making side comments on how the trick was probably being done. It makes me think of the way the unbelievers must have explained away the miracles in Jesus’ time. Even though no trickery was involved, they refused to trust their senses and even concocted a story about how the apostles must have stolen Jesus’ body during the resurrection. I guess that’s why, with all the powers at His disposal, Jesus never used miracles as the focus of His ministry. He cured physical ailments but His aim was to heal diseased souls beset by sin. Author Philip Yancey put it this way: “Jesus never met a disease he could not cure, a birth defect he could not reverse, a demon he could not exorcise. But he did meet skeptics he could not convince and sinners he could not convert.” The real miracle is God’s forgiveness and our subsequent repentance and conversion. Are you letting Jesus work His miracle in you? Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 28 WEDNESDAY MY LIFE’S WORK The Holy Spirit said, “Set apart for me Barnabas and Saul for the work to which I have called them.” – Acts 13:2 APRIL Acts 12:24-13:5a Psalm 67:2-3, 5, 6, 8 John 12:44-50 REFLECTION: Do you know God’s purpose for your life? Take the time to discover it. Lead me to my life’s work, Lord, and grant me the courage to walk into it. Can you do this exercise? Substitute your name in the passage above. How does it sound to you? And the “work” — are you doing that which God has called you to do? Do you even know what it is? Looking deeply into my own life, I can say that it was only in the last 15 years (I’m now in my early 50s) that I began to seek God’s purpose for my life. And no matter how late, it has been an exciting journey. I now know that the Lord has set me apart to do some work for His kingdom. He has given me talents that, as I use them now, are blessing other people. He has even used my weaknesses, such as my being a quiet person and my preference for small groups rather than big ones, as building blocks for His purpose for my life. Writing, counseling, small group facilitating — these are among the means by which God wants me to help inspire and heal other people. Knowing this has made a lot of difference in the way I live my life now. Tess V. Atienza (svp_ [email protected]) St. Valerie, pray for us. 29 THURSDAY GOD’S REFLECTION “Whoever receives the one I send receives me, and whoever receives me receives the one who sent me.” – John 13:20 APRIL Acts 13:13-25 Psalm 89:2-3, 21-22, 25, 27 John 13:16-20 REFLECTION: In everything we do, do we reflect the love of Christ? Lord, transform us so that people may see You in us. St. Peter of Verona, pray for us. In the movie Mulan, part of the theme song goes, “When will my reflection show who I am inside?” Normally, I am a jolly person who greets and smiles warmly, who willingly lends a helping hand, who’s appreciative, who keeps things in order, who is obedient and kind and generous and everything nice. Well, that’s what I am — at times. But assessing deeply, there are also times when I can be sarcastic to a saleslady or judgmental of friends or irritable towards other passengers at the MRT or discouraging to my husband or harsh to our son. Other times I can be idle, complacent or lazy. I can tell lies or mishandle my finances. During these times, my reflection shows someone I don’t know. We are created in the image and likeness of God. He sends us to be bearers of His light, of His goodness and of His love. If our lives reflect Jesus in us, then people would find it easy to receive Him and offer their lives to Him. Sol Saura ([email protected]) 30 VALENTINE SURPRISE “In my Father’s house there are many dwelling places… I am going to prepare a place for you.” – John 14:2 FRIDAY APRIL Acts 13:26-33 Psalm 2:6-7, 8-9, 10-11ab John 14:1-6 REFLECTION: Are you ready for your date with Jesus? Bring me to where You are, Lord Jesus. St. Adjutor, pray for us. When Tommy brought me home from our first Valentine’s date, a wonderful surprise awaited me. The first thing I noticed was the wonderful scent of flowers when I opened the door of my bedroom. One look at my bed explained why — it was covered with balloons and rose petals! A big bouquet lay in the middle alongside his Valentine’s gift and a note. My dad told me later that Tommy arrived at our house in the afternoon and asked permission to go to my room. He then proceeded to lovingly redecorate my bed before fetching me for our date. Is it any wonder that I married this guy? If Tommy’s love for me brought about such amazing results, imagine what awaits us when Jesus prepares a place for us in His Father’s house. We must remember not to get too attached with what we have in this earthly life. Living our lives faithfully for God and serving others will bring greater treasures. I’m sure that you’ll be in for a marvelous surprise when you see Jesus’ preparations made just for you. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 1 THE POWER OF ASKING “And whatever you ask in my name, I will do, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son…” – John 14:13 SATURDAY MAY Acts 13:44-52 Psalm 98:1. 2-3ab. 3cd-4 John 14:7-14 (or Matthew 13:5458) REFLECTION: Is there something that I sincerely want to happen or have in my life? Do I persistently pray for it or do I easily give up? Lord, grant me the grace to persevere in prayer, knowing that You are there, listening to me, and that You will grant what I ask for in a way that’s best for me. St. Marculf, pray for us. One suppertime, my eldest son, Bene, asked, “After dinner, can I play on the computer?” My wife replied, “Son, read a book.” My son’s facial expression didn’t change. With a big happy smile, he asked, “Mommy, after I read the book, can I play on the computer?” My wife answered, “Son, after you read the book, go straight to bed.” Still with a grin on his face, he asked, “Mommy, after reading the book, before I go to bed, can I play on the computer for 30 minutes?” “No, I want you to sleep right away.” “Mommy, how about if I play just for 15 minutes?” The negotiation continued until my wife conceded. My son expected to get what he wanted. He used his smile, his puppy eyes and his cuteness. He used compromise. But the important thing was he got what he wanted. As adults, we don’t do that anymore. We go to God and say, “Lord, please give me….” And when we don’t get it, we say, “OK, never mind.” We quit. Easily. But the universe adjusts to your expectations. If you expect nothing, you get nothing. Ask. Not for a bit. Not for a little. Ask for a double portion! Bo Sanchez (bosanchez@kerygmafamily. com) 2 CHRISTIAN WITNESSING “This is how all will know that you are my disciples: if you have love for one another.” – John 13:35 SUNDAY MAY Acts 14:21-27 Psalm 145:8-9, 1011, 12-13 Revelation 21:1-5a John 13:31-33a, 34-35 REFLECTION: What can I do to be a constant witness to the world of the call to love others? Jesus, please teach me to love You and to love others as You want me to. I desire to preach Your Gospel with my life but I need You because I am so weak. Amen. St. Zoe, pray for us. Part of the community teaching was how to relate with each other especially in public. We were supposed to hug or kiss when greeting sister to sister. Brothers were to greet each other with side hugs or pat each other’s shoulder. Our leader even demonstrated how this should be done. For a brother greeting a sister, the mode of greeting depended on the latter’s preference. The rationale was to be a witness in front of others. Although it was rather “canned,” our leader had a point. As a Christian community, we had to show that we were disciples of Jesus. We were to love one another. It’s true that we sometimes fall short of this commandment and that is why we have to “script” our behavior so that we can be witnesses. But the goal ought to be towards maturity in the Lord and towards removing the script and becoming true witnesses of love coming from the heart. Cristy Galang (cristy_cc@ yahoo.com) 3 GOD OF THE IMPOSSIBLE “If you ask anything of me in my name, I will do it” – John 14:14 MONDAY MAY Feast of Sts. Philip and James, Apostles 1 Corinthians 15:1-8 Psalm 19:2-3, 4-5 John 14:6-14 REFLECTION: “All that you ask for in prayer, believe that you will receive it and it shall be yours.” (Mark 11:24) Thank You, Lord, for giving us the key to answered prayers — Your name. St. Ansfrid, pray for us. “So how did you manage to check in your overweight baggage?” asked the guard who was harassing me at the entrance of the Jackson’s International Airport. “There is nothing impossible with the Lord!” I replied. “What?” came the puzzled reply from the guard. “I said, ‘there is nothing impossible with the Lord!’” Earlier at the check-in counter of Air Nuigini, I was informed my baggage was overweight by 11 kilos. My head ran through the computations. I had to pay over P9,600 for a box of Ox & Palm corned beef. Way too much! But instead of giving up, I said a silent prayer, in the name of Jesus, to make it possible for me to check in my baggage without having to pay a single toea (Papuan equivalent of a cent). After about 20 minutes, an assistant working at the check-in counter approached me. “Sir, my boss is asking you to come and check in your baggage.” After a few questions, my baggage was accepted without me paying a single toea. He is indeed the God of the impossible! Danny Tariman ([email protected]) 4 HOPE IN YOUR HEART “Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid.” – John 14: 27 TUESDAY MAY Acts 14:19-28 Psalm 145:10-11, 12-13ab, 21 John 14:27-31a REFLECTION: May God be your first recourse. He’ll always see you through. I lay every concern I have at Your feet, Lord. I will not let my heart be troubled anymore. St. Augustine Webster, pray for us. In the movie Prince Caspian, the heroes battle an enormous army. They know they need the help of Aslan (the lion), King of Narnia, who said he would come when they needed him. Not seeing him, they abandon hope and rely on their own strength. They fight but are held back by an overwhelming force. Now facing certain defeat, they had no other recourse but to believe in Aslan. With hope in their hearts, Aslan came as he promised and saved the day. When I was in high school, there was a time that my parents had no idea where to get the next meal. They tried borrowing and making things happen but nothing came of it. Suddenly, my uncle came from out of nowhere and handed some money to see us through. My father broke down and related how he prayed for God’s intervention. Only when he could do no more did he try asking the Father. If only we rely on God in the first place, we’d probably have less worries. Jun Asis (mabuting. [email protected]) 5 great lives “By this is my Father glorified, that you bear much fruit…” – John 15: 8 WEDNESDAY MAY Acts 15:1-6 Psalm 122:1-2, 34ab, 4cd-5 John 15:1-8 REFLECTION: When people see our work and the lives we live, do they see how great God is? Lord God, by Your grace, let Your goodness and greatness be seen in my life. Amen. St. Brito, pray for us. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. The greatest and most effective testimony of our being Christians is when we live great lives. Now we may fail and we may stumble and we may fall and we may have continuing problems. I said great lives, not perfect lives… though God is working on that, too. We can talk and teach and preach and debate and argue and convince and even strangle each other in the name of faith and religion. But unless people see the fruits in our lives, they won’t know what kind of tree we’re talking about. And the fruits are in the work we do and the life we live. Do we do our work honestly and well, no matter how big or small the task? Do we live a faithful life by God’s grace, becoming a more loving person every day? When we do so, then people see God’s glory in us. Glory to God! Alvin Barcelona (alvinbarcelona@gmail. com) 6 self-righteous holiness “As the Father loves, so I also love you. Remain in my love.” – John 15:9 THURSDAY MAY Acts 15:7-21 Psalm 96:1-2a, 2b-3, 10 John 15:9-11 REFLECTION: it is better to love than to be right. Lord, in our effort to be holy, teach us to love truly. Amen. St. Benedicta, pray for us. After doing some postgraduate studies in Europe, my eldest sister came home announcing that she was getting married to an Italian she met there. My sisters and I didn’t accept the news too well because their relationship was not “discerned” and “prayed over” according to our community norms. When he came over to the Philippines to meet our family, my sisters and I had our self-righteous noses so high up in the air that you could actually have a clear view of our brains. A non-renewed Christian was going to contaminate our blood line! In an effort to be accepted, he even attended a Life in the Spirit Seminar during his short stay in Manila. But it still wasn’t enough to satisfy our standard of holiness. Well, thank God he was more Christian than we were. Otherwise, my sister might have missed out on marrying such a fine Italian all because of her three bratty sisters who called themselves passionate Christians. After many, many years, we finally got it right — that being a Christian is all about loving like Jesus did and not about following or fitting into a set of norms. Praise God He did not discard us just because we didn’t fit into His standard of holiness. Ronna Ledesma (ronnaledesma@ email.com) 7 AN UNLIKELY FRIENDSHIP “I no longer call you servants…. Instead, I have called you friends.” – John 15:15 FRIDAY MAY Acts 15:22-31 Psalm 57:8-9, 10, 12 John 15:12-17 REFLECTION: Come and be a friend of Jesus by doing His commands. You’re my friend and my brother even though You’re a King! I love You more than any other! St. Villanus, pray for us. In 1971 at Durham, North Carolina, racial tensions were running high. Afraid at how the situation was affecting the youth, Bill Riddick organized a 10-day community meeting to find a solution. Among the leaders were Ann Atwater, a black activist, and C.P. Ellis, then president of the local Ku Klux Klan (KKK), known to harass blacks in order to establish “white supremacy.” Ellis was transformed when he realized that his and Ann’s children face the same issues in the public school. At the end of the meetings, he tore up his KKK membership card and that decision started a close friendship between him and Ann. Together, they devoted their lives to establishing fair and equitable education for all students in Durham’s schools. What an unlikely friendship! It started with the reformation of one and the forgiveness of the other. It reminds me of what we must do to become Jesus’ friend. He already showed us His forgiveness and love by dying on the cross. We need to love Him back and allow Him to transform our lives. Like Ann and Ellis, the resulting bond will last our whole lifetime… and beyond. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 8 ONLY GOD’S INSTRUMENT “They kept my word, they will also keep yours.” – John 15:20b SATURDAY MAY Acts 16:1-10 Psalm 100:1b-2, 3, 5 John 15:18-21 REFLECTION: In what you do and say, do others see you as an instrument of the Lord? How can you make your “image” more fitting as God’s ambassador? Make me a faithful and effective servant, Lord. One that people will trust and respect because they can feel You in me. Amen. St. Wiro, pray for us. Virgie called to remind me that there was a bukluran at Mars-Polaris. They meet every Tuesday night for a Bible sharing session. As the coordinator of these small cell groups in the parish (we have 13 areas as of this writing), what I do is attend for the first few months or even up to a year of their cell gathering until they are able to run it among themselves. Here at Mars-Polaris, they’ve been meeting for almost two years and I’m trying to wean them little by little by not attending every week. Yet, they would call or even come to my house to pick me up because they prefer that I be there. By virtue of being the representative of the Church, they give me this recognition. And I’m aware that it is His Spirit in me that draws them to me. We need to be God’s instrument of His presence in our world. Cristy Galang (cristy_cc@yahoo. com) 9 SUNDAY MAY Acts 15:1-2, 22-29 Psalm 67:2-3, 5, 6, 8 (4) Revelation 21:1014, 22-23 John 14:23-29 REFLECTION: Don’t be afraid to take the trip of a lifetime — to your inner self. Face whatever you’ll find there. Dear God, be with me as I face the many unknowns inside me. St. Vincent, pray for us. THE REAL JERUSALEM The angel took me in spirit to a great, high mountain and showed me the holy city Jerusalem… – Revelation 21:10 It has been 13 years now and I have not traveled anywhere else outside the Philippines again. My last foreign trip was to the Holy Land. It was not a trip that I planned for — but which I gladly took when the opportunity came. I was then struggling with my spiritual life and it was probably God’s way of setting me off to a more serious relationship with Him. I didn’t know it then, but His grace was working in me as we visited the holy sites. In the Church of Nativity, I cried buckets of tears for no reason at all or maybe for a reason I didn’t know then. As we prayed by the Sea of Galilee, I had a vision of God waiting for me at the other end of a long bridge. I was too high from the experience that as we headed back home, my heart was filled with the desire to give my life to God as His bride. Looking back now, the experience opened for me the real city of Jerusalem — the one that lies inside my heart. The trip led me to me, where God truly dwells. Tess V. Atienza ([email protected]) 10 MONDAY MAY Acts 16:11-15 Psalm 149:1b-2, 3-4, 5-6a, 9b John 15:26-16:4a REFLECTION: Talk to Jesus now. He wants to be your personal friend. Accept His friendship and start living a great, fantastic life! Lord Jesus, thank You for calling me to be Your friend. I accept this friendship and will keep it forever. Amen. St. Aurelian, pray for us. friends of god “… I call you friends…” – John 15:15 One of the greatest joys and pride in my life is that I have great friends. Bo Sanchez, for one, often introduces me as his close friend. He may not know it, but every time he says that, it lifts me to high heavens. I even have famous and influential friends. Freddie Aguilar once greeted me on TV in one of his rare guestings. Actually, he greeted my son, his godchild. It made me mighty proud. Former Bulacan Governor Obet Pagdanganan would always single me out even among a crowd and call me by name. It makes me stand taller. Now imagine God as my friend — as your friend! Wow! Allow that to sink in for a moment… God, your friend. How that happens and how that at all is possible is simply a miracle! But it’s true. Jesus offers His personal friendship to you. A friendship that won’t only make you jump with joy and stand tall with pride. It is also a friendship that will lead you to an everlasting life of love — starting here and now. Only a blind fool would reject that friendship. Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 11 ARE YOU SAVED? “. . . believe in the Lord Jesus and you and your family will be saved.” – Acts 16:31 TUESDAY MAY Acts 16:22-34 Psalm 138:1-2ab, 2cde-3, 7c-8 John 16:5-11 REFLECTION: Never doubt that you are saved. It’s not our good works that saved us but Jesus’ saving grace. Let us deepen our personal relationship with Him. O Lord Jesus, thank You for Your saving grace — that my household and I are saved. St. Francis Jerome, pray for us. “Are you saved?” Ate Susan asked the leaders gathered in one of our trips to Cagayan de Oro. Her question lingered on my mind. My weaknesses and wrongdoings flashed back, including those I’m still guilty of despite my best attempts to follow Jesus. As I looked back at my past life, it was clear how I depended so much on my own ability and knowledge to do what I wanted. Until I got incarcerated. At the Correctional Institution for Women, I became very prayerful and active in spiritual and other activities which primarily paved the way to a deeper relationship with the Lord. I learned to acknowledge Him as the source of everything — that without Him, my physical imprisonment would be traumatic and difficult to overcome. I offered my pains and sufferings for my family, particularly the stigma of being an “ex-con,” and claimed His promise that for the one who believes, his whole household will be saved. Today, I am overwhelmed by God’s love and provision. My household and I are bountifully blessed and are now renewed and in the service of God. Beth Corral (bethcorral_0330@yahoo. com) 12 AVAILABILITY, NOT ABILITY “He will not speak on his own, but he will speak…” – John 16:13 WEDNESDAY MAY Acts 17:15, 22-18:1 Psalm 148:1-2, 1112, 13, 14 John 16:12-15 REFLECTION: Do you feel that the Lord is calling you yet you feel you have no ability? Just say yes and He will empower you! Lord, thank You for calling me to serve You. May Your Spirit continue to lead me as I deliver Your Good News! Amen. St. Pancras, pray for us. In his early years, he was so shy, timid, reserved and quiet. The thought of standing in front of people to talk would send chills down his spine. “It is just not my forte,” he would say. A few years after he met the Lord in 1995, he was called to serve Him in a very “special” way: to proclaim the Good News! Mustering all his courage, he answered, “Here I am Lord, I’m available. Send me!” That was the breakthrough in his life. From a timid and shy person to a Spirit-filled lay preacher. As I write this reflection, the Church celebrates World Mission Sunday. Earlier today, I was speaking at the Catholic Charismatic Renewal gathering of the Archdiocese of Port Moresby exhorting people to serve the Lord, to go on mission. I told them this story — my story of transformation. I had no ability. I only had the availability. I relied on the Lord, and He enabled me. “Do not worry how you are to speak or what you are to say, you will be given at that moment what you are to say” (Matthew 10:19). In that gathering, about 30 people, young and old, committed themselves to serve the Lord. Danny Tariman ([email protected]) 13 WITNESSING Many of the Corinthians who heard believed and were baptized. – Acts 18: 8 THURSDAY MAY Acts 18:1-8 Psalm 98:1, 2-3ab, 3cd-4 John 16:16-20 REFLECTION: Our life is our witnessing. Do others see God’s Word in us? Lord, let my life be a living testament to Your Good News. Amen. St. Abban, pray for us. Agnes, our housekeeper, was baptized, confirmed and had her first communion during Easter 2008. My wife and I stood as her godparents, together with a brother in Ligaya ng Panginoon, Jodean, who headed her Bible study group in our kids’ school. She had been with us for a few years. Though we knew she was not a Catholic, we didn’t try to convert her. What she saw and heard from us and from the people around her was more convincing than any preaching we could do. She went with us during our community gatherings and saw how we lived our lives for God. She would catch conversations on how God has been blessing a brother. She would hear how a sister went through the pain of losing a loved one and yet still clung to the Lord. She observed how we prayed. She appreciated how we treated her. Her Bible study group gave her opportunities to learn more about God’s Word. These acted as the seed. God’s grace did the rest. It is how we live that others would hear, believe and be baptized. Jun Asis (mabuting.balita@gmail. com) 14 FRIDAY MAY Feast of St. Matthias, Apostle Acts 1:15-17, 20-26 Psalm 113:1-2, 3-4, 5-6, 7-8 John 15:9-17 REFLECTION: “For God disciplines those He loves…” (Hebrews 12:6) Thank You, Lord, for choosing me to bear these battle scars for Your greater glory. St. Maria Dominic Mazzarello, pray for us. THE LEGACY “It was not you who chose me… I chose you and appointed you to go and bear fruit that will last.” – John 15:16 In my unguarded moments, I’d ask the Lord why I am the only one in a brood of six who experienced the loss of two children plus a special child to take care of. Couldn’t I have been spared? Or couldn’t the burden have been shared with others? At a young age, I feel I have so many battle scars to show for. Then I met someone who lost her entire family in a fire. And another one with only two children but both are severely autistic. Then there was my best friend who suffered through painful cancer before she left her three young children behind. And a mother who lost her only daughter to a rare brain condition. Suddenly, my battle scars seem like tiny pimples. Like Job I say, “I will put my hand over my mouth in silence. I have said too much already. I have nothing more to say.” Because of what I’ve been through, my faith has been fire-tried. This is my legacy to my children — not money or a house but a rich inheritance of knowing that God is everything the Bible says He is, and that He is head over heels in love with us! This they will also pass on to their children and to their children’s children and so on and so forth. Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 15 ASK! “… Ask and you will receive, so that your joy may be complete.” – John 16:24 SATURDAY MAY Acts 18:23-28 Psalm 47:2-3, 8-9, 10 John 16:23b-28 REFLECTION: Do you tell Jesus specifically what you want Him to do for you? Tell Him now. He is waiting. Lord Jesus, I ask (say your specific need). Thank You for making my happiness complete. In Your name. Amen. St. Hallvard, pray for us. “Lord, you know what I need. I will receive anything you have for me. Amen.” Sounds like a humble, good prayer, right? But notice that Jesus repeats this tip — this secret — to us many times. Ask. Ask. Ask. He even assures us that we will receive. “Ask… so that your happiness may be complete.” “Ask in my name… and it shall be done.” Notice, too, that Jesus would even specifically ask those whom He would heal, “What do you want me to do for you? Do you want to get healed?” And what would you answer if Jesus asks you these questions? “No, thank you. Thanks for your offer but I’m OK.” Wow! You must be a candidate for the mental institution if you answer this way. I have a son and I regularly ask him what he wants. If it is good for him, I give it. I love him. I want his happiness to be complete. Now what are you waiting for? Ask! Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 16 IN HIS TIME “Stay in the city until you are clothed with power from on high.” – Luke 24:49b SUNDAY MAY Solemnity of the Ascencion of the Lord Acts 1:1-11 Psalm 47:2-3, 6-7, 8-9 (6) Hebrews 9:24-28; 10:19-23 Luke 24:46-53 REFLECTION: Do I try to seek God’s plans in what I do? Am I ready to “wait” if His call is not “now”? Show me Your path, Lord, and I’ll follow. I live only to do Your will. Amen. St. Brendan, pray for us. It’s been several months since I asked the Lord where He wanted me to serve Him. In my prayer time, I kept receiving a “call” to serve in the parish although I didn’t know what I was to do there. One day, I decided to attend the Simbang Gabi (Christmas dawn Mass) in the chapel of a depressed area of our parish to see what ministry I can start there. That’s when I discovered that the Vedruna sisters, whom I had met in the Simbang Gabi, had a fullblown ministry with the poor mothers in the area already. I opted to “wait for further instructions” and accepted a part-time job in a nearby school in the meantime. Three years later, I was invited to serve in the Basic Ecclesial Community of that parish. It turned out to be a much bigger job than any ministry I could have started on my own. I heard the Lord correctly three years earlier but it was only prophetic. It was not yet His time. I’m glad I chose to “remain in the city” — working only in the vicinity and ready to be uprooted anytime. So when He called, I was available. Cristy Galang (cristy_cc@yahoo. com) 17 GROWING UP CATHOLIC “We have never even heard that there is a Holy Spirit.” – Acts 19:2 MONDAY MAY Acts 19:1-8 Psalm 68:2-3ab, 4-5acd, 6-7ab John 16:29-33 REFLECTION: Have you allowed God into your life today? Lord, be in my life. St. Thethmar, pray for us. Having grown up in a Catholic environment, I was familiar with almost all the traditions: Mass, confession, confirmation, feasts, etc. I knew I had to hear Mass on holy days of obligation, and I knew that confession is an important sacrament. When I joined a Catholic youth community, I started doing other things like serving in camps and singing in worship. And I thought that was that. Although I believed in God, I didn’t really let Him in my life. I was satisfied only to meet Him whenever I needed to. I prayed, yes, but I couldn’t pray for myself because I felt like God was more concerned that I thought about the “bigger things,” the ones that affected more people. I drew the line where my life ends and my faith starts; I thought it wasn’t right to mix them. Having God involved in my personal life doesn’t feel right — after all, why would He bother about someone as small and insignificant as me? Boy, was I wrong! As I grew up, I learned that when you get to know God, He’s not satisfied to be on the sidelines. He wants to be in your life. How silly of me to think that God doesn’t care about the details of my life. Tina Matanguihan ([email protected]) 18 CORRECTION “And I did not at all shrink from telling you what was for your benefit.” – Acts 20:20 TUESDAY MAY Acts 20:17-27 Psalm 68:10-11, 20-21 John 17:1-11a REFLECTION: Corrections done with love and logic will help you improve your relationship with God. Lord, may I be able to accept my limitations and work toward improving myself and not be blinded by pride. St. Venantius, pray for us. I was practicing for a presentation and asked my wife for her opinion. She gave me high marks on the content and praised me for the delivery. She added, “I have a suggestion. Observe your pauses, your “ahhs” and “uhms.” When you are thinking of the next thing to say, just stop. It’s not that bad but it can improve your delivery.” Getting that feedback was a little painful at first. After all, I’ve been doing this for 20 years. But in the end, I knew it was done out of love and for my benefit. I decided to pause during lulls and minimized my “uhms.” I have not totally gotten rid of it yet but I’m a whole lot better now. When a brotherly or sisterly correction is given to you, you have two choices. Dismiss it entirely using your pride or look at it as a gracious gift from God to make you a better person. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 19 WEDNESDAY DEATH WISH “I do not ask that you take them out of the world but that you keep them from the evil one.” – John 17:15 MAY Acts 20:28-38 Psalm 68:29-30, 3335a, 35bc-36ab John 17:11b-19 REFLECTION: God sent us into this world to help establish His Kingdom. What can you do to help? Holy Father, protect me as I complete my journey to heaven. Blessed Alcuin, pray for us. When I first became a Christian, I wanted to die, literally. I saw no point in continuing to live and be vulnerable to sin when I could be with God in heaven as promised by Jesus. But then years went by and I’m still alive and well. So I decided that since I cannot be in heaven now, I might as well find ways to be closer to God here on earth. I started serving in church as a member of the choir. I shared my faith and gave hope to discouraged friends. I sought to purify myself by leading my thoughts to God even as I struggle with the daily realities of living in a material world. Little by little, although the longing for God remains, the yearning to die has waned. And one day, it dawned on me. The kingdom of heaven may be out of sight for now, but the Kingdom of God is already here, and I helped establish it. By living my faith, instead of just dying for it, I brought God closer to myself and to everyone I shared Him with. I think I may like to live for many more years, after all. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 20 THURSDAY witness “Take courage. For just as you have borne witness to my cause in Jerusalem, so you must also bear witness in Rome.” – Acts 23:11 MAY Acts 22:30; 23:6-11 Psalm 16:1-2a, 5, 7-8, 9-10, 11 John 17:20-26 REFLECTION: Did God allow me to cross paths with a non-believer to bear witness? Use me, O Lord. St. Aquila, pray for us. “If there is a God, why would He let so many horrible things happen? I wonder why when a child is saved from a burning building or gets a miracle cure for cancer, people praise God. But when a 9/11 happens, He does not get the condemnation. If I can get around these questions, I will have a better chance of restoring a faith long since lost.” This e-mail came from my Irish colleague Derek based in Singapore, who was still grieving the death of his toddler son. Can I lead him back? We had animated debates at work but managed to talk about life whenever he was in town. In between, I would forward inspirational text messages. He would be amazed how each message came as a timely answer to a dilemma. Before he left the company, he wrote, “In many ways, Marie, I have a very deep respect for people like you who have been through personal challenges and have come out the other side with the help of your faith.” I did not preach. But if in the process of walking my faith his would be restored, what a blessing! Marie Franco ([email protected]) 21 FRIDAY MAY Acts 25:13b-21 Psalm 103:1-2, 1112, 19-20ab John 21:15-19 REFLECTION: Jesus came that we might have life and have it abundantly. Lord Jesus, thank You for blessing me with a mama sheep who loved her wayward sheep unconditionally just as You would. St. Gollen, pray for us. BLEACHED BLACK SHEEP “…when you were younger, you used to dress yourself and go where you wanted…” – John 21:18 I was the black sheep among the girls in our family. I love my mom very much but I was young and incredibly stupid with the I-wannado-whatever-I-want attitude. Mom was just so understanding that I took advantage of that. Even if she was livid with rage, I knew that deep down she loved me unconditionally. I don’t think she prayed as hard for anybody else as she did for me. I actually hold the bragging rights over my siblings that my mom loved me the most since she prayed for me more and cried for me most. It could only be by God’s grace and awesome power that my rebellious heart was tamed. I was the first one to follow my mom in accepting Jesus into my life early in college. Now I was answerable to God alone. Even if my mom wasn’t watching, I knew that He was. After some time, Mom probably knew her job was done. She lost her memory to Alzheimer’s disease shortly after I got married to the guy who would often bring her home after their prayer meeting. Even while she is still alive in this world but unable to communicate, I’m sure God has already told her, “Virgie, well done. We did it.” Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 22 A GOOD WAY OF SAYING IT I do not think the whole world would contain the books that would be written. – John 21:25b SATURDAY MAY Acts 28:16-20, 30-31 Psalm 11:4, 5, 7 John 21:20-25 REFLECTION: Am I aware that Jesus did so many things before He returned to the Father? Did I ever doubt the Church He built more than 2,000 years ago will stand forever? Lord Jesus, I believe in You. And I am certain no power on earth can ever destroy You or Your Church. Amen. St. Helen, pray for us. After one prayer meeting, a brother asked me how many blessings from the Lord I could name. I told him that if I were to answer his question, I’d finish the next day. We both laughed. But I was able to drive home the point that the Lord blesses me over and over again. And He blesses abundantly. I’m surprised and awed to realize the blessing I can get even in unpleasant experiences. My style of describing the Lord’s awesome blessings was not original. St. John drove home his point that Jesus did a plethora of great things through a more profound style. He wrote, “I doubt there would be room enough in the entire world to hold the books to record them.” What better way to describe the plentitude of Jesus’ works! Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 23 TRUE SERVICE There are different forms of service, but the same Lord. – 1 Corinthians 12:5 SUNDAY MAY Solemnity of the Pentecost Acts 2:1-11 Psalm 104:1, 24, 29-30, 31, 34 1 Corinthians 12:3b-7, 12-13 (or Romans 8:8-17) John 20:19-23 (or John 14:15-16, 23b-26) REFLECTION: Are you living your life in service of the Lord? I will continue, my God, to do all my actions for the love of You. (La Sallian prayer) St. Ivo, pray for us. When I was still new in Youth for Christ (YFC), I treated it as a separate part of my life, just like how I treated school and my family. You could say I “compartmentalized” the different aspects of my life. School is entirely separate from family, and the two are separate from other extracurricular things I was busy with. I liked it that way because it made prioritizing easier. Whenever the word “service” was mentioned, I automatically think of YFC, and nothing else. It came to a point that I was ready to drop everything else in favor of my service in YFC, since I saw it as something I was giving to the Lord. After some time, though, these other aspects of my life that I did not consider as “service” suffered because I didn’t find them important enough to be on high priority. When God asked me to give my life in service to Him, He didn’t mean just serving the community I’m a part of, but actually giving the best in every single aspect of my life. After all, He gave all for me; why shouldn’t I give Him my all? Tina Matanguihan (tina. [email protected]) 24 NOT SEEING Although you have not seen him you love him. – 1 Peter 1: 8 MONDAY MAY 1 Peter 1:3-9 Psalm 111:1-2, 5-6, 9, 10c Mark 10:17-27 REFLECTION: Have you seen Jesus lately? And moreover, have others seen Jesus in you? Dear Jesus, give me eyes and a heart that see Your love in all things. Make others see You in me in the way I live my life for You. St. Joanna, pray for us. “Two red stripes.” When Gina tested positive with our first child, we were very excited as most first time would-be parents. There were no telltale signs yet. No bulging tummy, no morning sickness, not even a change of feeling. Yet we knew that we were going to have a baby. Even if we had not seen. There are those who say that Jesus was just a figment of imagination, a fairy tale conjured by long-ago deceivers to gain wealth or spread the Roman empire. Despite the historical evidence that Jesus lived, many still deny Him. Nobody in our lifetime or even several lifetimes ago have seen Jesus, yet we believe in Him. I asked myself why. In His words in the Bible, I hear Him speak to me. In the Catholic Church, keeper of the Faith, I abide in His authority. In our community, Ligaya ng Panginoon, His nourishment for me and for brothers and sisters sustain us. In my family and those around me, I feel His love. In my heart, He lives. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 25 don’t miss the blessing! Live soberly and set your hope completely on the grace… – 1 Peter 1:13 TUESDAY MAY 1 Peter 1:10-16 Psalm 98:1, 2-3ab, 3cd-4 Mark 10:28-31 REFLECTION: What are you setting your hopes on today — blessings or curses? Dear Lord, make me believe that You pour out blessings on me every day. Give me the eyes of faith, hope and love to see and receive them. Amen. St. Zenobius, pray for us. “Praise God! Prices of gasoline went down,” I once remarked to a friend. “Naah! Wait ‘til it goes up again next week. That’s just their gimmick before they double the increase in prices,” he quickly retorted. Many have become cynical these days. They think that every good thing that happens is just a façade or an intro to something worse that’s sure to come. As a result people anticipate the curse instead of the blessing. “It’s raining! Darn! I’m sure to catch a cold again.” “Haaay, it’s so hot! I’ll get a heat stroke with this!” “Oh no! It’s Christmas time again. Where do I get the money to spend?” With this attitude, you even see your birthday as yearly burdens. Why not try, “Wow, it’s raining, it’s gonna be a cool day!” Or, “The sun is up. What a great time for the beach!” Peter tells us to keep alert on setting our hopes completely on the blessings. Otherwise, the blessings might be staring us in the face and we completely miss it. God bless you! Alvin Barcelona (alvinbarcelona@gmail. com) 26 WEDNESDAY MAY 1 Peter 1:18-25 Psalm 147:12-13, 14-15, 19-20 Mark 10:32-45 REFLECTION: If God will call us now, will He hear, “The number you are calling is not yet in service”? Lord, only by Your grace will we be able to follow You. Blessed Eva of Liege, pray for us. OUT OF SERVICE? “Can you drink the cup that I drink or be baptized with the baptism with which I am baptized?” – Mark 10:38 Oftentimes, we are like the two disciples in today’s Gospel who seem to be walking and talking with Jesus but are actually not listening to Him at all. They want the places of honor but are not willing to pay the price. During prayer meetings, we sing that we want to give Him our hearts and souls but when the love offering basket is passed around, we can’t even give the Lord more than our smallest bill. We only want to give our heart and soul but not our money. Or, maybe while we are deeply worshiping and praying, we tell the Lord to have His way with us. We pray, “Speak Lord, Your servant is listening.” The Lord responds by whispering to our heart to give up a relationship that is not pleasing to Him. Suddenly, our heart becomes “deaf.” When we enter into a relationship with God, we cannot choose what part we want to give or what part we want to take. We cannot love God without serving Him and we cannot choose how we want to serve Him. Definitely we can choose how we want to serve but that is not real love. Out of His great love for us, God gave us His very best… His only Son. Don’t you think it’s time we also give our very best to Him? Ronna Ledesma (ronnaledesma@email. com) 27 THURSDAY BABY STEPS Like newborn infants, long for pure spiritual milk, so that through it you may grow into salvation. – 1 Peter 2:2 MAY 1 Peter 2:2-5, 9-12 Psalm 100:2, 3, 4, 5 Mark 10:46-52 REFLECTION: No matter what stage of spiritual growth you’re in, enjoy God’s pampering and give yourself a chance to learn more. Lord, let Your words nourish me and help me grow. St. Bruno, pray for us. When my son Lance was born, I got so excited to see him grow that I had to remind myself to take it one step at a time. Newborns are not yet fully developed and their diet should depend on their developmental stage. No iron in their milk for the first six months. Begin feeding solids at six months but only with pureed foods. No honey, egg whites or spinach at least for the first year. So much to consider! But now, when I see Lance so healthy, I know that my diligence paid off. When I first became a Christian, my relationship with God filled me with so much joy that I wanted to give up everything. But because I was not ready, when I received His calling I thought the task was too much and I quit even before I began. I learned from my mistake. I got back to basics and took baby steps. First by getting to know Him again through readings and prayer, then by looking deep into myself and discovering who I am. After I had done these, God gave me opportunities to serve and this time, I said yes. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 28 FRIDAY MAY 1 Peter 4:7-13 Psalm 96:10, 11-12, 13 Mark 11:11-26 REFLECTION: How do you look at your suffering or those of the people around you? Do you find meaning in them? Lord, there is so much suffering around us and in us. Grant us the grace to see Your purpose in allowing them to happen. St. Wiliam of Gellone, pray for us. THERE IS LIFE — EVEN WITH CANCER But rejoice to the extent that you share in the sufferings of Christ… – 1 Peter 4:13 With tears in her eyes, my cousin said, “Si Lord na ang bahala sa akin (I am in God’s hands).” The dreaded big C had spread to her ovaries, intestines and pancreas. Her words keep coming back to me. These past years, I have seen so much suffering at close range. Many friends in our neighborhood have cancer. A few have passed away; some are still battling with it. And yet, too, I have seen people who, though suffering with cancer, continue to live joyfully and meaningfully, finding purpose in their illness. Their suffering has blessed the people around them —just as Jesus’ suffering and death blessed us all. Maybe it’s time to act soon on the inspiration that’s been nagging at me for three years — to form a cancer survivors support group that will not only be a haven for those afflicted with the illness but will also provide support for caregivers. An inspiration, a prayer, a willing spirit. As I write this, I know that God is moving things for His will to happen. Tess V. Atienza ([email protected]) 29 WHO ARE YOU? “By what authority are you doing these things? Or who gave you this authority to do them?” – Mark 11:28 SATURDAY MAY Jude 17, 20b-25 Psalm 63:2, 3-4, 5-6 Mark 11:27-33 REFLECTION: Do you know that all authority in heaven and on earth has been given to you? Go therefore and make disciples of all nations. (Matthew 28:18-19) Lord, amidst persecutions, allow me to keep living my life for You. St. Conon, pray for us. We were invited to attend a prayer meeting in a chapel at a nearby village. We were around 12 attendees. Since there was still an ongoing youth choir practice, someone motioned that we just hold the prayer meeting inside the sacristy. Because we were displaced, some were pissed off until a heated discussion started. Then my husband spoke up, “We all came to attend the prayer meeting. I believe arguing won’t do us any good so maybe we could just start with what we came here for.” Then an already angry couple responded in a loud, sarcastic voice, “What are you saying? Who are you anyway? We don’t even know you!” A nun was there and she introduced us, then invited the group for a short prayer session. Afterwards, she and the others apologized for how the couple treated us. During Jesus’ time, people questioned His authority. In our lifetime, there will always be those who will question our identity, our service, our faith. But we can hold on to the fact that we are God’s beloved children and we can just keep moving and doing as He commands. Sol Saura (solmsaura@gmail. com) 30 THE LITTLE FISH “From of old I was poured forth, at the first, before the earth.” – Proverbs 8:23 SUNDAY MAY Solemnity of the Holy Trinity Proverbs 8:22-31 Psalm 8:4-5, 6-7, 8-9 (2a) Romans 5:1-5 John 16:12-15 REFLECTION: “Stop searching, little fish. There isn’t anything to look for. All you have to do is look.” (Anthony de Mello) You are my God! In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen. One story from Anthony de Mello’s The Song of the Bird goes like this: “Excuse me,” said the little fish, “can you tell me how to find this thing called the ocean?” “The ocean,” said the older fish, “is the thing you are in now.” “Oh, this? But this is water,” said the disappointed fish as he swam to search elsewhere. Sometimes, we are just like the little fish, going around trying to find God. What we don’t immediately recognize is that God is everywhere. He is the Creator who made everything that surrounds us, from the vast universe to the tiniest grain of sand. He is the Christ who emptied Himself to become like us, made of flesh and blood, vulnerable and weak. He is the Spirit that dwells within us, constantly guiding us though we may choose not to heed Him. Aren’t we lucky that wherever we look, be it our surroundings, our fellow men, or our own selves, we see the reflection of God? Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) St. Hubert, pray for us. 31 TURNING 50 “The Mighty One has done great things for me, and holy is his name.” – Luke 1:49 MONDAY MAY Feast of the Visitation of the Blessed Virgin Mary Zephaniah 3:14-18a (or Romans 12:9-16) Isaiah 12:2-3, 4bcd, 5-6 Luke 1:39-56 REFLECTION: What has the Lord done in your life? Be thankful for it. Lord, help me to see Your work in my life and to trust that You know what’s best for me. St. Vitalis, pray for us. While writing this reflection, I chanced upon an email I wrote to a dear old friend before I turned 50. It read, “As I was walking home from Church this morning, my heart welled into a prayer of thanksgiving. He has done wondrous things in my life and I told the Lord, ‘Please help me to surrender my life to You each day, my will to Your will, so that Your glory may be made more manifest in me.’” I wrote further, “Days before today, I’ve been introspecting and a significant feeling arose — that of a sense of letting go of old dreams, old wishes, even prayers that God has chosen not to answer the way I wanted Him to. Maybe I am being more content with what is in my life now rather than hoping for the things that are not truly meant to be.” Turning 50 has made me see the landscape of my life and appreciate every blessing, every trial, every difficulty, every crossroad, every failure and every success that happened in my life. Turning 50 has made me relax in God’s abiding presence and work in my life, knowing that my life is in His hands. Tess V. Atienza ([email protected]) 1 TUESDAY JUNE 2 Peter 3:12-15a, 17-18 Psalm 90:2, 3-4, 10, 14, 16 Mark 12:13-17 REFLECTION: What is it in my outer world that is influencing me in the wrong way? Dear Lord, grant me the grace to detach myself from anything and anyone that obstructs me from becoming who You want me to be. St. Iñigo, pray for us. SHAPE YOUR WORLD BEFORE IT SHAPES YOU But according to his promise, we await new heavens and a new earth in which righteousness dwells. – 2 Peter 3:13 My friend “Jim” was a drug addict. He lived in a rehabilitation center for a year. He went back home a new man. But a few days after, an old friend who was a user visited him at home and offered him shabu. Jim refused. But he kept on meeting his old friends. After only three months, Jim relapsed and his addiction was more severe than before. What caused his downfall? He shaped his inner world, but he didn’t shape his outer world. He needed a new set of friends. He needed a new itinerary. He also needed new hobbies, new music, new activities. It’s pretty obvious. If you’re an alcoholic, stop hanging out with friends who drink. Hang out with new friends who don’t. If you’re a gambler, cut friendships with other gamblers. Hang out with people who don’t gamble. Many people don’t use their power to choose their friends. They just accept the people who call up, visit and appear on their doorstep. Big mistake. Go out and choose the kind of people you like to become. And then fulfill you dreams. Bo Sanchez ([email protected]) 2 REFUSING TO BE MISLED “Are you not misled because you do not know the Scriptures or the power of God.” – Mark 12:24 WEDNESDAY JUNE 2 Timothy 1:1-3, 6-12 Psalm 123:1b-2ab, 2cdef Mark 12:18-27 REFLECTION: Do I read Scriptures? Do I call on the Holy Spirit to guide me so that I will understand accurately what the Lord is telling me from His Word? Speak to my heart, Lord, especially through Your Word. Shield any deceit of the enemy that I may hear You and obey You. Amen. St. Eugene, pray for us. One of her pains is the conversion of her son to a cult — Jehovah’s Witness. But even more painful is her son’s repeated attempt to bring her to that sect. “That’s why I keep attending our weekly Bible sharing session as well as other opportunities to understand the Scripture from the Catholic point of view,” she often says. In several of our cell meetings, she would narrate the most recent verbal battle she had with her son, who grabs every opportunity to interpret a verse to her. And little by little, she is learning to identify how different it is from how she was taught as a Catholic. Unlike her son, this God-fearing woman refused to be misled in her faith. Not even her own son could sway her away from the truth. How contrary to the witnessing of the Pharisees who failed to understand what Scripture teaches because of their impure motives. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 3 THURSDAY EVERYDAY MASS, EVERYDAY SUCCESS Be eager to present yourself acceptable to God, a workman who causes no disgrace. – 2 Timothy 2:15 JUNE 2 Timothy 2:8-15 Psalm 25:4-5ab, 8-9, 10, 14 Mark 12:28-34 REFLECTION: Do you have a difficult task in your workplace? Try seeking the Lord in the Eucharist. Thank You, Lord, for Your guidance. You are my Wisdom. You are my Strength. St. Kevin, pray for us. “Do I hear right that you go to church every day?” quipped my boss during a gettogether. “Yes, I do.” I answered hesitantly, wondering how he got the information. I told him that I need it for my work; it’s where I get my strength, my wisdom, my guidance and my protection. As an IT manager overseas, there are lots of challenges that try my patience, wisdom and focus. It can be wearisome without the Lord in my life. But more than my need for Him, it’s my deep longing for God and my love for Him that drives me to seek Him each day. The Gospel reading today says, “You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind and with all your strength” (Mark 12:30). As I present myself to Him daily at Mass, I receive His guidance that brings me success in my workplace. Danny Tariman ([email protected]) 4 FRIDAY words of life All scripture is inspired by God and is useful for teaching, for refutation, for correction, and for training in righteousness. – 2 Timothy 3:16 JUNE 2 Timothy 3:10-17 Psalm 119:157, 160, 161, 165, 166, 168 Mark 12:35-37 REFLECTION: Have you quoted the Bible to uplift somebody today? Lord, You alone have the words of eternal life. Grant that I may be Your witness. St. Breaca, pray for us. You’ve seen them on TV. Each one professes to be right. Both quote the Bible expertly, using God’s Word for defense and offense. Yet, what they seem to achieve is more divisiveness. Insults and provocations are their primary weapons as they tear down each other on different channels. It’s saddening to note that the Good News is used for destructive debates and un-Christian misinformation. They seem to just one-up each other. Overuse, misuse and abuse of Scriptures will never lead to God. My friend Rene sends me text messages that contain God’s Word of hope regularly. Often, they will strike me at the heart. They are just the right words at the right time. That’s what Scriptures should do: become a source of inspiration and personal words of God to you. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 5 my secret in giving “… all contributed from their surplus wealth… has contributed all she had…” – Mark 12:44 SATURDAY JUNE 2 Timothy 4:1-8 Psalm 71:8-9, 1415ab, 16-17, 22 Mark 12:38-44 REFLECTION: What are the things that you have been holding on to? Are they due to be given away? Take and receive, O Lord, my mind, my heart, my soul, my strength, my every being. Let me receive You fully in my life. Amen. St. Adalar, pray for us. Let me share with you my secret in giving. The less I have, the more I give. The more hesitant I am to give, the more I give. The more I struggle to give, the more I give. Because that’s when I believe I’m really giving. Of course, I know that you cannot give what you do not have. But I know, too, that no one can be totally empty that you have nothing to give. Run a checklist of your three T’s — treasure, time and talent — and you know you must have one of these to share. Giving can also be “giving up” of some things for a higher cause. You can “give up” your pride by admitting your faults and asking for forgiveness. You can “give up” your anger and stubbornness by wearing a genuine smile. Or “give up” a recurring sin that you’re attached to and is hurting yourself and people you love and finally decide — enough! It may not be easy… because giving is dying a little — or a lot. But then again, it is in this kind of giving of ourselves that we find real joy, peace and so much freedom in our hearts. Learn from the widow who gave all she had — and be free. Alvin Barcelona ([email protected]) 6 SUNDAY JUNE Solemnity of the Body and Blood of Christ Genesis 14:18-20 Psalm 110:1, 2, 3, 4 1 Corinthians 11:23-26 Luke 9:11b-17 REFLECTION: When you need to be reminded how much God loves you, just look at the Cross. Forgive me, Lord, for the times I allow worry to overwhelm me. DO YOU REMEMBER… “Do this in remembrance of me…” – 1 Corinthians 11:24 As a parent, there are times when I have to remind my children again and again about something that I’m trying to teach them. And if they forget, I can only do one thing — remind them again. When my eldest daughter was three years old, she would throw a tantrum in the mall if she didn’t get what she wanted. She’d cry at the top of her lungs and just sit there until the next millennium. When she would run out of tears and voice, I will tell her lovingly but firmly, “Remember this, Dana. Even if you cry until your eyes pop out, my no will still be no.” The next time she goes into a fit, I will ask her, “Remember what Mommy said? That even if you cry…” Then she would finish my sentence even while wailing, “…till my eyes pop out.” After five minutes, her crying would subside. She’d stand up and we’d continue malling as if nothing happened. In the same way, God uses different ways to remind us how much He loves us. We just have to open our eyes, our hearts and our Bibles to see those reminders. Let us not focus on the times of disappointment, but instead, focus on the times when He reminds us of how special we are to Him. Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) St. Agobard, pray for us. 7 HAPPY THE UNHAPPY “Blessed are they who mourn; for they will be comforted!” – Matthew 5:4 MONDAY JUNE 1 Kings 17:1-6 Psalm 121:1bc-2, 3-4, 5-6, 7-8 Matthew 5:1-12 REFLECTION: In spite of this trial which robs me of all sense of pleasure, I can still say, “Thou has given me, O Lord, a delight in all my doings.” (St. Therese of the Child Jesus) Lord, is there any greater joy than to suffer for love of You? St. Gottschalk, pray for us. I have been re-reading the autobiography of St. Therese of the Child Jesus and I realize how far I am from being a saint. Saints don’t just endure suffering, they actually embrace it. Like for instance, when an irritable nun was assigned to their convent, St. Therese would willingly attend to this nun and go out of her way to please her even if all she receives are complaints. I would have left the nun to fend for herself and sought other means to serve God. But I pondered on all the times I was miserable and realized that I always survive the experience with a stronger faith in God. I think suffering makes us realize that we can’t make it on our own, and so we lean on God. And instead of remembering our trial as a time of failure, we recall it as a time of triumph where God’s providence saw us through a rough time. Someday, there will be an everlasting triumph when Christ returns to end all suffering. Until then, I hope that I learn to welcome suffering for God’s sake and for other sinners as well. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 8 LETTING MY LIGHT SHINE “Your light must shine before others.” – Matthew 5:16 TUESDAY JUNE 1 Kings 17:7-16 Psalm 4:2-3, 4-5, 7b-8 Matthew 5:13-16 REFLECTION: Have I kept to myself information that can help others? My God, thank You for the many good things You are doing through me that shines like a light to others. Amen. St. Bron, pray for us. When I was still in grade school, I would put money that I saved from my baon in mom’s handbag when I would hear her complain about our finances. That was one of several good things I did in my past which I never revealed to anyone. I must have learned early in life the rule to keep my good deeds to myself. But later in life, I realized that it doesn’t always work that way. In my assignment as a Didache writer, for instance, I can connect some verses from experiences of good things I have done. I feel I have to share these good deeds also so I can witness to others. Not to mention that we had this teaching in community that we can be guilty of “false humility” if we do not share what can be of help to others. That is why in writing reflections, I have courage enough to talk about my good works — to let my light shine before men and bless them. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 9 WEDNESDAY JUNE 1 Kings 18:20-39 Psalm 16:1b-2ab, 4, 5ab, 8, 11 Matthew 5:17-19 REFLECTION: Can you see God’s work in the events of your daily life? In the major events of your life? Lord, increase my sensitivity to the work of Your hands in my life so that I may proclaim it to the world. Blessed Diana, pray for us. LESSONS FROM KERYGMA CONFERENCE 2008 “The Lord is God!” – 1 Kings 18:39 As part of the secretariat for Kerygma Conference 2008, I was aware of the difficulties as well as the miracles that went into producing the event. As the conference drew near and hitches came here and there, tensions ran high. Many were getting sick, including me. But you know what the experience taught me? That when it is the Lord’s will, He makes things move beyond our human capacity. Things fall into place despite the hitches — and always just in time. That when it is God’s work, He touches people’s hearts to support the event. Sponsors and donors were coming in even up to the week before the event. And when I got to talk to a number of people who attended the conference, the more I was convinced that no one went there by accident. Each person who was there was called by God. Each one had a story to tell on why and how he came to the conference. Each attendee has a story to tell on how the conference touched him or her. So, if I were to be asked to be involved again in future Kerygma Conferences, will I wholeheartedly give my yes again? You bet! Tess V. Atienza ([email protected]) 10 THURSDAY JUNE 1 Kings 18:41-46 Psalm 65:10, 11, 12-13 Matthew 5:20-26 REFLECTION: Are you at peace? If not, what is the source of your “unpeace”? Dialogue with and understand more – yourself, others, and God – and rediscover true peace! “Lord, make me an instrument of Your peace. Where there is hatred let me sow love…” Blessed Olive, pray for us. peace be with you “… go first and be reconciled with your brother…” – Matthew 5:24 I have been to places in the country where peace is such a priceless, precious, yet seemingly elusive dream. I visited Jolo, Sulu many times. I led a peace rally in Iligan the day before it was bombed and attacked. I sat down with priests and peace advocates of the Silsilah Dialogue Movement in Zamboanga where Christians and Muslims live together in a haven called Harmony Village. This is what I discovered: that peace is attained through continuous dialogue and understanding. And that ignorance, prejudice, unforgiveness, revenge and a narrow-minded, closed attitude bring “unpeace.” Because peace is in the mind, heart and soul, more than just the absence of war or external aggression. And these truths aren’t only for inter-faith dialogues. In our homes, our neighborhood, our workplace or in our church communities, when there is no dialogue and understanding, there is no peace. No wonder the Gospel says, “If you are about to offer your gift to God… (first) make peace with your brother.” If we are all indeed children of God, then there is so much goodness in each one of us. Peace is connecting to that innate goodness. Alvin Barcelona([email protected]) 11 FRIDAY WONDERFUL LIFE “ I will lead them out from among the peoples and gather them from the foreign lands; I will bring them back to their own country.” – Ezekiel 34:13 JUNE Solemnity of the Sacred Heart of Jesus Ezekiel 34:11-16 Psalm 23:1-3a, 3b4, 5, 6 (1) Romans 5:5b-11 Luke 15:3-7 REFLECTION: We must be sensitive to God’s calling and messages for us to know what He wants us to do for His greater glory. Lord Jesus, please let me be holier each day so I will be sanctified the way You want me to be. St. Tochmura, pray for us. The foggy mountains and the blue skies were so close to each other that I imagined seeing God amidst the blue horizon, smiling with His outstretched arms, gently whispering to me of His unconditional love. “My God, how awesome is Your creation!” I uttered as I watched the marvelous scenic spots we passed by in Bukidnon on the way to Cagayan de Oro. I wouldn’t be enjoying the beauty of God’s creation if He didn’t give me the gift of freedom as well. Moreover, I wouldn’t have the heart of Jesus if He didn’t let me pass through the Correctional Institute of Women (CIW) for 20 years. As I reminisce on my stay in the CIW, my heart overflows in thanksgiving for what happened to me there. Mingling with people who came from all walks of life, has equipped me with people skills that are valuable in my job now as a sales person. Indeed, the Lord’s ways are not our ways. While being locked in jail may seem to be a dead-end experience to many, God used it to mold me into His likeness. It was His way of taking me out of my sinfulness and bringing me back to His fold. Beth Corral (bethcorral_0330@yahoo. com) 12 Business as Usual “Did you not know that I must be in my father’s house?” – Luke 2:49 SATURDAY JUNE Memorial of the Immaculate Heart of the Blessed Virgin Mary Isaiah 61:9-11 Psalm 113:1b-2, 3-4, 5-6, 7 Luke 2:41-52 REFLECTION: Are you ashamed of sharing the Lord to your officemates and peers? Lord, I am sorry for the times I passed up the opportunity to share Your goodness. Empower me to witness for You! St. Christian, pray for us. I have been out of “service” for 12 months. Since I had set my foot in Papua New Guinea, I had not a chance to proclaim the Good News the way I did in Manila. I was enjoying my secular work as manager of Information Technology department of one of the country’s biggest retail chain. There was, however, a void deep inside of me. It was about my Father’s business. When I left Manila for this job, I knew there was something I needed to do. I knew that my new workplace and the new city I will live in is my mission field. I did my best to share the Lord at every opportunity; I tried to witness for Him, even in the most difficult situations. I spoke of the Lord to my peers, fellow managers, guards, janitors and whoever I had the chance to meet. Person-toperson, one by one, sharing the Good News. I was not “ashamed of the Gospel” (Romans 1:16). Until one day, the Lord opened up a bigger audience: I was given the task to do the teaching for the archdiocesan Catholic Charismatic Renewal weekly gatherings. After the long wait, it is now “Business as Usual.” Danny Tariman ([email protected]) 13 the man! Then Nathan said to David: “You are the man! – 2 Samuel 12:7 SUNDAY JUNE 2 Samuel 12:7-10, 13 Psalm 32:1-2, 5, 7, 11 Galatians 2:16, 19-21 Luke 7:36-8:3 REFLECTION: We should always look at our successes as God’s providence and grace. Thank You, Lord, for all my successes. All these things are possible only because of You. St. Aquilina, pray for us. “You are the man!” It was sweet music to Steve’s ears. His colleagues were congratulating him. There was a party in his honor. His idea is now a product. The president of his company even went to him personally, heaping praises on him to high heavens. Steve felt good. He felt so good that it went to his head. He treated his friends like they were second class. He dumped his girlfriend for a more glamorous one. He was living the life. And then the product bombed. Everyone around him disappeared. The boss blamed him and fired him. The glamorous girlfriend found a richer man. No co-worker dared to help him. He came back to his friends, who, in the end, understood. He went on his knees and his former girlfriend took him in. Sometimes we attribute our successes to our own doing and forget God in the equation. It’s only when we fall that we realize why all these things came to be in the first place. Let us always remember who is the Source of the man. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 14 MONDAY JUNE 1 Kings 21:1-16 Psalm 5:2-3ab, 4b6a, 6b-7 Matthew 5:38-42 REFLECTION: Be as meek as lambs but as cunning as serpents. Lord, let Your Word continue to empower me and transform me. St. Elgar, pray for us. VICTIM OR VICTOR? “When someone strikes you on the right cheek, turn the other one to him as well.” – Matthew 5:39 I caught my boyfriend cheating on me for the nth time. By then I had committed to memory the passages, “How many times must I forgive my brother… not 70 times but 70 x 77 times,” and the passage above from our Gospel today. “I know about Miss X,” I told him. The moment I mentioned her name, he began his usual routine of denial. He just finished his first line when I put up my hand, signaling him to stop, followed by the dramatic line: “It’s OK. I’ve already forgiven you.” I could never forget the look on his face followed by a long pause of guilt which gave way to a flood of tears down his cheeks. Aaaah… the power of forgiveness. But that didn’t stop him from his infidelity. A friend of mine managed to put some sense into me when she said that I can forgive him but I didn’t have to stay with him. The words of Jesus are meant to empower us and to teach us to love even when it is inconvenient. It’s not meant to turn us into a victim, but instead, to transform us into a victor as we learn to give up our right to ourselves and allow Him to live His life through us. Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 15 blessings for all “… for he makes his sun to rise on bad and good…” – Matthew 5:45 TUESDAY JUNE 1 Kings 21:17-29 Psalm 51:3-4, 5-6ab, 11, 16 Matthew 5:43-48 REFLECTION: Have you judged others as hopeless? Have you thought of yourself as hopeless? Look around. Look up. God never gives up on others… and on you. Lord, let me see Your deep and unending love for all of us so that I, too, may have the same love for You, for others, and for myself. Amen. St. Alice, pray for us. Have you noticed how that lazy, stubborn, good-for-nothing bum breathes the same air that you breathe — for free? Do you see how that loudmouth, backstabbing, slandering neighbor or classmate or officemate of yours get warmed by the same sun and showered by the same rain? Observe how all people are blessed by God every day. Why? Because God loves them all. God loves us all. But here’s the catch. Notice how loving, generous, forgiving, grateful, peaceful, prayerful and happy people seem to get “more of God’s blessings”? It’s because they are the ones who are more open to receive them. But realize that God never stops blessing those who are seemingly “closed” to these blessings. Grace, mercy, healing, miracles are there for the taking — anytime — if they open themselves to God. In fact, many of God’s supply — like the air, the sun, the rain — just keep on coming. And only fools will close themselves to these. Which means God does not stop loving them. Now why should you give up on them… or give up on yourself? Alvin Barcelona (alvinbarcelona@ gmail.com) 16 A TESTIMONY ON FASTING “When you fast, do not look gloomy….” – Matthew 6:16 WEDNESDAY JUNE 2 Kings 2:1, 6-14 Psalm 31:20, 21, 24 Matthew 6:1-6, 16-18 REFLECTION: Do I fast or perform sacrifices for the Lord to showcase them? Or is it a secret between God and me? Lord Jesus, thank You for reminding me today to do some acts of sacrifice to season my Christian life. Lead me to what offering I can do to strengthen me spiritually and let it be just between us. Amen. Blessed Guy Vignotelli, pray for us. Years ago, we would gather every Friday night at the prayer room from 8:00 p.m. till the wee hours of the morning to intercede for souls and pray for all the petitions submitted during prayer meetings. In preparation for this spiritual warfare, it was my practice to fast every Friday. I would take nothing but water until 3:00 p.m. I can still remember how the Lord strengthened me physically to survive it all amidst heavy schedules like counseling elementary and high school students and other activities. One of the tough times I hurdled with no food was a volleyball game with teachers and co-counselors. At one point I felt the chills and thought I’d pass out. But with the grace of God, I pulled through and felt so victorious in the Lord that evening during our prayer battle. People who did not know the sacrifice I was going through added spice and flavor to my offering. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 17 WORLD PEACE “In praying, do not babble like the pagans…” – Matthew 6:7 THURSDAY JUNE Sirach 48:1-14 Psalm 97:1-2, 3-4, 5-6, 7 Matthew 6:7-15 REFLECTION: “It is a revelation of pure joyousness in which the child of God pours into the Father’s bosom the cares which give pain and anxiety that He may solve the difficulties.” (Oswald Chambers) Lord, help me to remember that You care for me as much as You care for the world. St. Emily de Vialar, pray for us. One time, after visiting a friend from the hospital, my friends and I passed by St. Joseph Church in Cubao to pray for a while. My friend knew it was my first time there so she told me to make a wish. I closed my eyes and asked something for myself… and then I realized how selfish I must be for making that wish when there were so many people suffering out there, not to mention our friend who was still in the hospital. I took my wish back and asked for something for the good of all mankind. Like world peace. I carried that same attitude when I started having a regular prayer time. I would pray more for “world peace” than for the things that concerned me. Yes, those things are noble and I do believe that God wants us to pray for them. But I believe that God also wants to hear from us — our concerns, our joys, the things we want, the things we worry about. Just like a parent listening to his child, I believe it brings God great joy when we bring our cares to Him. Tina Matanguihan (tina.matanguihan@gmail. com) 18 FRIDAY storing up wealth But store up treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor decay destroys, nor thieves break in and steal. – Matthew 6:20 JUNE 2 Kings 11:1-4, 9-18, 20 Psalm 132:11, 12, 13-14, 17-18 Matthew 6:19-23 REFLECTION: What can I do to load up treasures in heaven? Lord, I offer my talents and resources to You. Use them as You please. Amen. St. Alena, pray for us. When I started writing for Didache a few years ago, Bo Sanchez sent me a message of thanks. He also explained that it will not make us rich but quoted the passage about “storing treasures in heaven.” It was half-serious, yet very profound, if you think about it. Many of us work hard to fulfill our dreams. A dream home, cars, gadgets, properties, travel and a comfortable lifestyle. There is nothing wrong about striving to reach these goals. The irony is once we achieve all these things, we immediately chase after another one. No amount of money or material wealth satisfies. After the initial excitement of “making it,” the emptiness stays. The only way to fill that space is with God. If you want to be satisfied, look to saving up treasures in heaven. It may be profound or simple. Volunteer your time and resources to ministries like He Cares and Anawim. Sing in your parish choir. Teach catechism. Be honest in your business. Have integrity at work. Speak God’s Word in your actions. Write about God’s love. That’s what I’m doing. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 19 STOP PARANOIA “Can any of you by worrying add a single moment to your life-span?” – Matthew 6:27 SATURDAY JUNE 2 Chronicles 24:1725 Psalm 89:4-5, 29-30, 31-32, 33-34 Matthew 6:24-34 REFLECTION: “Do not worry about tomorrow; it will have enough worries of its own. There is no need to add to the troubles each day brings.” (Matthew 6:34) Deliver us from all anxiety as we wait in joyful hope for the coming of Your Son, Jesus Christ. St. Gervase, pray for us. I have the most paranoid parents-in-law. Once, I came home early and asked my mother-in-law where my son was. She panicked and said, “He’s not in his room? The babysitter must have kidnapped him!” When I brought my son to the beach, my father-in-law called more than five times to tell us to be wary of sharks that might eat his grandchild alive. I asked my mother-in-law once why they worry so much. She said, “Well, what if something really bad happens?” I replied, “Then that’s the time you worry. But until you actually get the bad news, you just have to believe that all of us are all right.” She looked at me with a bemused smile and said, “That’s not the way we think.” I don’t know if my assurance is born out of being a Christian or because I just happen to be optimistic. But I do know that as I grow older and have more responsibilities, I make it a point to lift all my troubles to God. I find that if I want to be free of my worries, I turn my thoughts to the next life and what do you know? Everything else becomes trivial. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 20 SUNDAY JUNE Zechariah 12:10-11; 13:1 Psalm 63:2, 3-4, 5-6, 8-9 (2b) Galatians 3:26-29 Luke 9:18-24 REFLECTION: Are you ready to stand up for your beliefs no matter what the cost? Lord, give me the courage to be a bold witness for You amidst a sinful world. Blessed Anthony Turner, pray for us. WHAT’S IN A NAME? “For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will save it.” – Luke 9:24 Rough times with my religious gifts business pushed me to try a new venture. The projected income looked promising. But transitioning to a “worldlier” business was a bit tricky. Early on, my principles were tested. Deciding on forum topics for our women’s website caused a minor upheaval in the company. Someone suggested sex to give members a venue to discuss related concerns. Although not bad per se, I was afraid this would create an opening for inappropriate discussion. I was told I had a 19th century mentality. Other sites for women had this and it brought much needed members and page views. I was pointed to another site with this topic. The lewd postings there horrified me. Although I had no other prospects, I was ready to quit if this happens in our website. I believed that professing my love for the Lord and getting involved in something like this is contradictory. I remembered reading that sometimes our life is the only Bible other people read. Thankfully, the Lord allowed me to stay with a clear conscience. The noncontroversial topic of love, dating and romance was used instead. Lella Santiago ([email protected]) 21 MONDAY JUNE 2 Kings 17:5-8, 1315a, 18 Psalm 60:3, 4-5, 12-13 Matthew 7:1-5 REFLECTION: Can an echo ever give a different sound other than the original one? Lord, let those who see me see You. St. Lazarus, pray for us. ECHO “...and the measure with which you measure will be measured out to you.” – Matthew 7:2 When she heard something unfortunate happen to one of her friends, she gossiped about it to other people. She did it with the seemingly good intention of letting others know so that they can pray for the person. One day, she received the bad news that she had cancer. She didn’t want anybody to know. She already imagined how other people would feast on talking about her because that’s exactly what she does. I read that our knowledge of God’s character is dictated by our own character. If we see God as a vindictive God, it is because we are vindictive. We see God through the same eyes we use to see others. But it doesn’t have to be that way. We can enjoy a loving relationship today with a God who’s so in love with us if only we would change the eyes of our hearts through which we see ourselves and others. The Bible says, “As He is, so are we.” We are supposed to reflect our Father through us. The word “person” comes from two Latin words “per” and “solare” which means “to sound through.” God has intended to sound through or to echo or reflect Himself through us. Let us therefore be faithful echoes of our Heavenly Father to this world. Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 22 TUESDAY I’M A 10 “How narrow the gate and constricted the road that leads to life. And those who find it are few.” – Matthew 7:14 JUNE 2 Kings 19:9b-11, 14-21, 31-35a, 36 Psalm 48:2-3ab, 3cd-4, 10-11 Matthew 7:6, 12-14 REFLECTION: Am I walking the path of the Lord? Is there a call to turn back and find His path? Lord Jesus, I want to celebrate the victory of following You. Lead me to Your path for I believe it is only there I can find real joy. Amen. St. Aaron, pray for us. If I were to rank my life today from one to 10 where “1” means unfulfilled and “10” is very fulfilled, I’d confidently give myself a “10.” I feel a deep joy in my heart being in God’s service and living a life totally for the Lord. Had the same question been asked of me 12 years ago — a time when I was experiencing God’s pruning and testing — I wouldn’t even have scored a “5.” The road that led to where I am now was a rough and difficult one. I remember the time Dad succumbed to depression because, among other reasons, he couldn’t take my choice of life. That’s how unattractive and resistible in the eyes of the world the “narrow road” is. It was only the words of a bishop who assured me,“You have chosen well,” that gave me strength at that time to continue walking where the Lord led me. Now, I have no regrets. There may still be rough seas ahead but they can never take away the peace and joy of being in the Lord. Cristy Galang ([email protected]) 23 BOOKS …the Book of the Covenant, that had been found in the temple of the Lord. – 2 Kings 23:2 WEDNESDAY JUNE 2 Kings 22:8-13; 23:1-3 Psalm 119:33, 34, 35, 36, 37, 40 Matthew 7:15-20 REFLECTION: Don’t forget to read the Bible today. Lord, help me to discern what is true and what I should believe in all that I read. St. Walhere, pray for us. I’m an avid reader of books. Most of the things I know came from the books I read. When I was younger my mom would buy me a book a month, and when I started earning my own money, I’d buy books with my salary. The things we read can really influence what we believe in. When I first read The Da Vinci Code, I almost believed in what Dan Brown wrote about Jesus’ life and His alleged relationship with Mary Magdalene. Although it did not make me believe in God less, it made me wonder if what was written was somehow real, especially since the author mentioned he did some research. After much thinking, it hit me that it’s a work of fiction so why would I put my faith in a fictitious novel? And if it was based on research, then why should I believe in whatever Da Vinci may have said about Jesus Christ, when I don’t think he even had a personal relationship with Him? When it comes to matters of the faith, there is only one book I will choose to believe: the Bible. Tina Matanguihan ([email protected]) 24 THURSDAY JUNE Solemnity of the Nativity of John the Baptist Isaiah 49:1-6 Psalm 139:1b-3, 1314ab, 14c-15 Acts 13:22-26 Luke 1:57-66, 80 REFLECTION: There is a gem in each person. Look for it in others and in your self. Lord, let me look beyond my sight and recognize Your divine presence in other people and in myself. St. Barthlomew of Fame, pray for us. unique genius “What, then, will this child be?” – Luke 1: 66 A teacher once told Michael’s mother that he’d never be able to focus on anything in his life because of his difficulty in focusing on the lessons in the classroom. As a boy, he was diagnosed with ADHD. He’d often stand up and can’t stay quiet. It was very hard for him to concentrate. At the 2008 Beijing Olympics, Michael Fred Phelps won eight gold medals in various swimming events — the most gold reaped by anyone in a single Olympics. That’s aside from the various awards and records he still holds. Often, we hold biases and beliefs about how a child would grow up based on what they are now and what they do. We tend to box a child (or other people for that matter) with what we see or of our impression of what they do. We relegate them to the sidelines. The cruelest thing we do is give up on them. God made us great with our own unique genius. We should treat others and ourselves as such. Jun Asis ([email protected]) 25 come and ask “… if you wish, you can make me clean….” “I will do it.… Be made clean.” – Matthew 8:2–3 FRIDAY JUNE 2 Kings 25:1-12 Psalm 137:1-2, 3, 4-5, 6 Matthew 8:1-4 REFLECTION: Believe that God wants to heal you. Come to Him in faith — today! Jesus, I do want to be clean. Heal me. Change me. Transform me. And turn my sufferings into my blessings. In Your most powerful name. Amen. I do not enjoy seeing my son being injected with a syringe needle. It hurts me to see him being hurt. But I allow it because of the greater healing or cure that comes with it. I don’t allow him to suffer for suffering’s sake. It’s a suffering that would be a blessing. In the same way, God doesn’t enjoy seeing us suffer. But He may allow us to go through pain and suffering, only because there is a greater blessing that will come out of it. But as in the leper’s powerful prayerencounter with Jesus, the secret is we have to approach Jesus and give ourselves to Him. We tell Him we want to be clean — to be healed, to be forgiven, to be saved and to be blessed! God loves us so much He respects what we want for our lives. So we have to come to Jesus with boldness and faith. It wasn’t easy for a leper to come out publicly and approach Jesus. Yet he chose and decided to change his life. He believed that Jesus can change him. And Jesus wanted to cure Him. And he was healed. Alvin Barcelona (alvinbarcelona@ gmail.com) St. Prosper of Aquitaine, pray for us. 26 THE SECRET “... only say the word and my servant will be healed.” – Matthew 8:8 SATURDAY JUNE Lamentation 2:2, 10-14, 18-19 Psalm 74:1b-2, 3-5, 6-7, 20-21 Matthew 8:5-17 REFLECTION: “I came that they might have life and have it abundantly.” (John 10:10) Lord, give me a childlike faith. St. Anthelm, pray for us. Simply faith (not simple faith). That’s all this gentile Roman official had. Being an officer, he knew what authority was all about. And he knew the kind of authority that Jesus had. He didn’t demand any signs from heaven like the Pharisees did. Jesus knew who He was and this Roman official knew that. This reminds me of a popular healing priest, Fr. Suarez. He heals so quietly without much fanfare just by touching and conversing casually at times with the people asking for healing. None of that demon whipping, casting out screams and mantras as if the demons inside the sick person were deaf. If that’s the kind of healing session you’re used to, you are in for a surprise when you watch Fr. Suarez at work. It’s seemingly effortless but the number of healings speaks for the power at work. When you know who you are and whose you are, life will suddenly cease to be complicated. Life only becomes hard when you are trying to live it out on your own. When you recognize the true source of life and power, everything becomes real simple. Ronna Ledesma ([email protected]) 27 ABSOLUTE GRACE For the flesh has desire against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh... – Galatians 5:16 SUNDAY JUNE 1 Kings 19:16b, 19-21 Psalm 16:1-2, 5, 7-8, 9-10, 11 Galatians 5:1, 13-18 Luke 9:51-62 REFLECTION: We are all desperate, but mercifully, God offers us His abounding grace. Lord, I am not worthy. But only say the word and I shall be healed. St. Emma, pray for us. I have an uncle who had lung cancer. When my husband visited him in the hospital where he was undergoing chemotherapy, my husband had to find Uncle through the haze of smoke coming from his continuous smoking. Stupid, you might say. But I find that all of us are guilty of the same thing when it comes to our faith. We keep going to church, even partaking of the sacraments, only to repeat our sins. Should we stop trying to be good then and blame it on human nature? I searched for answers and here’s what I realized. God’s ideal is too high because He is God and is perfect by nature. But by realizing that I cannot ever reach that Ideal, I come face to face with the only solution that God offers — His absolute grace – the unmerited, generous favor that forgives all sins and accepts all repentant sinners. And because I am forgiven, because I am loved, I find that power within me to keep striving for His ideal no matter how many times I may have failed. Quitting is not an option. To do so would make me fall from His grace and into oblivion. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) 28 MONDAY JUNE Amos 2:6-10, 13-16 Psalm 50:16bc-17, 18-19, 20-21, 22-23 Matthew 8:18-22 REFLECTION: Following Jesus is a daily commitment. Lord Jesus, I want to follow You. Please hold my hand. St. Almus, pray for us. NOT WITHOUT PAIN “Follow me…” – Matthew 8:22 High from my Holy Land pilgrimage experience, I had wanted to enter the religious life. I wanted to give God my whole life, to love only Him and serve Him. I thought it was the best way I could follow Him. But when subsequent search-in retreats and discernment process revealed that God wasn’t calling me to the religious life, I told the Lord, “Just tell me what to do or where to go, I will follow You.” It was a simple sentence — though not really simple, I found out later. It involved my whole life. It led me to face my hidden issues and weaknesses as well as give glory to God with my strengths and talents. It led me to different routes and ways of serving God. It led me to simplify my lifestyle and to be grateful for even the tiniest blessing. The above didn’t happen without pain. There was a lot of push and pull, and many times I wanted to take back my word. It’s a good thing the Lord knows how it is to be human. Whenever I want to give up, He’s there to comfort me and whisper to me what He wants me to learn in each difficulty and trial. And when I’m ready again, He gives me a pat on the back and tells me once more, “Follow me.” Tess V. Atienza ([email protected]) 29 TUESDAY GOD, MY SAVIOR The Lord will rescue me from every evil threat and will bring me safe to his heavenly kingdom. – 2 Timothy 4:18 JUNE Solemnity of Sts. Peter and Paul, Apostles Acts 12:1-11 Psalm 34:2-3, 4-5, 6-7, 8-9 2 Timothy 4:6-8, 17-18 Matthew 16:13-19 REFLECTION: Whom do we call when we are faced with danger? If I should ever walk in the valley of darkness, no evil will I fear. Lord, You are always there to show the way. St. Cocha, pray for us. My brother-in-law arrived home past midnight. He alighted from his vehicle and opened the gate. Two masked men approached him and declared a carnap. His wife and their teenage children heard the commotion and went out of their house. They begged the men not to get the van. When I heard their shouts and cries, I decided to go out to see what was happening. Then there was a gunshot. Then silence. Then their van and the other car sped off. Thank God, even if the van was taken, the Lord covered us all with His protection. Some neighbors planned to help but backed out when they saw the armed men. My brother-in-law just had bruises on his arms and upper back. The carnappers pointed the gun at his wife and kids but fired up in the air. I was just about to go out of our house when the gun was fired. It took some time before we all fully recovered from that incident. What saw us through? We continuously called upon the Lord and trusted in His saving power. There was no trace of the van so the insurance company covered it. My in-laws are now blessed with a new car. God is good … all the time! Sol Saura ([email protected]) 30 WEDNESDAY JUNE Amos 5:14-15, 21-24 Psalm 50:7, 8-9, 1011, 12-13, 16bc-17 Matthew 8:28-34 REFLECTION: “I will not sacrifice to the Lord my God burnt offerings that cost me nothing.” (2 Samuel 24:24) Take my life and let it be consecrated, Lord, to Thee. Blessed Raymond Lull, pray for us. GREATER SACRIFICE “Your cereal offering I will not accept.” – Amos 5:22 Gail and Carla’s mom is in the final stage of liver cancer. To ease her last days, Gail agreed to shoulder the expenses and bring their mom to the hospital. Gail sent her driver to pick up her mom. During her short visits to the hospital, she tried to keep the expenses down. She chose a private room in the hospital’s old building where it’s cheaper. She selected a doctor who is a family friend. She limited the medications, stressing there’s no need for heroic efforts. Indeed, she’s generous and practical at the same time. Carla, for her part, never left her mom’s side. She took a leave from work and hardly slept every night. She gently eased her mom’s fears on the way to the hospital. She cleaned her wounds and kept her comfortable. She monitored her labored breathing and adjusted the oxygen mask when it slips. Though both gave up something for love of their mom, I think Carla’s sacrifice is the model of Christian love. Jesus died on a cross to redeem us from sin. Our love for Him should compel us to respond likewise, by giving up our lives for others and for Him. Cecilia Lim ([email protected]) * Names have been changed