The Gold Coast Talks Content and Topic Index

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BARRY LONG’S
Gold Coast Talks
Contents & Topics Index
Barry Long’s Gold Coast Talks
Index
Contents
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About Barry Long
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About the Gold Coast Talks
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Gold Coast Talks Contents Index 1993-2002
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Gold Coast Talks A-Z Topics Index
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Contact details
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BARRY LONG’S GOLD COAST TALKS INDEX
About Barry Long
Barry Long (1926 – 2003) is widely acknowledged as one of the foremost spiritual masters of our
times.
But what makes him unique as a spiritual master, and what are the hallmarks of his teaching?
Firstly, unlike many teachers, he stands completely apart from any religious, spiritual or philosophic
lineage or tradition. His original knowledge (or gnosis) came from a series of realisations, each of
which took him into a deeper realm of self-knowledge – and ultimately into the most profound
areas of esoteric knowledge ever recorded.
Secondly, as well as realising the deepest levels of truth, he realised the mighty principle of love as
it appears in female form as Woman. This realisation endowed him with the knowledge and power
of a true tantric master, able to describe the truth behind the love on earth between Man and
Woman, and to demonstrate it in his own living life.
Thirdly, he was a wonderfully down-to-earth, thoroughly Western master, born and raised in
Australia. His teaching was, and remains, thoroughly grounded in practicality. Free of any tradition
he was able to express the highest of realised truths in a straightforward way which any ordinary
person could grasp. Yet he also continually addressed the everyday difficulties in people’s lives – the
emotions, doubts and worries – that cast a shadow over the simple, natural joy of being alive.
Fourthly, as well as comprehensively covering every aspect of the inner spiritual or divine life, his
teaching deals with the detail of how to live in a problem-free way in the everyday situations we all
encounter in the world. Thus his books, audio and filmed talks address such matters as: how to be
free of unhappiness; living in the moment, freedom from habitual thinking; dealing practically with
work situations and personal relationships; raising children; and fundamental to his teaching. the
loving partnerships between man and woman and how to make physical love rightly.
At meetings held all over the world, his realised presence and practical commonsense inspired tens
of thousands of people, including some, like Eckhart Tolle, who would later go on to become
teachers in their own right. His words, written or spoken, have a great potency – they contain the
power to change an individual who is ready and willing to hear. For during the process of everdeepening self-knowledge, he had realised the Logos – the original Word – endowing his own words
with great penetrative value.
What distinguishes Barry Long from other masters and teachers in recorded history is the
magnificent depth and sheer profundity of his self-knowledge – the result of increasingly profound
realisations which revealed to him the innermost secrets of the five great subjects which his life’s
work addressed: love, life, truth, death and God.
As he sometimes observed, all enlightened teachers do not necessarily possess the same degree of
self-knowledge. In his own case, in 1965 at the age of thirty-nine he went into the mighty realisation
of immortality: what he described later as the ‘mystic death’.
Many realisations followed until Barry Long’s death in December 2003 and he carried on recording
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his insights and realisations until shortly before his death. These final inspired reflections represent
the culmination of his life’s work, illuminating new areas of his vast self-knowledge. It is the
Foundation’s intention to publish this material over the years to come as funding allows.
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An Introduction to the Gold Coast Talks
The Gold Coast Talks series spans the decade between 1993 – 2002 in which Barry entered the final
phase of his life and teaching. This newly-compiled index to the series illustrates graphically the vast
range of subjects covered by these talks.
Barry used the Gold Coast Talks as a forum to reveal more and more of the truth as it unfolded and
as he lived it in the latter years of his life. He said that listening to these talks was the next best thing
to actually being with him at a meeting. As with all Barry’s work, repeated listening is likely to reveal
new insights as particular subjects suddenly resonate at a deeper level than before.
Comprehensively catalogued for the first time, these talks are a resource of inestimable value to
anyone who is earnest in their endeavour to live the truth they have heard.
For those new to Barry’s teaching who haven’t have had the chance to be with him in person, the
Gold Coast talks represent the next best thing to actually being with the master. These unedited
recordings capture just what it was like to be present at one of his meetings. They provide a unique
opportunity to hear Barry as he traverses the cosmos, the human condition and everything in
between.
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GOLD COAST TALKS CONTENTS INDEX 1993 - 2002
“If you are willing, I will take you deeper into being – just as if you were at the
meeting itself. I will take you into the extraordinary state of being beyond the
person, beyond the thinker, beyond the worrier.”
These tapes provide a record of the ever-unfolding living truth reflected by Barry Long.
Listening to the tapes is the next best thing to actually being at the meeting itself.
Barry Long held regular meetings on the Gold Coast, Australia. The afternoon meetings are
recorded and each is available as a two-tape pack (approx 3 hours). The meetings include
periods of silence for going into ‘Me’ and questions from the audience.
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GOLD COAST TALKS 1993
LIVING THE TRUTH
Barry Long held six afternoon meetings on the Gold Coast in 1993.
They were held at the Pan Pacific Hotel in Broadbeach.
23 JANUARY 1993
Side 1 Being and self; looking for the good; right action – Woman must be mastered by
man who knows what he is doing: demonstration from letter – Jade speaks to woman on
position and place of love in dealing with man – Are you in your place? Situation of man
and woman – Going into Me: into this place, abandoning position, this will strengthen you
Side 2 Going into Me: a sacred place, I the subject disappears – Universal truth: giving –
Woman: demand and insecurity – Courtesy and politeness – Being true to the situation – I
cannot compare my life with another – My place is my life – Getting it right with mum, dad
and work – Dying; the primitive sacrifice of life – Glamour: flowing gowns in the ashram
Side 3 Addresses young girls 10-12yrs: the nature of woman and being true to love – One
life: previous life and origins of life on earth – Glamour, ecstasy and equilibrium – Spiritual
names and attachment to the master – Children copying adults – East and West: cults –
Going into Me: the East, no form, going into silence, gratitude
Side 4 Going into Me: taking out the world and giving you nothing – Masters: ‘Never Born
- Never Died’ video – Heart: broken, organic, human, pure of heart – Situation of life on
earth – Come unto Me – Get rid of self and mood – Dishonesty in love; man loving more
than one woman – Going into Me: blessed relief of not having to be anything – Getting my
life right, guided by situation not feelings – Grace and love – Surrender and knowledge
6 MARCH 1993
Side 1 All emotion is past; thinking arises from the past – Joy is always now – Why am I
emotional? – Facing the living past with honesty – Me, the source of honesty; my self, the
troublemaker – My self uniting with Me – Going into Me: looking without and within, where
mind gets the power to see straight, coming home
Side 2 Going into Me: releasing new energy, living the truth – One sense divided into the
five senses – Returning home; new vitality in your life – Human mind and divine mind:
sense of senses, only one Me – Divine mind: pure intellect, purifying the mind – Self ruins
my body – Giving: the solution to every problem – Winning and losing – Right giving with
honesty and clarity
Side 3 Pure intellect, the will, willingness to give – Wasting energy: you know what you
should give up – Divine will: harmony in all aspects of life – Wanting and giving, taking and
receiving – Aligning with the divine will – One pointedness – All of my life is my God –
Giving attracts the divine will – God is giving – Going into Me: object and subject disappear,
seeing through the speaker and existence
Side 4 Being seen, acknowledgement – Facing the fact: I am going to die; seeing through
death – I must give what I need – Time to withdraw and time to come forward – Nothing
happens until the time is right – Relaxation and visualisation – Studying without
unhappiness – Live just one thing you know to be the truth
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17 APRIL 1993
Side 1 Going into Me: through the looking glass, the other side of the mirror – Hell: my self,
demons of the underworld, facing myself – What about me? Missing out – Moody one
wants to be loved
Side 2 Youth: gaining experience without accumulating emotion – Answering letters from
two women*: woman is love and is responsible for love; woman cannot teach man; woman
has to be mastered by man (who knows what he’s doing); woman must be in command of
love – Fixed stars: ideas in the mind of God – Suffering is reflecting on self –
Acknowledging beauty
* see ‘To Woman In Love’ pp 87-93
Side 3 Going into Me: going into the unknown – Relative reality: the thinker – How do I get
rid of the demons in Me? – How to drop tension to the stomach – Stopping thinking: honesty
and action – Facing externalised demons
Side 4 Man and woman living in different houses: giving all or protecting emotions – Ball
in the stomach – Dissolving momentum of work with partner – Acknowledgement – Getting
the baby out of the bed: everyone in his/her place – Verbal communication needs to match
physical lovemaking – Knowing what you don’t want – Physical love and virtue: noble man,
the ground and field of love
26 JUNE 1993
Side 1 Going into Me: looking at nothing – Rightful place of the ego: protector of the natural
body – Going into Me: enjoying the egoic breath – Awareness and consciousness – Getting
rid of self for the good of the earth
Side 2 Self always wants to get – Nature of Me is to give – Mystic cross: self being refined
and reduced – There is no experience in truth – Looking for experience in lovemaking –
Feedback, fulfilment, absence of experience – Woman losing the old experience of love –
Body dying with no fuss – Deep dreamless sleep – Going into Me: I am being, no
movement of the mind
Side 3 What is it that instigates the lovemaking act? Man’s biological urge to make love –
Men’s excitement in watching sports on TV, breaking attachment – Am I ready to die now?
– Fear of nothing; Buddha facing his sexuality and nothing arising – Insomnia, facing what
I learned in my relationships – Intimacy and giving everything in partnership – Woman:
giving everything in love or being demanding? – Honesty before love – Attachment to dying
father
Side 4 Practising being – Going into Me: crossing the point of the triangle, leaving the
world of awareness – Getting your external life right – Beauty and the beast: woman, the
beauty of the earth; turning the beast into the noble man – Penile servitude; changing the
penis back to the original phallus – Will and willing – Change of life in woman
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31 JULY 1993
Side 1 Giving God what God wants: What do you want? What would I put before all else?
– Wanting or being open to relationship – Arguments: what am I hurt about? – Partnership:
individual wants and acting in union – Woman putting children before God: not giving in to
sentimental love – Man alone: seeking company, knowing why – Two keys to being
responsible; first key: I must not judge myself; the can of worms
Side 2 Taking action – Second key: I must do what I know to be right – What is, is right; is
unhappiness right? – Pain without suffering – Where there is not enough love I turn to sex;
where is sex demonstrated in your life? – Barry sings a song to love – Three stages of
popular songs – What monkeys look like to each other – Man grafted from the original
monkey stock
Side 3 World wide shortage of memory: computers – Emotional memory – Values you are
concerned with and real values – I must not love my self – Loving children without
indulgence – Go by the practical – Decisions and no choice – Deep dreamless sleep –
Absence is the place and stillness is the way – Meditation, being, absence
Side 4 Facing and going through your particular emotions – Creativity – Going into Me:
into this place of absence – Unhappiness and looking into my life – Psychic ability, the
occult, glamour and miracles – Are there other lives? – Ageing of the body – Enjoying my
life and knowing the purpose of life
18 DECEMBER 1993
Side 1 Two problems all over the world: cause and effect mind; leaving Me – Explanation
of Me – Self consideration, selfishness, feelings – Intelligence: no feelings, looking out of
your skin – Going into Me: beginning of freedom and liberation – Who, where and what is
Me?
Side 2 Me: the tenderest, sweetest place – Psychic manifestation: the devil – Giving or
indulgence: listening to the sad story – Blindness and deception of scientific mind: Stephen
Hawkings’ scientific report – The black hole – Extra terrestrial intelligence – Your brain and
sensory universe – Love within reflected without – Going into Me: into the black hole, the
moment before the big bang
Side 3 Catch 22 – Getting rid of the questioner – How you know when he or she loves you
– What is getting in the way of love? – The value of self – Can there be joy in getting my
life right? – Curiosity: gossip at work – Painful self: telling the sad, sad story – Fear of not
having enough to retire on – Reading newspapers – Love and attachment – Woman’s
attachment or man’s fear of love? – Pain causing itself more pain – A broken heart –
Mystical love and the speaker
Side 4 Going into Me: looking into Me, the formless, looking with intelligence and with
feeling – Consciousness and awareness: in and out of time – Addresses young girls: real
wedding vows – Anger with children – Unhappiness in children – Happiness or absence of
unhappiness – Honesty and right communication – This teaching, going into Me: two
hemispheres of one cosmos – Addresses 8 year old: learning from experience; can you
destroy the self
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LIVING THE TRUTH
Barry Long held seven afternoon meetings on the Gold Coast in 1994.
22 JANUARY 1994 Pan Pacific Hotel
Side 1 I am God realised, not God – Living not mouthing the truth – God’s mind, man’s
mind – Sexual devil – Masturbation and woman – Going into Me: delusion, clarity of
intelligence, children going into Me, the blackness, one with nature – Woman: power,
surrender, democracy
Side 2 Woman and sex – Woman: strength, emotion, leaving partner – Young man and
woman: sexual experience – Woman’s anger at man leaving – Going into Me: feeling of
intelligence, sinking without fear – Getting my life right – Salutations on letters – Physical
pain
Side 3 End of world: power of God and power of electricity – Giving and giving in – Where
does male sexuality come from? – Woman: sexual excitement – Going into Me: coming
home – Thinking and looking – Two questions: Is there a time for woman to cut man out of
her life? Why have anything else when I am complete? – Anger and insecurity
Side 4 Selfishness in woman – Consciousness, meditation, being – Substituting food for
love – Angry, sexually frustrated man – Woman alone – How do I draw a partner to me? –
From 11 year old girl: Why is love misused? – Moving or staying and facing? – Monogamy
– Forgiveness – Man overcoming self consciousness and fear of woman – Living the truth
you hear
27 FEBRUARY 1994 International Hotel
Side 1 Body of humanity: each of us is a cell; enlightening the cell – Looking into Me with
intelligence – Awareness and consciousness – Knot in the stomach – Experience – Love
or comfort? – The Grid pop group – An honest Nazi – Grace
Side 2 Teenagers practising grace – Going into Me: acknowledgement – Visualisation,
magical and magic – Obesity and cancer of the body and of humanity – Catch 22
Side 3 Black sun – Computers, information and force – Knowledge – Cause and effect
mind – Science, objectivity, subjectivity – Goals, purpose, love – Obituary: Joseph Cotton
(actor) – Going into Me: looking into dark starless inner space, coming home
Side 4 Will: introduction – Food and sex – Death of a parent – Being true to the situation
– Who is looking into Me? – Predestination and karma
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27 MARCH 1994 International Hotel
Side 1 Ordinary man – Purpose of life and growing old – Curiosity – Going into Me:
returning to where I come from – Teaching child to think – Shadowlands (the movie): the
establishment
Side 2 Shadowlands (cont): love – Cosmic value of cancer – Explanation of death to child
– Faith, gnostics – Going into Me: emptiedness, facing nothing – A foolish letter: discarnate
entities – Programming the incredible robot body
Side 3 Human body is God’s vehicle – Going into Me: place of nothing, no trying, the radix
– The radial – Fear has no body – Giving up intensity – Earthly experience: waves of self
Side 4 State of enlightenment: level playing field – Beauty – Going into Me: being, the will,
no need – Idea embraced by the will – Soul and self
24 APRIL 1994 International Hotel
Side 1 Ego and intelligence – Sensitive or thin skinned – Territory and possessiveness –
Going into Me: reflect on Me, the holy one, the innocent one – Mind and first heaven –
Older woman with younger man – Menopause – Albido
Side 2 Reincarnation: fact, truth and fiction – The cell – New baby body, negative and
positive – Predisposition – Reconstitution of cells – Going into Me: be the nothing
Side 3 Death: psychic double – The heavens – Realising the psychic double – Going into
Me: sink into nothing, intimations of the psychic double, consciousness and the senses –
Seeing truth behind appearance
Side 4 Demonstrating being: everyone a star – Moment before the big bang – The
heavens – Pure intellect – Satellites and space rubbish – Self’s way and the way of Me –
Space between earth and moon – Demonic energy – Cunning – Beyond the moon –
Judgement – Your life, your task – Fact and truth of jealousy
29 MAY 1994 Bond University
There are a few electrical noises on these tapes
Side 1 Circumstances of my life – Genesis: seventh day within – Top quark and H particles
– Second thing first – Going into Me: beyond creating, I am eternal – Condition and
conditions
Side 2 Nothing to speak of – The tail: bride’s train – Purpose of making love – Nightmares:
id-entity – Going into Me: aligning myself rightly with the id
Side 3 False memories – How do I attract this love? – Encountering the id – Emotionality
in man – To the older person – Listening to the young – The two hearts: organic and cosmic
– Wilfulness: a contrite heart – Solar plexus: the cosmic heart
Side 4 Broken heart: putting man before God – Negativity: not giving – Eternity – Going
into Me: the point of eternity, bringing the two hemispheres together – God in existence in
man and woman – Jealousy – South African flag – Love and lust – When is it right to share
physical love? – Love and sexual excitement
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18 SEPTEMBER 1994 Bond University
Side 1 Lighting up my potential: the purpose behind existence – Going into Me: hold on to
nothing, let go, into the unknown – Goals and purpose, actualizing potential – Human
evolution: end of thought – Barry Long sings ‘The Place of the Sinking Heart’
Side 2 Going into Me: I am free – Space: what manifests into existence – Intuition and
egoic intelligence – Goal setting – Containing exalted energy – Chattering mind – Now is
not the present: senses, present and presence – Past and the family – Physical pain
Side 3 Cone of existence – Consciousness and dropping the past – Explanation to nine
year old child: subject and object, reflection of my love – Speed of consciousness, spirit –
How to leave the baggage behind – Great pyramid of existence – Climacterics of life –
Menopause
Side 4 Man’s climacteric: 40 years – When the body dies – Lift-off speed of consciousness
– Going into Me – Song: ‘A Million Years’ – Feelings, the feeling and knowledge – Feeling
and creativity – Man complete
18 DECEMBER 1994 Bond University
Side 1 Everything happens in the human brain – Life here and after death – Guru: freeing
human brain of anxiety – God: intelligence of the human brain – Practical explanation of
brain to 6yr old – Land of the living dead – Guru: getting rid of forces of the living dead –
Love communicates it’s alright – Woman 100% love, man 10% something to do –
Acceptance, new dynamic, solution – Going into Me: place where nothing begins
Side 2 Going into Me (cont) – Communion and sensory activity – Woman and doing:
workaholic – Symbols – Dishonest to life – Accepting my life as it is – Woman and
realisations – Man, woman or absence? – Body without emotion – Woman, logical or
rational
Side 3 Me, myself – Going into Me: my place of being – Staying with Me: seeing through
the speaker, beginning of intelligence and power, nothing arising, knowing and belief,
acknowledging Me within and sensory body without, love requires enormous speed – You
are the Gatekeeper: allowing in the living dead
Side 4 Gatekeeper (cont) – The crossing: divine will and my will – Acceptance, new
dynamic – Vigilance and seeing the cause – Taking action, predetermination – Changing
karma: bullets to raindrops – Woman sannyasin addressed – No human brain, no knowing
– My transcendental realisation – Lord of karma – Justice – Negation – Myself and Me in
harmony
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LIVING THE TRUTH
Barry Long held four afternoon meetings in 1995
at Bond University on the Gold Coast.
GOLD COAST TALK 9 APRIL 1995
Side 1 Do you want to suffer any more? – Shock and taking action – Being true to your
feelings; love is not a feeling – Eastern language – Stop acknowledging your feelings –
What you fear is coming; the dread of being born; the life process – What can I do, not what
do I feel – The still mind and Eastern teachers – Enlightenment of the burden of feeling –
Going into Me: the absence of myself, my natural place, a sensational place
Side 2 Believing in feelings – Authority of master consciousness: the loving father – If I
learn to be me, will I be happy all the time? Birthdays and children – How do I get back to
Me from thinking and feeling? – Achievement without thought: how to create a novel –
Philosophies and falsehoods; leaving the senses; videogames – Suppressing feelings and
knowing what you are doing – Breaking up old illusion and confusion – Going into Me:
knowledge of peace, a place of no position
Side 3 Ascending your mountain and coming down into existence – Interpretation of
feelings, likes and dislikes – Sensation, making love, feeling and boredom – Thou shalt not
kill – Everybody pays back for the wrongs of humanity – Alone and lonely, interpretation of
feelings – Going into Me: with eyes open – Inner perception: washing machine inside – Pop
songs and their content; Barry sings ‘The Place of the Sinking Heart’
Side 4 Being true to the situation and going against my feelings – Going into Me: a place
of non existence – Facing emotion in young children; compassion and serving humanity –
Coldness of universal love – Free will, free choice, wilfulness – Feeling and psychic
knowledge – Honesty in partnership – Facing moral dilemmas: knowing what you are doing
– The Wailing Wall, perpetuating sentimental feeling – Purpose of life – Sensational life and
feeling life
GOLD COAST TALK 21 MAY 1995
Side 1 Taking psychic prisoners – The Internet and seduction by this intermediate world –
Psychic freedom, psychic stroke and heart attack – Childhood memories and need of
therapies – Energetically releasing psychic prisoners – Cross of suffering – Going into Me:
the vital, where there are no prisoners, love seeks nothing for itself (11 mins of silence)
Side 2 Visiting wounded psychic prisoners or setting them free – Where all wars, starving
people and concentration camps come from – What intelligence is; wanting and action –
Going into Me: there is more good than not good (10 mins of silence) – Intermediate world
and virtual reality; the young are more and more unable to love – Keeping in touch with Me
– Keeping my psychic system pure and healthy
Side 3 Difference between man and woman – Woman, rivalry and doubt – Interaction of
love between man and woman – Two sexes trying to merge; loving the same gender –
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Interaction without merging the sexes – Vital and vitality – Woman and insecurity –
Realisations in man and insights in woman – Each has a load of negativity to transform –
Going into Me: each has a place guaranteed by the grand order of things – Addresses
children: mother’s and father’s wisdom visited on the child
Side 4 I will always be bringing more love into this world – Communion with the most high,
not asking for anything – Reason for humour and laughter – Can you have thoughts when
being in Me? – Man and realisations, irreversible change and being born again – Does
psychological death have to be painful? – Turning towards home and facing the guardian
of the threshold – What is grace? – One of Barry Long’s realisations
GOLD COAST TALK
20 AUGUST 1995
Side 1 Angelic realm, a place of absence – Condition of the public and state of the people
– You have to go through feelings – Sensation and interpretation of life through feeling –
Feelings mean that you are not taking action – Love is not a feeling – In enlightened state
there is no feeling and no thought – Death of a loved one – Psychic experience and
reconstitution of cells – Letter from England on reincarnation – Question: nature or nurture?
Side 2 Impersonal life, giving up the person, freedom – Interest, belief, direct knowledge
– Man laughing for no reason – Parent’s question: how can I help my child? – Going into
Me (6 mins silence) – Living is the process of enlightenment – Letter about division of the
person – Political correctness: eliminating man and woman; homosexuality – Eighth
wonder of the world – Science is rational and not logical – Are you ready to say goodbye?
Side 3 Freedom: what is it to be free? – Feelings come from interpreting my life –
Sensation is a universal truth – There is no need to express feelings ever again – Going
into Me: to the universal place (5 mins silence) – Asking the right question when looking at
feelings – Being in a wheelchair: accepting life as it is – Intuition comes from sensation –
Woman facing her violence and self destruction; the negative cells – How to give up
smoking
Side 4 Pain of human love – Have I loved enough so there is no need to say goodbye? –
Impersonal and divine love – Longing to walk with woman: longing requires action - How
can woman put God before man? – Man/woman love: what about invalids and people who
can’t make love? – Finding joy of young girl after 55 year destructive relationship – Passion
leaving relationship with arrival of child – Do people who have not been in touch with
feelings need to express them? – Feeling is the source of thought
GOLD COAST TALK
3 DECEMBER 1995
Side 1 I have given up dealing with people’s problems – New teaching: I’m doing well;
illness, physical death, studying – End of Course in Being; being is a more responsible
state than doing a course – Give up suffering, stop considering your feelings – Going into
Me: being is the life of every creature on earth (11 mins silence) – Awareness and
consciousness in harmony – Don’t think about last night’s movie – Pain hurts: getting rid of
what hurts – Self improvement is the problem
Side 2 Is thought always there? – State of enlightenment is no feelings and no thoughts –
Without feelings what about intimacy? – Sensations and feelings, making love – Feeling
sadness when somebody dies – Cleansing tears – You love it – Going into Me: this is what
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I love (7 mins silence) – Being, the power behind the body – Stopping the distraction of
thought – Ten year old girl asks about feelings when someone is murdered – Sensation of
loss in animals and humans – Dilemma: service versus inaction
Side 3 Looking and thinking; designing, refining ideas by looking – Getting your life right:
looking, thinking, ignoring, facing, freeing the cell of poison – I’m doing well even when I
have a problem – Universe gives you what you acknowledge – Confusion and looking
straight; life presenting conflicts – Going into Me: place of God (15 mins silence) – Facing
fear is the way through fear – Take one thing with you and live it – Friends talking about the
past – How to reach the state of being
Side 4 Declaring ‘I love it’ – Yesterday’s movie: giving up attachment – Control and
manipulation; children, pain of self – Are Barry Long’s books necessary? – Love of it is the
same in everybody – Difference between spiritual master and spiritual teacher – Everybody
is enlightened – Is it possible to realise truth and not love? – Saying goodbye to parents;
death of mother, writing and visiting – Being with Barry Long
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LIVING THE TRUTH
Barry Long held five afternoon meetings in 1996
at Greenmount Resort, Coolangatta on the Gold Coast.
GOLD COAST TALK
18 FEBRUARY 1996
Side 1 Simplicity is the character of God – Do you give up your self for your partner? –
Life is simple, if only you don’t look back – A gift to the children: I will never be unhappy in
your presence – Anxious caring: parents with children – God, the embodiment in matter –
Death – God realisation – Going into Me (9 mins) – What is happening with these silences?
Darshan, a state of being
Side 2 Being with Barry Long; the holy state – Going into Me (7 mins) – Letter to Barry:
when you are no longer in your body . . will you still be my master? – When you deal with
your emotions, you do a deal with them – Is love an emotion? – Question from 6 yr old girl:
can emotions die when the body dies or can they die when you are alive? – Is there any
way I can protect myself from the emotions of the dead? – No more negativity; no more
judgement – Is there any difference between judgement and observation?
Side 3 Question from 6 yr old girl: why do people say it’s bad when it is raining? – Hell and
the Church of England – Experience and emotion: we have to keep the experience and
dismantle the emotion – Tradition: I have no followers – Karma: each of us has to live a part
of the past of the human race; by being with the master consciousness you eliminate karma
– Going into Me (15 mins) – Nothing arising: when the washing machine stops
Side 4 Being in your senses – Be still and know that I am God; the most unhappy people
on earth are the busiest people – Eastern and western culture: eastern culture is basically
devotional; the western way of knowledge has degraded into knowing – Divine will: God is
not pernicious – You are here because you love ‘it’ – Going into Me (4 mins) –
Consciousness and awareness
GOLD COAST TALK
17 MARCH 1996
Side 1 Being: the rarest state on earth – Going into Me (5 mins) – Spiritual realisations:
being is the source of realisations; the realisation of immortality takes all fear away – You
and I are animals; self consciousness in tamed animals – Feelings: in the state of being
you can’t have any feelings – Dunblane killing of schoolchildren: looking deeper than the
events; to mourn is human ignorance – Letter to Barry: I trust
Side 2 Children murdered: karma? – Addressing the children: your life has got to be lived
out according to you, not your parents – Going into Me (7 mins) – Trust – Sense of danger
– Children expressing opinions: observations require no opinons – Violence in man – Barry
answers a letter: anyone who takes marijuana will have trouble stilling the mind and getting
their life in order – Question: we’ve virtually got no friends left . . is this OK?
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Side 3 Violence, sexuality & sensuality – Question: childhood conditioning? You have no
conditioning as long as you forgive everything – Question: can you tell me what judgement
is? Be true to the situation, don’t judge it – Going into Me (6 mins) – Therapists and master
consciousness: when you are with Me you are ready to be a being; that does not require
any therapy
Side 4 Anxiety – Keeping the mind still when engaged in action and when sitting in
stillness – Why is art often so ugly? Praise of pain or praise of God – Greatest art for man
and woman – Physical pain: the great healer is Me – Letters about massage: the truth of
massage – Stress and tension at work – Being a Sunday Christian or living the teaching –
Question: what do I leave behind? You give in so many ways . . there is a sub-plot here –
I trust Me inside
GOLD COAST TALK 19 MAY 1996
Side 1 What is the purpose of your life? What have you done today of purpose? –
Negativity and self judgement – I am the intelligence, Me is the substance – Self doubt is
self judgement – Going into Me (6 mins) – Being with the master consciousness: darshan
– The purpose of meditation – Romance and what we have lost; The Accolade – How does
woman put God first before her man?
Side 2 Woman in command of love – Question from 7 yr old: why do I have unhappiness
in me? – What is the difference between romantic love and falling in love? – As an
enlightened master did you have fear or self doubt when you found out you had cancer? –
Cyclic flow of death into living and living into death – Going into Me (7 mins) – My health;
the cycle of life – Romance and graciousness; generosity of spirit
Side 3 Love has purpose – Intelligence in matter; bringing up the speed of the flesh –
Feeling sad when someone dies or partner leaves – How do you help small children with
their emotion? – Monogamy – Question: I can’t and don’t want to forget my mother who
died – Going into Me (8 mins) – The spider and the web – Theoretical science: what good
has it done for you?
Side 4 Science is destroying our romance – The mind of God; if there are no senses there
is no universe – Spiritual communities – Experience of being with someone who is dying –
Question: I find it beautiful to be with like minded people in a community – What is the
dynamic of two people coming together? – You can’t make a decision to be enlightened:
you must know what you don’t want – Purpose and responsibility
GOLD COAST TALK 15 SEPTEMBER 1996
Side 1 Only now is real; to be now is to be my body – Vital state – Being the body – Direct
knowledge in the body – Sensation and interpretation – Correspondence between life and
the body; cancer – Death, suicide and karma
Side 2 Death, suicide and karma (cont’d) – Channellers – I have no right to be angry –
Suicide rate and young people – Body cleansing and diet – Monks, exercise and the
spiritual life – Human beings have to evolve into beings – Divine spiritual correspondence:
we are communicating through space / love – Going cold: absence
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Side 3 Intelligence and union with Me – Going into Me (11 mins) – Intelligence and the
reconstituting self – The life you are living is absolutely right; getting rid of negativity –
Compromise; the only freedom is to be free of my self – Fasting – Be as nothing
Side 4 Side 4 Consciousness: process of making space and individual bodies – Hardness
of the world – Question: as everything comes from this great divine consciousness,
wouldn’t the evolution of the world be towards something better? – Question: I always
thought feeling was something good and could be trusted? Direct knowledge and
interpretation
GOLD COAST TALK 1 DECEMBER 1996
Side 1 Purpose of love and purpose in life: man, woman, new and longstanding
partnerships, being alone – Going into Me (12 mins) – God has no opposite; beauty is your
own state – Judgement and looking in the mirror – God is beauty, my being is beauty
Side 2 Beauty – There is only one truth – Angels and spirit guides – Going into Me (9 mins)
– Question: is the watcher the thought? – Enlightenment: if you seek you will not find; you
become enlightened by becoming natural, ordinary – Don’t fall in love with your work: stay
detached by being grateful to God
Side 3 Angels, imagination and wanting: only now is real – You have to be a real woman
when man doesn’t want you – Question: what is it to be normal? – Introducing children to
the truth – Question: should I bring children being brought up in the Catholic faith to your
meetings? – Question: if a woman is fully committed to giving up sex and her partner is only
partly committed, should she compromise? – Question: I’m having difficulty stopping
thinking; long partnership ended today – A gift of love
Side 4 A gift of love: it may not continue – Going into Me (7 mins) – Power of being: the
gnostic masters and martial arts – Love of previous partner: nothing is guaranteed in love
– Question: is physical pain and affliction caused by emotion? – Most beautiful woman in
the world – Question: how should a woman respond if when she says ‘I love you’, the man
says ‘you’ve got an attachment’? Casting pearls before swine
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GOLD COAST TALK
9 FEBRUARY 1997
Side 1 Love at 82 years old ~ Being together in love and merging in the flesh ~ Prostate
cancer: don’t be afraid, look at the quality of life, making love ~ Degenerative disease:
you’ve got to change your life ~ Going into Me (10 mins) ~ Consciousness and intelligence:
there are no conclusions in consciousness, deep dreamless sleep ~ Enlightenment:
independence has to be given up
Side 2 Consciousness: stillness is the way ~ Tantric love: tantric workshops, tantric master
~ Changing your name ~ Unisex ~ Question: the difference between love and attachment:
attachment to food, to partner and to sex ~ Question: conflict between man and woman
having different things to do and doing everything together ~ Being open to love: man is
the means of woman realising love ~ Question: I’m having difficulty being here. Loving your
self, homosexual love, you cannot love everyone, loving the whole, I come from beyond the
stone age
Side 3 Every young woman born in this society is going to have a broken heart. Why does
society accept this? Karma can be modified. The cause of all wars is man’s sexual
frustration ~ Divine nature comes through your nature ~ Going into Me (9 mins) ~ Question:
after we make love I want to get up and dig holes and she wants me to stay in bed until 12
o’clock. You have to die to your self
Side 4 You have to die for love ~ Time sharing with women ~ Question: I don’t know what
it is to be loved by man. Woman must be in command of love, you must make man be
responsible and take you on ~ Question: having a baby and studying: will this interfere with
love between me and my man? ~ Question: could you clarify what is the death of the self?
~ What you want first is an honest love
GOLD COAST TALK
13 APRIL 1997
Side 1 The light: how you dim your light and how it shines in love ~ God, take whatever is
necessary to make me more pure. Can you say it? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ I am an
earthling; I have become a worldling ~ Question: do you need to have a belief to know that
this is the way to go? ~ Question: my son was killed. Your tape on death gave me comfort.
Still there is the sense in me of disbelief and horror ~ Art should edify the consciousness;
it should demonstrate the nobility of man and glorify the love that woman is
Side 2 Art: the nobility of man demonstrated in the picture of a man about to be executed
who is protecting a child ~ Contemporary art shown in a pop singer’s cartoon ~
Homosexual carnival and degradation of woman ~ Homosexual boy aged 13 ~ The great
art: love brings all to life ~ Self expression is not art ~ Abstract art, abstraction from the
earth, colour ~ Nobility of man: how can man be noble today? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~
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Effort and effortlessness; give up making decisions
Side 3 Man changing jobs; stop making decisions; bring God into your life ~ State of
choicelessness ~ What is God? ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Question from woman: how can
I deal with my partner’s anger? ~ Stillness and the reaction of the mind ~ Indulgence and
the selfishness of living in isolation; overcoming self to give love
Side 4 Compromise and being obliged, especially with family ~ Mass cult suicide and ETI:
I cannot judge it ~ Decisions and looking eg building a house ~ Choice, authority in your
life, doubts ~ Sexual frustration is the cause of all anger ~ Is there sex in woman? What
man has done to woman, generation after generation, from the beginning of the corruption
GOLD COAST TALK 1 JUNE 1997
Side 1 The human condition: seeking a cure, giving it up; getting the power to overcome
the human condition; giving up useless chat ~ God is truth: What is truth? ~ Going into Me
(5 mins) ~ Being in between action ~ Fight and argument; living the truth; the mind and the
human condition ~ Question: What brought about this condition in the first place? ~
Question: Is there more than one truth?
Side 2 Can science enlighten us? ‘Us’ can never be enlightened ~ Going into Me (4 mins)
~ Being and awareness ~ Niceness: are you too nice to be straight? ~ Single woman: she
must accept her life as it is now; longing will push away what she wants ~ Walking from left
to right: the symbol of human existence ~ Use of the word God and concepts of God;
religions and poetry; seeing things straight; the truth detailed for these times
Side 3 The public is stupid but the people are not ~ Repeating experience; attachment to
the experience of love; why did I get my heart broken? ~ Woman: heavy-heartedness; the
deep past in her; woman is nothing; gratitude for her life ~ Karma and the trick of Maya;
accepting my life as it is ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ In the light of the degeneration in the
world, isn’t God in charge of everything? The answer is in myth; integrity of God
Side 4 Truth is in myth, not in scientific theory ~ Man and the pursuit of sex ~ Man’s
responsibility for what he has done in the world and his failure to love woman ~ Studying
Zen Buddhism; living Roman Catholicism ~ Buddha and Mara: facing sex ~ Mixing in the
world: I love my ordinary man ~ Question: Woman’s fear of sex ~ Tension in the body and
symbols ~ Pressure on a man of love to participate in sexual jokes at work
Side 1 Princess Diana’s death ~ Barry’s health ~ God in existence and God out of
existence: God in existence is love and God out of existence is truth; realising God in and
out of existence ~ Letter to Barry questioning ‘that love is only found through true love
between man and woman’ ~ The speed of light is the speed of consciousness
Side 2 Science is a religion ~ The cemetery is filled with indispensable people ~ Medical
science ~ Going into Me (8 mins) ~ Consciousness and awareness ~ ‘The sacrifice to God
is a broken spirit, a broken and a penitent heart’: story of David and Bathsheba ~ Human
condition and state of love ~ Self judgement
Side 3 What is normal is not natural eg political correctness and the elimination of the
female gender ~ As man leaves woman he actually leaves the earth ~ Psychic recurrence:
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what goes into the psyche comes back ~ Helping people on drugs ~ Every man is looking
for a woman; you only think about what you don’t have ~ Question: I have this desire to be
understood by man. Fitting and suiting; platonic relationship ~ Question: I spend my day in
the fear of death. Abandon all your beliefs and notions ~ Question: I close off when my
woman is angry
Side 4 Don’t go into pain: if you talk about pain, you get pain back ~ Question: I’ve closed
off to man; how do I start to be intimate with him? ~ Grumpiness in the morning; love stirring
up the past ~ Containment: you made this pain, now cop it! ~ Question: woman not feeling
loved in a relationship ~ Going into Me (4 mins) ~ Love is not a feeling; nothing arising ~
Getting it right at the beginning of a relationship
Side 1 The simplicity of truth and love. Concepts and ideas ~ The body is love in existence,
the perfect instrument for love: with my body I thee love ~ Truth is the idea behind the body,
out of existence. Truth begins with honesty: are you honest in love or are you indulging your
self? ~ Experience is supposed to teach you about love: to demonstrate what you do not
want
Side 2 Your divine sexuality is your passion for life ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Woman is
God in female form. Man is God in male form. The way to see God in form is to love ~
Degradation of love: the word ‘fucking’. The art of love ~ Question: Does one have to feel
guilty if the mind takes one into self indulgence? ~ Pure sexuality is normal in everyone, the
error is to convert it into sex ~ The existential being ~ Love is the only reality in existence
~ The creator, consciousness behind us, pure sexuality
Side 3 Truth and love, two aspects of God I have realised: God splits itself to know itself
~ Question: Are there any shortcuts? - I want to do it on my own without relying on anything
outside of me ~ Woman needs to be loved ~ Pleasure and excitement in lovemaking ~
Question: How do I know I am not pleasing my self in lovemaking? Thought and excitement
are the past and pure sexuality is now ~ Man’s realisation of truth is tested by woman
coming into his life
Side 4 How can I help my daughter who says she has been molested by my ex-husband?
~ Man is sexually possessed ~ Man separating from sexual possession ~ Where does guilt
come from? ~ Give up thinking in the good times ~ Concepts and living what you know to
be the truth ~ Models and concepts ~ How to communicate truth and love to a child ~ No
more negativity: giving up self judgment ~ In God’s mind there is no negative, only the good
with no opposite
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GOLD COAST TALK
8 MARCH 1998
Side 1 Character and personality; character is wellbeing; personality is the frontal face of
the person; defending your self; effect of alcohol ~ Purpose in relationship ~ If ever you are
angry, you are not being honest ~ Character is good that has no opposite; personality is
winning/losing ~ Going into Me (6 mins)
Side 2 Question: I would like to be free of insecurity - what can I do practically to overcome
that? The monitor; conscience ~ Question: What if your partner is not interested in the
spiritual life? ~ Physical ailments ~ The fact of death ~ Question: How can I put your
teaching into practice when I’m still dreaming about my past love? ~ Question: Do the
personality and the self take time to die? ~ Detachment from partner when there’s a child;
keep things practical; explain the truth of life to the child
Side 3 Clarification of ego and self; the capital ‘S’ higher self ~ Choosing a lover from your
self; you’ve got to be practical; alcoholics and drugtakers ~ Parenting: everything has to be
practical ~ Ego and instinct ~ Woman’s intuition ~ What benediction did you receive today?
Gratitude ~ The earth and the world; scientists are driven by the world ~ Question: I don’t
seem to be going as deep as I want to go into love; familiarity
Side 4 Making love morning, noon and night. Woman is the mystery and man is the
means. Acknowledge what you love and don’t particularise it ~ Question: Does the divine
life include being by yourself and not being with woman? Realising God out of existence
and God in existence; celibacy; secrets ~ Going out of existence in lovemaking.
Lovemaking leads to the truth and truth leads to love ~ Question: Resistance to making
love ~ Question: Restlessness in man and stillness in lovemaking ~ Question: How can I
go deeper in making love without cutting off out of fear? ~ To be content; longing; thy will
be done
GOLD COAST TALK
5 APRIL 1998
Side 1 Back to basics: how to reach the place of Being; the belly, the source of self, tension
in the belly, the past; being beside your self; you have to get a new vision of what it is to
be good ~ There is nothing to hold on to in Being; telling the children about past experience
lodged in the tummy; it is bodies that make love ~ The secret behind existence is death ~
Going into Me (5 mins) ~ When the washing machine stops
Side 2 Question from 8 year old: Do people still have their past when they lose their
memory? Senility ~ Registering the sensation in the tummy; doing what is right for you ~
Everything happens in the body ~ Question: When I’m going to sleep I seem to accelerate
into the void and I’m afraid. Facing the death energy; hello silence my old friend ~ Emotions
rising out of the stomach ~ Woman’s consciousness is in her vagina
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Side 3 Letter from woman: men confusing sexual attraction with love ~ A vision I had 35
years ago and its implications for us: It is the Lord! ~ The difference between the Lord and
God ~ I live in paradise on earth ~ Going into Me (4 mins) ~ Question: Who is aware of the
self in the belly? Mind, psyche, spirit and eternity; man-hood and woman-hood ~ Using the
mind to observe the sensation; the mind goes still and the sensation disappears
Side 4 Effort and effortlessness ~ Question: Confusion between eastern traditions of
celibacy and this teaching of tantric love. You don’t need a celibate body, you need a
celibate mind ~ What you put into the psyche, you get back ~ Letter from man: How can I
surrender my independence? ~ Letter about letting go ~ Question: Do I have the love of
God in me? ~ Question: How can I love more and give up everything without being a wimp?
~ Letter about harmony and fighting. You shouldn’t need to try to teach each other ~ One
of those incredible things
Side 1 Living in harmony: emotionalising difficulties turns them into problems ~ Are parents
fit to raise children? ~ Taking action, looking and thinking ~ Acceptance ~ The two
transcendental principles of love and truth ~ Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Surrender or quit: if
I have to surrender anything then I have a problem
Side 2 Question: I have a difficulty with my 8 year old daughter who continually challenges
me ~ Question: I have had severe neck pain for a year: difficulties with father ~ Not holding
anything against my partner. Woman has to earn her vagina ~ Suffering ceases when I
cease thinking about it ~ Emotional and mental pain goes into the psyche: the solution is
to want nothing ~ Question: How can I get rid of ambition and wanting to succeed?
Side 3 Vibration and resonance between man and woman ~ Man and woman’s virtue:
woman mustn’t take on a man with troubles ~ Question: Should I continue with a
troublesome relationship or walk away?
Side 4 Question cont’d: Isn’t there a lot I need to work through and learn about myself? ~
Mature people and those without a partner ~ Question: Is it right that you can only really
live love if you are already living in a state of total freedom? ~ Question: What if it’s not
possible to be with you regularly? ~ Question: I am having a lot of difficulty coming to terms
with a car crash injury ~ Question: Is it better to allow my emotions for a short period rather
than trying to drop them immediately? ~ Acknowledgement of transmission of love ~
Experience of chronic injury
Side 1 Don’t make a dogma: live the truth ~ You are not living the truth if you weep.
Everybody departs or dies ~ Going into Me (6 mins) ~ Consciousness: every moment of
your life is registered in consciousness ~ Barry reads part of his epic poetry ~ Existence is
about undergoing experience: how can you understand if you haven’t undergone? ~ A
master who doesn’t teach
Side 2 Why I don’t meet with enlightened masters ~ God can’t enter your body while
unhappiness is in you ~ Question: I’m confused about feelings and emotions ~ Question:
How do I deal with anger? ~ Question: How can I stop persistent thought patterns? ~
Question: What do you mean by awareness?
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Side 3 Written question: Can primal therapy help to access the unconscious? ~ Question:
If we don’t recognise our emotions, how can we free ourselves of them? ~ Question: What
is the intense, dark passage between sleeping and waking which makes me emotional? ~
Going into Me (5 mins) ~ Man and woman are made in God’s image ~ The first object of
my teaching is to realise God within, outside of existence
Side 4 Woman is the prize of existence and man is the means of the realisation of this
prize ~ Question: Are you saying that on my own I can’t find God? ~ Question: What makes
me undergo situations again and again? ~ Question: Pregnancy, children, contraception:
what do you teach? ~ Question: Lovemaking without orgasm ~ How to stop attachment in
love
Side 1 Realisation of the truth ~ Vital body or life body; seeing a dead body; excitement
and passion ~ Going into Me (8 mins) ~ Can you give up being moved by emotion? ~
Consciousness, intelligence, sensation ~ Question: If you don’t express emotion is it gone
or suppressed? ~ Question: Is not expressing emotion and having the knowledge that I
don’t want it, the same as dissolving it?
Side 2 Question: I am confused after breaking up my partnership ~ Do you want to argue
with your lover? ~ Question: What is the basic human need? ~ Question: Where emotion
comes from ~ Question: Is there any good sorrow when someone dies? ~ Question: As a
single mother it is difficult to get order into family life without yelling. The genius of being a
mother ~ Question: When I have a good laugh or cry I feel better ~ Question: How do you
find a compatible partner? Is it a commitment?
Side 3 Going into Me (9 mins) ~ Getting your life right; compromise; accepting life as it is
~ Question: If you’re emotional does that mean you can’t be trusted? How do you overcome
attachment? ~ When a woman is not loved enough she gets emotional ~ Question: I’m
confused whether the partnership process is rightly bringing up emotion to be faced, or
whether I’m with the wrong partner. If I love him why do I get irritated about small things?
Side 4 Question: By asking a person to change, isn’t that asking them to compromise? ~
Question: Are your mother and father a good microcosm of your relationships? ~ Going into
Me (8 mins) ~ Purpose of experience; wanting and desire ~ Question: A man declared his
love for me and then withdrew it; what should I do? ~ Giving up to God my ideas of who I
am ~ Question: When you gaze around looking at the people, what are you doing?
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at Murwillumbah Civic Auditorium, near the Gold Coast.
GOLD COAST TALK
21 MARCH 1999
Side 1 Mantra: God, God, God, love, love, love ~ Multiplicity of being ~ Immortality ~ Two
things in existence that don’t change ~ Going into Me
Side 2 Going into Me cont’d ~ Question: There are sensations locked in my body that I
can’t go into with my awareness ~ Miracles ~ Letter from man: Do healers and therapists
need to be cautious because the energy of their patients can enter them? ~ Letter: My life
is right, but what do I do now? ~ Question: How can I get rid of an anxiety to do with my
parents? ~ Question: Illness caused by disturbance about business
Side 3 Mantra ~ Sivananda student, celibacy and control of the senses. Interpretation of
the senses turns desire into wanting ~ Question: I’ve been without a man for a year, it is
good but desire rises occasionally. Woman’s desire to make love at the time of ovulation ~
It is pain that thinks. Consciousness knows I am immortal ~ Question: How can parents tell
their child what they’re doing with their life? ~ Going into Me
Side 4 Celibacy and the Hindu religion ~ Question: What is the difference between making
love and sex? ~ Question: Is it natural for a woman who doesn’t want children not to have
the inclination to make love during ovulation? Maturity of woman ~ Question: I’ve been
joyous in love, but now I’m getting more and more unhappy ~ Question: I get irritated with
my partner; she has another teacher and I’ve been to several teachers ~ Question: I want
to write to my former fiancee as part of getting my life right ~ Woman with man who doesn’t
want to commit himself exclusively to her
GOLD COAST TALK
18 APRIL 1999
Side 1 Arriving on time for meetings ~ Prostate cancer: it is my body that is afflicted, it is
not me ~ Existence is the place of suffering ~ The real I and the false I ~ War is about killing
people ~ Going into Me
Side 2 I am the truth and the false self is the spoiler ~ We are animals with spirit ~
Question: I have parted from my violent son - is that the right action to take? ~ Question:
Is emotional elation also false? ~ Question from child: Why do we come out of the state of
one and then try to get back into it? ~ Question: Is the end of the world still approaching?
Side 3 Conceptualising the teaching eg having ‘shoulds’ and ‘should nots’ ~ Enjoying
yourself too much ~ Question: What is the right response to physical pain? ~ Question:
Why do I get pain in my testicles?
Side 4 Question: As the human body is 80% water and water signifies emotion, is it natural
for us to be emotional? ~ Sitting on a chair instead of on the floor ~ Question: Why does
my body shut down during making love? ~ Question: How can I not get involved in other
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people’s stories? ~ Question: I am a pregnant single mother, how can I get my life right? ~
Gratitude for the teaching ~ Sex and nudism ~ Attachment to the beauty of the earth
Side 1 God immanent and God transcendental ~ Realising the Lord ~ Are you
acknowledging the good in your life? ~ Going into Me
Side 2 Cancellation of the European Session and replacement with 5 day Australian
meeting ~ People asking the question ‘what should I do?’ Living off concepts. Specific
answers lead to contradictions: to get the idea behind the words is the solution ~ Don’t care
what people think of you ~ I keep saying the same thing over and over again ~ Question: I
experience God in woman but it is not always in me when the external reflection of woman
is absent
Side 3 The distinction between soul and spirit ~ Get rid of the agencies between you and
God ~ Learning from the pain of parting and moving up to a new octave of life ~ Letter: I
used to think as a child that everything was static ~ Human nature keeps going into what
hurts ~ What brought the Buddha to his senses?
Side 4 Buddha, Buddhism and religions ~ Going into Me ~ Question: What is the point of
being in the body? ~ Question: When I realise nothing, am I back where I started from? ~
Question: Is there a relationship between my sensory awareness of the spine and the vital
being? ~ Question: Does knowledge come before realisation? ~ Question: When you talk
about after death and coming back into the vital being, are you saying that this happens in
a random way
Side 1 Seeing God in everything: God is the beauty of the earth ~ The truth of the
Aboriginal dreamtime ~ Science and the spiritual life ~ Mankind: what about woman? The
archetypal structure of the psyche ~ Acknowledge the good of the earth ~ Going into Me
Side 2 Going into Me cont’d ~ How do women handle being fighter pilots when they
menstruate? ~ Karma, the past repeating itself ~ Attachment to Christianity. The Gospels
of Philip and Mary. Jesus’ love of Mary Magdalene ~ Menopause
Side 3 Male mid-life crisis ~ Jealousy: the fundamental difficulty in love between man and
woman. Envy. Indifference. Living a lie ~ I have realised God. Priests are interpreters ~
Love is cold to the world because emotion is warm ~ Death should neither be mourned nor
celebrated ~ Question: What is time? ~ Question: What is the difference between Jesus
and Christ?
Side 4 Christ and Jesus. Do not particularise: there is only God. ~ Going into Me ~
Reluctant acknowledgment. Acknowledge everything ~ Difference between talking and
speaking: I talk about things, I speak of God, love, beauty and truth ~ Question: Is there
any good in science? Have we made it up? I live in paradise ~ Question: Sometimes when
I hear you I don’t have the ring of truth, I just don’t know
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Side 1 Being simple as I get closer to death ~ Shopping around with masters: stay with
one master ~ Degrees of God realisation ~ Where is love in existence? ~ Conversation
between King Arthur and Merlin from ‘Camelot’ about how to handle a woman ~ Going into
Me
Side 2 Going into Me cont’d ~ Question: Since being with your teaching I have been to
other teachers and felt that I got something from this, so I’m in a quandary ~ Question:
Recently I could not open up to love a man ~ Being late for the meeting is dishonouring the
truth of your being ~ Question: I find it quite difficult to come into my heart centre ~
Question: Is there anything that women need to learn to be able to love a man?
Side 3 The truth of menopause ~ The consciousness of the womb; vaginal awareness and
vaginal consciousness ~ Going into Me
Side 4 Going into Me cont’d ~ Question: My sister has been ill for some years with M.E. ~
Question: I am a sannyasin. As far as I understood Osho, his message is basically the
same as yours ~ Question: Will you give me a Sanskrit name? ~ Barry sings a song: As
Time Goes By ~ Passion, glory, the timeless
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GOLD COAST TALK
20 FEBRUARY 2000
At the beginning of each session Barry makes a comment about his ‘umbilical cord’. His remarks
refer to the microphone lead which trails behind him as he enters.
Side 1 Personalising your life ~ Looking and thinking ~ What is life? ~ Hearing, knowing,
realising and then living the truth ~ Life is an enormous pressure ~ Death and
depersonalising life
Side 2 The great cyclic movement of life and death ~ Going into Me (4 mins) ~ Meditation
is only a stage, not the end ~ Do not fight illness ~ Question: How do I listen with my whole
body? ~ The four stages of living the spiritual life
Side 3 Quote from the prophets: ‘remember thy Creator in the days of thy youth . . . ’ ~
The world’s greatest mind hasn’t been able to work out what woman wants ~ A caution
about realising and being able to contain the truth; psychic possession ~ Vaginal
awareness and vaginal consciousness: human pleasure and divine pleasure
Side 4 Questions: Can a man be in a similar state to woman’s vaginal consciousness?
Does man lose interest in sex at a certain age? Could you speak about awareness and
witnessing? ~ Question: Are you in a lineage of spiritual teachers? ~ Question: Do you say
that man should never ejaculate in making love? ~ Question: Is there a difference between
personality and self? ~ Question: How do you reconcile the choicelessness of accepting
things as they are, with the pursuit of joy, positivity and happiness? ~ Question: How can I
move on after the break up of a long relationship?
GOLD COAST TALK
18 JUNE 2000
Side 1 Four men in the teaching with cancer: facing death, the end of hope, dying without
fear ~ The spiritual life is about equilibrium ~ Going into Me ~ What happens to a man when
a woman of consciousness leaves him; facing the pain
Side 2 Facing the pain cont’d ~ Song: Bitter Cup ~ Choice: did you know that every choice
is wrong? ~ Question: How long do you look and not make a choice and is that the same
as not taking action? ~ Satsang is an eastern word: I call a spade a spade
Side 3 Burning out the pain ~ Each of you has a challenge which is the circumstance of
your life ~ What it is like to be a human being here on earth ~ The psyche and the different
levels of God realisation
Side 4 You are provided with the master who fits your level of consciousness ~ Question:
Can you speak to us on singing, dancing and celebrating? ~ Question: Can you speak
more on human love being warm and conscious love being cold and sharp as a razor? ~
Ruth and ruthless ~ Question: I am one of these people who holds satsang ~ Question: I
am finding it difficult to be open in love, to receive
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GOLD COAST TALK
17 SEPTEMBER 2000
Side 1 Perfection: the earth is perfect like your life ~ Acknowledging the good expands
your consciousness ~ Instinct, consciousness and awareness ~ Achievement ~ Death was
made by God ~ Life is good: just acknowledge the good and you will be transformed ~
Going into Me ~ Question: How can I stay in consciousness when you are not here?
Side 2 My transcendental realisation ~ Just love him ~ Website, woman and love ~
Celibate man ~ Question: To which situation should I be true? ~ The black cloud ~ Every
child will suffer ~ Black cloud of unhappiness ~ Advaita and illusion
Side 3 The rose has lost its smell ~ Scientific mind and progress: the race from the fear
of death ~ Vandalism: lack of discipline and boredom in children ~ The cause of domestic
violence ~ Grief comes from ignorance ~ Angels in your life
Side 4 Angels ~ Christian religion ~ The meaning of lady and gentleman ~ Question: Is
there a process of re-evaluation after the death of a partner? Death is a purifying process
~ Death of a father ~ Cooking food ~ Question: Did the gods create existence? ~ Question:
I can feel and smell the presence of my grandmother who died, but I don’t understand it ~
Question: When religions engage in untruth, eg the crusades, why isn’t it self-evident that
an evil is being perpetrated? ~ Death of my partner, a wonderful thing for us both
GOLD COAST TALK
17 DECEMBER 2000
Side 1 May I speak to you of death? Men who have helped this teaching who have recently
died ~ What you really are is intelligence. It will give you whatever you focus on ~
Consciousness exceeds the speed of light ~ How do you have a choice when you’re dying?
~ Hope comes from having a future
Side 2 Going into Me ~ There is no gender outside existence ~ Whatever you start
naming, you get ~ Going into Me ~ Sex is the pursuit of love ~ Imagination and romance ~
Question: Woman working in the world and passion ~ Question: I feel ready to die but also
have some fears
Side 3 Predispositions: people are born with different dispositions ~ Religious ceremonies
~ The purpose of existence and death ~ Going into Me ~ The pain of birth and the pain of
death ~ The sixth dimension
Side 4 Physical pain ~ Going into Me ~ Everyone is asked to sit on a chair ~ Are you ready
to say goodbye? ~ What is a real sannyasin? ~ Question: I just lost someone who I loved
~ Question: A friend killed herself and I feel sad when I hear her name ~ When Barry Long
dies
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LIVING THE TRUTH
GOLD COAST TALK
11 FEBRUARY 2001
Side 1 Everything that you enjoy is God; God is the lot, the whole ~ Instinctual intelligence
and the animals ~ Self-consciousness ~ Love is acknowledgement ~ Story about the bull;
testosterone is irrepressible ~ Female animals coming into season
Side 2 Going into Me ~ Instinctual intelligence, instinctual love and lack of consideration
~ The greatest love is gratitude to God ~ Question: Why do I want to escape from this
space? ~ Question: How can I handle continuous physical pain?
Side 3 My job as a living master ~ Inner space ~ The value of astrology etc ~ The king of
inner space ~ Levels of God realisation ~ The mirror of supreme being ~ Question: If inner
space isn’t God, what is?
Side 4 Question: What about God realisation? ~ Question: When I die do I become God?
~ Leela, the divine game ~ Evolution and involution ~ Question: I have a fear of inner space
~ What Buddha said ~ Question: What is the effect on inner space of having a loved one?
~ Question: Is instinctual intelligence linked to genetics? ~ Being moved and being touched
~ Question: How do you reach stillness when the mind has doubt and fear? ~ Question:
When I have a sense of love, my curiosity stops, does that make me stupid? ~ Question:
Being a woman with my nature of love, I have a fear of not being able to support myself
with work
GOLD COAST TALK
24 JUNE 2001
Side 1 God is whole: when you particularise God you must suffer ~ Living in your senses
~ Intelligence behind the brain ~ Putting God first ~ Feelings in the gut ~ Going into Me ~
Alien visitation at menstruation
Side 2 Putting women in the front line ~ Thou and thee ~ Question: How can a man help
a woman through menopause and a hysterectomy? ~ Not identifying with the emotions of
menstruation ~ Question: Why has the snake been used as a symbol of temptation? ~
Question: How can I be more giving with people who are dying?
Side 3 Inner space: the mirror ~ The spiritual life: cleaning the mirror of clutter and clamour
~ Intelligence: seeing, knowing and realising ~ The truth behind astrology, hand reading etc
~ Going into Me
Side 4 Grace: the will of God ~ Homosexuality and love ~ Question: Does a man reduce
the love between the woman and child? ~ Question: Do you see a special relationship
between father and son? ~ Question: Is my friendship with a man preventing me from being
open to another relationship? ~ Question: Do men enjoy or need romance?
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GOLD COAST TALK
30 SEPTEMBER 2001
Side 1 May I speak to you of life? You are mortal because you worship death ~ Holy war
~ Ask me any real question about the events in New York city on 11 September: somebody
has to tell you the truth ~ Question: Why did I laugh when I saw it on TV? ~ Question: I
don’t understand how it has affected me, the events seem to be far reaching ~ The bigger
picture; human nature; the end of our civilisation; religion; what are you serving with your
life? ~ Question: What is the process of losing my attachment to living?
Side 2 You cannot try to be good ~ Going into Me ~ It takes tragedy to bring us together,
which is a tragedy ~ All the prayers have collided ~ Question: What can I do to get back to
life? ~ Question: My trust was shattered, how do I cultivate trust? ~ Question: When I saw
what happened there was nothing in me at all, is this a lack of compassion? ~ Question:
Did America do anything to bring this on themselves? ~ Question: Can you speak yet about
the new time after the great wipeout?
Side 3 Ivan and Krishnamurti, my wonderful teachers ~ The Matrix which extends through
living and life ~ Going into Me ~ How would I tell if I am attached to what I am doing? ~
Question: Do the terrorists make use of the matrix? ~ The intelligence in the blade of grass
Side 4 Be life: stop being spiritual ~ Nobility ~ Question: If I don’t acknowledge or act on
a thought, does it still create karma? ~ Equilibrium ~ Question: What gives power to the
thought? ~ Question: Is there a place for prayer to ask for help in states of confusion? ~
Question: What about my inner guidance?
GOLD COAST TALK
16 DECEMBER 2001
Side 1 No joy, no sorrow. What is beyond joy and sorrow? ~ Nirvikalpa Samadhi ~ The
world is based on knowing, and the truth brings knowledge ~ Love and the mystery, love
God first ~ I don’t remember, but I never forget ~ The Islamic religion, the interpretation of
the mullahs and martyrdom
Side 2 Christianity, St Paul and the gospels ~ Islamic artistry ~ All religions are a
celebration of death ~ Western world believes only in greed and material gain ~ Do you live
what you say? ~ Question: I find it hard to break our of my beliefs and express love in my
marriage ~ Questions: How do I know what to say and what to live? Do you go on this
journey alone or do you include someone else?
Side 3 Getting your life right ~ Intelligence is seeing the fact ~ We invented the rat race ~
Do you owe someone something? ~ Going into Me ~ It takes effort to reach the effortless
state
Side 4 Questions: Who is this thing that is transforming yourself? Is this intelligence within
your volition? Can you explain God not doing the dirty work? ~ Questions: Isn’t everything
including emotion an expression of consciousness? Why do you need to say ‘I am
enlightened’? ~ Question: Can you give your views on vipassana meditation? ~ Question:
Is it possible for me to accept my suffering? ~ Question: Why are you angry with the
people, aren’t they asking for help? ~ Question: I have been experiencing a broken heart
for 3 or 4 months ~ Question: I see a woman for only a few weeks every year - am I wasting
my time? ~ Question: Life constantly gives me situations to show me where I’m not free
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LIVING THE TRUTH
Barry Long held three afternoon meetings in 2002
at Tweed Heads Civic Centre, on the Gold Coast.
GOLD COAST TALK
7 APRIL 2002
Side 1 I am God mad; good morning God; God is everything; I love the whole; give thanks
every moment to God ~ Buddhism, looking for enlightenment and trying to free everyone ~
How youth walks ~ The female in woman is grace ~ Give up the particularisation of the
religions ~ The value of your life ~ Question from man living in Israel: What should I do?
Side 2 I don’t tell people what to do ~ War and surrender ~ Love is an emanation of selfknowledge ~ Going into Me ~ Question: How can I stay in this state? I have a problem with
my mortgage ~ Question: What can I do about loneliness? ~ Our senses love where we
were born ~ What do you reflect on?
Side 3 Gloria, gloria, God is light; light behind the sun; the father of lights; God immanent
and transcendental; the bushel over our light ~ My son and ice cream ~ Consequences of
every thought, word and deed ~ What’s your service to mankind? ~ Going into Me
Side 4 Going into Me ~ Reincarnation and recurrence; ignorance and the great
intelligence; to die innocent ~ Question: How do we dissolve the emotions? ~ Question:
Aren’t the people who practise religions, for example the Jewish religion, doing the same
as us, therefore there is no right and wrong way? ~ The Messiah ~ Jewish quotations
GOLD COAST TALK
16 JUNE 2002
Side 1 Meditation; relative intelligence; have you released all your prisoners? ~ Innocence
is to hold nothing against anyone ~ Focus on pure sensation in the body ~ Focus on the
solar plexus
Side 2 Focus on wellbeing ~ Question: How can I go deeper, through the tension in my
solar plexus? ~ Question: The sensation in my body that wants to rise, is it emotion?
Side 3 Barry Long reports on his health ~ Do you have abundance in your life? ~ Two
aspects of God: personal God of the religions; impersonal God and the matrix ~ Taking a
position
Side 4 Question: It appears that some people have harder lives than others, is this true?
~ Woman acknowledges Barry Long ~ Robotics; virtual sex machine ~ Question: As I let
go of my prisoners will my experience of the matrix change? ~ Question: Have you
anything to say about taking morphine when you are dying?
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GOLD COAST TALK
22 SEPTEMBER 2002
Side 1 Being here; what is true in your experience; the pure sensation of the body;
emotional sensation; addiction ~ Going into Me ~ Stillness is the way
Side 2 Question: Love of your self, is the self the thinker? ~ Question: Are intelligence and
consciousness entirely separate? ~ Question: I am sometimes in places outside my
physical body ~ Question: Is intelligence intuition? ~ Question: I have recently had a baby
and have no urge to make love ~ Question: Immunisation for children ~ Question: How can
you be intelligent and still in the working world? ~ Question: How do I get rid of my
emotions?
Side 3 Letter from woman about food: woman and food; woman is starved for love; the
charade of man and woman’s love; imagination; sexual wanting; dissolving the image of
food ~ Question: Can you speak about a loving relationship between two women?
Side 4 Question: What about the wanting and yearning for true love? ~ Question: I made
friends with myself and now it doesn’t matter to me what my partner does ~ Question: What
can I do about my guilt regarding the suffering of my partner’s ex wife and his children? ~
Self knowledge ~ Going into Me
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GOLD COAST TALKS A-Z TOPICS INDEX
Note: If your Gold Coast Talk is an mp3 download (not an audio cassette) Sides 1 & 2 are now Part 1 and Sides 3 & 4 are now Part 2
Also listed under
Aboriginal dreamtime
The truth of the Aboriginal dreamtime
Absence
Absence is the place and stillness is the way
Going cold: absence
Man, woman or absence
Meditation, being, absence
S1
Sep 99
S3
S2
S2
S3
Jul 93
Sep 96
Dec 94
Jul 93
S3
Life
Compromise/ Getting your life right
Suffering
S1
S1
S4
S2
S3
S4
Jun 02
Novel
S2
Apr 95
Love
S4
S2
S4
S1
S4
S3
S4
Apr 93
Apr 93
Mar 93
Feb 01
Sep 99
Dec 95
Jun 02
Earth
Consciousnes
S1
S1
S1
Sep 99
Sep 00
Jun 99
Being/Good/Self
S1
S1
Jan 93
Jun 97
S4
Aug 95
Stillness
Going cold
Man/Woman
Being/Meditation
Abundance
Do you have abundance in your life?
Acceptance
Acceptance, new dynamic solution
Acceptance, new dynamic
Accepting my life as it is
Getting your life right; compromise; accepting life as it is
Q: Is it possible for me to accept my suffering?
Achievement
Achievement without thought: how to create a novel
Acknowledgment
Acknowledgment
Acknowledging beauty
Being seen, acknowledgment
Love is acknowledgment
Reluctant acknowledgment. Acknowledge everything
Universe gives you what you acknowledge
Woman acknowledges Barry Long
Universe
Acknowledging the good
Acknowledging the good of the earth
Acknowledging the good expands your consciousness
Are you acknowledging the good in your life?
Action
Being & self; looking for the good; right action
Being in between action
Q: How long do you look and not make a choice and is that
the same as not taking action?
Keeping the mind still when engaged in action and when
sitting in stillness
Longing to walk with woman: longing requires action
Addiction
Being here; what is true in your experience; the pure
sensation of the body; emotional sensation; addiction
Advaita
Advaita and illusion
Ageing
Ageing of the body
Agencies
Get rid of the agencies between you and God
Choice
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Jun 98
Dec 94
Dec 94
Dec 94
Dec 98
Dec 01
Jun 00
Mar 96
Mind/Stillness
S2
S4
Experience/Sensation/
Emotional sensation/Being here
S1
Sep 02
Illusion
S2
Sep 00
S4
4 Jul 93
S3
Jun 99
Longing
God
Albido
Side Date
S1
Apr 94
Alcohol
Character and personality; character is wellbeing; personality is the frontal face of the person; defending your self;
effect of alcohol
Alcoholics
Choosing a lover from your self; you’ve got to be practical;
alcoholics and drug takers
Alien visitation
Alone
Alone and lonely, interpretation of feelings
Purpose of love and purpose of life: man,woman,
new and longstanding partnerships, being alone
Woman alone
Ambition
Q: How can I get rid of ambition and wanting to succeed?
America
Q: Did America do anything to bring this on themselves?
Angels
Angels and spirit guides
Angels, imagination and wanting: only now is real
Angels in your life
Animals
Female animals coming into season
Instinctual intelligence and the animals
Sensation of loss in animals and humans
We are animals with spirit
You and I are animals; self consciousness in tamed animals
Anxiety
Guru: freeing human brain of anxiety
Q: How can I get rid of an anxiety to do with my parents?
Anxious caring
Anxious caring: parents with children
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Date
S1
Mar 98
Lover/Practical/Self/Drugs
S3
Mar 98
Menstruation
S1
Jun 01
Lonely
Partnership/Life
Love/Woman/Man
Alone
S3
Apr 95
S2
Jun 98
S2
Sep 01
S1
Aug 95
S3
S4
S2
S3
S2
S1
S3
S4
S4
Jan 94
Dec 93
Sep 98
Sep 97
Sep 96
Mar 98
Apr 97
Apr 97
Dec 01
S1
S1
S2
S1
S1
Brain/Guru
Parents
S4
S1
S1
Feb 01
Feb 01
Dec 95
Apr 99
Mar 96
Parents/Children
S1
Feb 96
Lover
Fights/Truth/Mind/Human condition
S1
S2
S1
Jul 93
Dec 98
Jun 97
Spirit guides
Now/Imagination
Anger
Anger and insecurity
Anger with children
Q: How to I deal with anger?
Q: I close off when my woman is angry
I have no right to be angry
If ever you are angry, you are not being honest
Q: from woman: How do I deal with my partner’s anger?
Sexual frustration is the cause of all anger
Q: Why are you angry with the people, aren’t they asking
for help?
Woman’s anger at man leaving
Side
Personality/Self/Character
September 11 2001
Angelic realm
Angelic realm, a place of absence
Argument(s)
Arguments: What am I hurt about?
Do you want to argue with your lover?
Fight and argument; living the truth; the mind and the
human condition
Also listed under
Insecurity
Children
Woman/Closing off
Honesty
Partner
Sexual frustration
Woman
Instinctual intelligence
Loss/Humans
Spirit
Self consciousness
S1
S4
S4
S2
S3
S3
S2
Dec 96
Jan 94
Sep
Dec
Dec
Sep
00
96
96
00
Jan 94
Mar 96
Dec 94
Mar 99
Arriving on time
Arriving on time for meetings
Being late for the meeting is dishonouring the truth of your
being
Art
Abstract art, abstraction from the earth, colour
Art: the nobility of man demonstrated in the picture of a man
about to be executed who is protecting a child
Art should edify the consciousness; it should demonstrate
the nobility of man and glorify the love that woman is
Contemporary art shown in a pop singer’s cartoon
Greatest art for man and woman
Self expression is not art
The great art: love brings all to life
Q: Why is art often so ugly? Praise of pain or praise of God
Ascending your mountain
Ascending your mountain and coming down into existence
Astrology
The truth behind astrology, hand reading etc
The value of astrology etc
Attachment
Attachment to Christianity. The Gospels of Philip and Mary.
Jesus’ love of Mary Magdalene
Attachment to dying father
Attachment to the beauty of the earth
How should a woman respond if, when she says ‘I love
you’, the man says ‘you’ve got an attachment’? Casting
pearls before swine
How to stop attachment in love
Q: How would I tell if I am attached to what I am doing?
Q: If you’re emotional does that mean you can’t
be trusted? How do you overcome attachment?
Love and attachment
Men’s excitement in watching sports on TV, breaking attachment
Repeating experience; attachment to the experience of love;
why did I get my heart broken?
Spiritual names and attachment to the master
Q: The difference between love and attachment:
attachment to food, to partner and to sex
Q: What is the process of losing my attachment to living?
Woman’s attachment or man’s fear of love?
Yesterday’s movie: giving up attachment
Authority
Choice, authority in your life, doubts
Awareness
Awareness and consciousness
Awareness and consciousness in harmony
Being and awareness
Q: Can a man be in a similar state to woman’s vaginal consciousness? Does man lose interest in sex at a certain
age? Could you speak about awareness and witnessing?
Consciousness and awareness in and out of time
Instinct, consciousness and awareness
Q: There are sensations in my body that I can’t go into with
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Also listed under
Side
Date
S1
S2
Apr 99
Dec 99
Earth/Colour
Noble man
S2
S2
Apr 97
Apr 97
Self expression
Love
Pain/God
S1
S2
S4
S2
S2
S4
Apr 97
Apr 97
Mar 96
Apr 97
Apr 97
Mar 96
Existence
S3
Apr 95
Truth/Hand reading
S3
S3
Jun 01
Feb 01
Christianity/Jesus/The Gospels/
Mary Magdalene
Father/Dying
Beauty/Earth
S2
S3
S4
Sep 99
Jun 93
Apr 99
Emotion
S4
S4
S3
S3
Dec
Sep
Sep
Dec
Experience/Love/Broken heart
S3
Jun 97
Noble man/
Love
Pop singers/songs
Woman/Casting pearls before
swine
Love
Love
Excitement/Sports
Names/Master
Love
Living
Fear/Love
Yesterday’s movie
S3
S3
S3
S2
S1
S3
S4
96
98
01
98
Dec 93
Jun 93
Jan 93
Feb 97
Sep 01
Dec 93
Dec 95
Choice/Doubt
S4
Apr 97
Consciousness
Consciousness
Consciousness
Being
Vaginal consciousness/Man/
Witnessing/Sex
S1
S1
S1
S2
S4
Jun 93
Feb 94
Dec 95
Jun 97
Feb 00
S4
S4
S2
S1
S1
Dec 93
Feb 96
Sep 97
Sep 00
Mar 99
Consciousness
Consciousness
Consciousness
Consciousness/Instinct
Body/Sensation
Also listed under
my awareness
Q: What do you mean by awareness?
Baby
Getting the baby out of the bed: everyone in his/her place
Q: Having a baby and studying: will this interfere with love
between me and my man?
Q: I have recently had a baby and have no urge to make
love
New baby body, negative and positive
Back to basics
Back to basics: how to reach the place of Being; the belly,
the source of self, tension in the belly, the past; being
beside your self; you have to get a new vision of what it is to
be good
Date
S2
Sep 98
Bed
Love/Study(ing)
S4
S4
Apr 93
Feb 97
Body
S2
Apr 94
Making love
Being/Belly/Self
Baggage
How to leave the baggage behind
Barry Long’s books
Q: Are Barry Long’s books necessary?
Barry Long’s death
When Barry Long dies
Barry Long’s health
Barry Long reports on his health
My health; the cycle of life
Barry Long’s teaching
The first object of my teaching is to realise God within, outside of existence
Side
S2
S1
Apr 98
S3
Sep 94
S4
Dec 95
S4
Dec 00
S3
Sep 98
S1
Sep 98
S2
S1
S3
S4
S2
Jul 93
Sep 94
Apr 95
Dec 99
Jun 00
S2
Dec 98
S3
Sep 96
S1
S3
S2
God
Barry reads
Barry reads part of his epic poetry
Barry sings
Barry sings a song to love
Barry Long sings ‘The Place of the Sinking Heart’
Barry sings ‘The Place of the Sinking Heart’
Barry sings a song: ‘As Time Goes By’
Song: ‘Bitter Cup’
Basic human need
Q: What is the basic human need?
Be as nothing
Sep 02
Sep 97
Jun 02
May 96
Be still
Be still and know that I am God; the most unhappy people
on earth are the busiest people
God/Unhappiness
S4
Feb 96
God has no opposite; beauty is your own state
God is beauty, my being is beauty
Attachment/Earth
God
God/Being
S4
S2
S4
S1
S1
Mar 94
Dec 96
Apr 99
Dec 96
Dec 96
Noble man/Woman
S4
Jun 93
Beauty
Beauty and the beast
Woman, the beauty of the earth; turning the beast into the
noble man
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Bed
Getting the baby out of the bed: everyone in his/her place
Being
be good
Being and awareness
Being and self; looking for the good; right action
Being, the power behind the body
Being; the rarest state on earth
What is happening with these silences? Darshan, a state of
being
Demonstrating being: everyone a star
Consciousness, meditation, being
Multiplicity of being
Power of being: the gnostic masters and martial arts
Practising being
There is nothing to hold on to in Being; telling the children
about past experience lodged in the tummy; it is bodies that
make love
Q: What is the point of being in the body?
Being by yourself
Q: Does the divine life include being by yourself
and not being with a woman? Realising God out
of existence and God in existence; celibacy; secrets
Being good
You cannot try to be good
Being here
Being here; what is true in your experience; the pure sensation of the body; emotional sensation; addiction
Q: I am having trouble being here. Loving your self, homosexual love, you cannot love everyone, loving the whole, I
come from beyond the stone age
the tummy; it is bodies that make love
Q: What is the point of being in the body?
Side
Date
Baby
S4
Apr 93
Back to basics/Belly/Self
S1
Apr 98
Awareness
Self/Good/Action
Power
S2
S1
S2
S1
S1
Jun 97
Jan 93
Dec 95
Mar 96
Feb 96
S4
Jun 99
Celibacy/Secrets/Divine life/God
S4
Mar 98
Trying
S2
Sep 01
Experience/Sensation/
Emotional sensation/Addiction
Self/Homosexual Love/Stone age
S1
S2
Sep 02
Feb 97
S4
Feb 96
Being touched
S4
Feb 01
Death
S1
Dec 99
Being moved
S4
Feb 01
S2
Sep 00
Also listed under
Silence/Being
Consciousness/Meditation
Beauty/God
Meditation/Absence
Gnostic masters/Martial arts
Children/Past/Tummy/Making love
Being in your senses
Being the body
S4
S4
S1
S3
S1
S4
S4
S1
S1
Being moved
Being moved and being touched
Being simple
Being simple as I get closer to death
Being touched
Being moved and being touched
Being true to the situation
Being true to the situation and going against my feelings
Q: Can you tell me what judgement is? Be true to the situation, don’t judge it
Q: To which situation should I be true?
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Feelings
Judge(ment)
S2
S4
S4
S3
Apr 94
Jan 94
Dec 96
Jul 93
Mar 99
Dec 96
Jun 93
Apr 98
Sep 96
Jan 93
Feb 94
Apr 95
Mar 96
Also listed under
Being with Barry Long
Being with Barry Long; the holy state
What if it is not possible to be with you regularly?
Beings
Human beings have to evolve into beings
Belief(s)
Q: Do you have to have a belief to know that this is the way
to go?
Q: I find it hard to break out of my beliefs and express love
in my marriage
Interest, belief, direct knowledge
Belly
be good
Q: Who is aware or the self in the belly? Mind, psyche, spirit
and eternity; man-hood and woman-hood
Benediction
What benediction did you receive today? Gratitude
Big bang
Moment before the big bang
Bigger picture
The bigger picture; human nature, the end of our civilisation;
religion; what are you serving with your life?
Biological urge
What is it that instigates the lovemaking act?
Man’s biological urge to make love.
Birth
The pain of birth and the pain of death
Birthdays
Q: If I learn to be me, will I be happy all the time? Birthdays
and children
Black cloud
Black cloud of unhappiness
The black cloud
Human beings
Love/Marriage
Interest/Knowledge
S4
S2
S4
Dec 95
Feb 96
Jun 98
S2
Sep 96
S1
Apr 97
S2
Aug 95
S2
Dec 01
S1
Apr 98
Mind/Psyche/Self/Spirit/Man-hood/
Eternity/Woman-hood
S3
Apr 98
Gratitude
S3
Mar 98
S4
Apr 94
Human nature/Civilisation/Religion/
Service
S1
Sep 01
Lovemaking
S3
Jun 93
Pain/Death
S3
Dec 00
Happiness/Children
S2
Apr 95
Unhappiness
S2
S2
Sep 00
Sep 00
S2
Dec 93
Water/Emotion
S4
Apr 99
Life/Cancer
S1
S1
S1
S1
S2
Sep 96
Sep 96
Apr 98
Jun 02
Sep 98
Black sun
S3
Diet
Emotion
Consciousness
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Date
Back to basics/Being/Self
Black hole
The black hole
Body/Bodies
Q: As the human body is 80% water and water signifies
emotion, is it natural for us to be emotional?
Body cleansing and diet
Body without emotion
Consciousness: process of making space and individual
bodies
Correspondence between life and the body; cancer
Direct knowledge of the body
Everything happens in the body
Focus on pure sensation in the body
God can’t enter your body while unhappiness is in you
Side
Sensation
God/Unhappiness
S2
S2
S4
Feb 94
Sep 96
Dec 94
Sep 96
Human body is God’s vehicle
New baby body, negative and positive
Self ruins my body
Tension in the body and symbols
The body is love in existence, the perfect instrument for
love: with my body I thee love
Q: The sensation in my body that wants to rise, is it emotion?
my awareness
Truth is the idea behind the body, out of existence
Body of humanity
Body of humanity: each of us a cell; enlightening the cell
Boredom
Sensation, making love, feeling and boredom
Vandalism: lack of discipline and boredom in children
Born
Our senses love where we were born
Born again
Man and realisations, irreversible change and being born
again
Brain
Everything happens in the human brain
God: intelligence and the human brain
Intelligence behind the brain
No human brain, no knowing
Practical explanation of brain to a 6 year old
Your brain and sensory universe
Bride
The tail: bride’s train
Broken heart
Broken heart: putting man before God
Every young woman born in this society is going to have a
broken heart. Why does society accept this?
Q: I have been experiencing a broken heart for 3 or 4
months
‘The sacrifice to God is a broken spirit, a broken and a penitent heart’: story of David and Bathsheba
Broken spirit
Buddha(Buddhism)
Buddha, Buddhism and religions
Buddha and Mara: facing sex
Buddhism, looking for enlightenment and trying to free
everyone
Fear of nothing; Buddha facing his sexuality and nothing
arising
What Buddha said
What brought the Buddha to his senses?
Also listed under
Side
Sensation/Emotion
S2
God
Baby
Self
Tension/Symbols
Love/Thee
Sensation/Awareness
Truth/Out of existence
S3
S2
S2
S4
S1
Mar 94
Apr 94
Mar 93
Jun 97
Dec 97
S1
Mar 99
S1
Jun 02
Dec 97
Cell
S1
Feb 94
Making Love/Feeling/Sensation
Children/Discipline/Vandalism
S3
S3
Apr 95
Sep 00
Senses
S2
Apr 02
Realisations
S4
May 95
God/Intelligence
Anxiety/Guru
Intelligence
Knowing
Child(ren)
Sensory universe
S1
S1
S1
S1
S4
S1
S2
Dec 94
Dec 94
Dec 94
Jun 01
Dec 94
Dec 94
Dec 93
Tail
S2
May 94
S4
Dec 01
God
Young woman
S3
S4
S3
Attachment/Love/Experience
S3
God/Broken spirit/Sacrifice/David
&Bathsheba
S2
Dec 93
May 94
Feb 97
Jun 97
Sep 97
God/Sacrifice/Broken heart/
David &Bathsheba
S2
Sep 97
Religions
Mara/Sex
Enlightenment
S4
S4
S1
Jun 99
Jun 97
Apr 02
S4
S3
Feb 01
Jun 99
Sexuality/Fear/Nothing arising
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Date
S3
Jun 93
Bushel over our light
Gloria, gloria, God is light; light behind the sun; the father of
lights; God immanent and transcendental; the bushel over
our light
Business
Q: Illness caused by disturbance about business
‘Camelot’
Conversation between King Arthur and Merlin from
‘Camelot’ about how to handle a woman
Side
Date
Father of lights/God/Sun/Gloria
S3
Apr 02
Disturbance/Illness
S1
Mar 99
King Arthur and Merlin/Woman
S1
Dec 99
S2
Jun 99
S2
May 96
Obesity
S2
S2
Mar 94
Feb 94
Making love
S1
Feb 97
Attachment/Woman
S4
Dec 96
S3
S2
Dec 93
Feb 94
Children
S3
Dec 96
Mind
S3
Feb 94
Hindu religion
Man
Eastern traditions/Tantric love
S4
S2
S4
Mar 99
Sep 00
Apr 98
Divine life/Secrets/Being by yourself/God
S4
Mar 98
Interpretation/Desire/Sivananda
student/Senses/Wanting
S3
Mar 99
Psychic experience
S1
S2
S3
Aug 95
Apr 94
Aug 95
Also listed under
Cancellation of meeting
Cancellation of the European Session and replacement with
5 day Australian meeting
Cancer
Q: As an enlightened master did you have fear or self doubt
when you found you had cancer?
Four men in the teaching with cancer: facing death, the end
of hope, dying without fear
Cosmic value of cancer
Obesity and cancer of the body and of humanity
Cancer (contd)
Prostate cancer: don’t be afraid, look at the quality of life,
making love
Casting pearls before swine
pearls before swine
Enlightened master/Fear/Self
doubt
Body/Life
Death/Hope/Fear
Catch 22
Catholic faith
Q: should I bring children being brought up in the Catholic
faith to your meetings?
Cause and effect
Cause and effect mind
Celibacy
Celibacy and the Hindu religion
Celibate man
Q: Confusion between eastern traditions of celibacy and this
teaching of tantric love. You don’t need a celibate body, you
need a celibate mind
Q: Does the divine life include being by yourself and not
being with a woman? Realising God out of existence and
God in existence; celibacy; secrets
Sivananda student, celibacy and control of the senses.
Interpretation of the senses turns desire into wanting
Cell
Psychic experience and reconstitution of cells
Reconstitution of cells
Woman facing her violence and self destruction; the negative cells
The cell
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Violence/Woman/Self destruction
S1
S1
S2
Sep 96
Jun 00
Apr 94
Challenge
Each of you has a challenge which is the circumstance of
your life
Change
Q: By asking a person to change, isn’t that asking them to
compromise?
Degenerative disease: you’ve got to change your life
Change of life
Change of life in woman
Channellers
Character
Character and personality; character is wellbeing;
personality is the frontal face of the person; defending your
self; effect of alcohol
Character is good that has no opposite;
personality is winning/losing
Child(ren)
A gift to the children: I will never be unhappy in your presence
Addresses children: mother’s and father’s wisdom visited on
the child
Addresses 8 year old: learning from experience; Q: Can you
destroy the self?
Addressing the children: your life has to be lived out according to you, not your parents
Anger with children
Are parents fit to raise children?
Children expressing opinions: observations require no opinions
Q: Children murdered: karma?
Control and manipulation; children, pain of self
Copying adults
Detachment from partner when there’s a child; keep things
practical; explain the truth of life to the child
Every child will suffer
Explanation of death to a child
Explanation to nine year old child: subject and object, reflection of my love
Facing emotion in young children; compassion and serving
humanity
Q: From 7 year old: Why do I have unhappiness in me?
Q: From 8 year old: Do people still have their past when
they lose their memory? Senility
Q: How can parents tell their child what they’re doing with
their life
Q: How do you help small children with their emotion?
How to communicate truth and love to a child
Q: I have difficulty with my 8 year old daughter who continually challenges me
Q: If I learn to be me, will I be happy all the time? Birthdays
and children
Introducing children to the truth
Q: Is it natural for a woman who doesn’t want children not
to have the inclination to make love during ovulation?Maturity of woman
Loving children without indulgence
Q: Parent’s question: how can I help my child?
Passion leaving relationship with arrival of child
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Side
Date
Circumstance of your life
S3
Jun 00
Compromise
S4
Dec 98
Woman
S4
Jun 93
Wellbeing/Personality/Self/Alcohol
S1
Mar 98
Personality/Winning/Losing
S1
Mar 98
Unhappiness
S1
Feb 96
Experience/Self
S4
Dec 93
Also listed under
Disease
Parents
Anger
Anxious caring/Parents
Parents
Observation/Opinions
Karma/Murder
Manipulation/Control
Detachment/Partner/Practical
S1
S2
S3
S2
S4
S1
S1
S2
S2
S4
S3
S2
Child
Love/Subject/Object
S2
S2
S3
Unhappiness
Past/Memory/Senility
S2
S2
Emotion/Compassion/Humanity
Parents
Emotion
Truth/Love/Communication
Happiness/Birthdays
Truth
Making love/Woman/Ovulation
Passion/Relationship
S4
S3
S3
S4
S2
S2
S3
S4
S3
S2
S4
Feb 97
Sep 96
May 95
Mar 96
Dec 93
Feb 96
Jun 98
Mar 96
Mar 96
Dec 95
Jan 93
Mar 98
Sep 00
Mar 94
Sep 94
Apr 95
May 96
Apr 98
Mar 99
May 96
Dec 97
Jun 98
Apr 95
Dec 96
Mar 99
Jul 93
Aug 95
Aug 95
Practical explanation of brain to a 6 year old
Q: Pregnancy, children, contraception: what do you teach?
Q: Should I bring children being brought up in the Catholic
faith to your meetings?
make love
Unhappiness in children
Q: from child: Why do we come out of the state of one and
then try to get back to it?
Q: What can I do about my guilt regarding the suffering of
my partner’s ex wife and his children?
Woman putting children before God: not giving in to sentimental love
Childhood memories
Childhood memories and need of therapies
Choice
Choice: did you know that every choice is wrong?
Free will, free choice, wilfulness
How do you have a choice when you’re dying?
Q: How long do you look and not make a choice and is that
the same as not taking action?
Choicelessness
Q: How do you reconcile the choicelessness of accepting
things as they are, with the pursuit of joy, positivity and happiness?
State of choicelessness
Christ
Christ and Jesus. Do not particularise: there is only God
Q: What is the difference between Jesus and Christ?
Christian
Being a Sunday Christian or living the teaching
Christian religion
Christianity
Christianity, St Paul and the gospels
Church of England
Hell and the Church of England
Circumstances of your life
Each of you has a challenge which is the circumstance of
your life
Civilisation
Closing off
Q: I have closed off to man; how do I start to be intimate
with him?
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Also listed under
Side
Date
S1
S4
S3
Dec 94
Sep 98
Dec 96
Unhappiness
Vandalism/Discipline/Boredom
State of one
S4
S3
S1
Dec 93
Sep 00
Apr 99
God/Love
S1
Jul 93
Brain
Pregnancy/Contraception
Catholic faith
Being/Past/Tummy/Making love
Suffering/Partner/Ex wife/Guilt
S1
S4
Apr 98
Sep 02
Therapies
S1
May 95
Authority/Doubt
Will/Wilfulness
S4
S2
S4
Apr 97
Jun 00
Apr 95
Positivity/Happiness/Joy
S4
Feb 00
S3
Apr 97
Jesus/God
Jesus
S4
S3
Sep 99
Sep 99
Religion
S4
S4
Mar 96
Sep 00
Attachment/Jesus/The Gospels/
Mary Magdalene
St Paul/The Gospels
S2
S2
Sep 99
Dec 01
Hell
S3
Feb 96
Challenge
S3
Jun 00
Bigger picture/Human nature/
Service/Religion
S1
Sep 01
Woman/Anger
Intimacy
S3
S4
Sep 97
Sep 97
Dying
Action
S1
S2
Dec 00
Jun 00
Side
Date
Earth/Art
S2
Apr 97
Withdrawing
S4
Mar 93
Love
S1
Feb 94
Partner
S2
Dec 98
S2
Sep 96
Most high
S1
S4
Dec 94
May 95
Man
S1
Jul 93
Life
S2
Jan 93
Children/Emotion/ Humanity
S4
Apr 95
Change
S4
Dec 98
Force/Information
Memory
S3
S3
Feb 94
Jul 93
Honesty
Truth/Love/Child(ren)
Lovemaking
S4
S4
S4
Dec 93
Dec 97
Apr 93
Like minded people
S4
May 96
September 11 2001
S2
Sep 01
Freedom/Self
Getting your life right/Acceptance
Sex
S3
S3
S3
Sep 96
Dec 98
Dec 96
Starving people/Wars
S2
May 95
Also listed under
Colour
Come forward
Time to withdraw and time to come forward
Comfort
Love or comfort
Commitment
Q: How do you find a compatible partner? Is it a commitment?
Woman with man who doesn’t want to commit himself exclusively to her
Communication
Divine spiritual correspondence: we are communicating
through space/love
Communion
Communion and sensory activity
Communion with the most high, not asking for anything
Company
Man alone: seeking company, knowing why
Compare
I cannot compare my life with another
Compassion
humanity
Compromise
Q: By asking a person to change, isn’t that asking them to
compromise?
Compromise and being obliged, especially with family
Computers
Computers, information and force
World wide shortage of memory: computers
Communication
Honesty and right communication
Verbal communication needs to match physical lovemaking
Community
Q: I find it beautiful to be with like minded people in a community
Compassion
Q: When I saw what happened there was nothing in me at
all, is this a lack of compassion?
Compromise
Compromise; the only freedom is to be free of my self
Q: If a woman is fully committed to giving up sex and her
partner is only partly committed, should she compromise?
Concentration camps
Where all wars, starving people and concentration camps
come from
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Family
S4
S4
Mar 99
Apr 97
Concepts
Concepts and living what you know to be the truth
Models and concepts
People asking the question ‘what should I do?’
Living off concepts. Specific answers lead to contradictions:
to get the idea behind the words is the solution
The simplicity of truth and love. Concepts and ideas
Conceptualising the teaching
Conceptualising the teaching eg having ‘shoulds’ and
‘should nots’
Conditioning
Q: childhood conditioning? You have no conditioning as
long as you forgive everything
Conflict
Q: conflict between man and woman having different things
to do and doing everything together
Confusion and looking straight; life presenting conflicts
Confusion
Confusion and looking straight; life presenting conflicts
Q: Is there a place for prayer to ask for help in states of
confusion?
Also listed under
Cone of existence
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Date
S4
S4
Dec 97
Dec 97
S2
S1
Jun 99
Dec 97
S3
Apr 99
Forgiveness
S3
Mar 96
Something to do
S2
Feb 97
Conflict
Prayer
S3
S4
Dec 95
Sep 01
S1
S1
May 94
Jun 97
Intelligence
Awareness
Awareness
Awareness
Acknowledging the good
Awareness
Awareness
Awareness/Time
Speed of light
Intelligence/Sensation
Intelligence/Sleep
S2
S1
S1
S1
S1
S4
S2
S4
S1
S1
S1
Sep 02
Jun 93
Feb 94
Dec 95
Sep 00
Feb 96
Sep 97
Dec 93
Dec 00
Dec 98
Feb 97
Stillness
S2
S1
Feb 97
Sep 98
Living the truth
Models
What should I do?/
Specific answers/Contradictions/
Get the idea/Solutions
Love/Truth/Ideas
Confusion
Condition
Condition and conditions
Q: What brought about this condition in the first place?
Consciousness
Q: Are intelligence and consciousness entirely separate?
Awareness and consciousness in harmony
Acknowledging the good expands your consciousness
Consciousness exceeds the speed of light
Consciousness, intelligence, sensation
Consciousness and intelligence: there are no conclusions in
consciousness, deep dreamless sleep
Consciousness and dropping the past
Consciousness: process of making space and individual
bodies
Consciousness: stillness is the way
Consciousness: every moment of your life is registered in
consciousness
Q: Isn’t everything including emotion and expression of
consciousness? Why do you need to say ‘I am enlightened’?
It is pain that thinks. Consciousness knows that I am
immortal
Lift-off speed of consciousness
Speed of consciousness, spirit
You are provided with the master who fits your level of consciousness
Side
Being/Meditation
Past
Bodies
Awareness/Instinct
Emotion/Enlightenment
Pain/Immortality
Spirit
Master
S3
S4
S3
S4
S1
S4
Dec 95
Jan 94
Sep 94
Sep 96
Sep 00
Dec 01
S3
Mar 99
S3
Sep 94
S4
S3
S4
Sep 94
Sep 94
Jun 00
Side
Date
Illusion
S2
Apr 95
The monitor
S2
Mar 98
S3
Apr 02
Instinctual intelligence/Instinctual
love
S2
Feb 01
Pain
S4
Sep 97
Longing
S4
Mar 98
Children/Pregnancy
S4
Sep 98
Concepts/Specific answers/
What should I do?/
S2
Jun 99
Manipulation/Children
S4
Dec 95
Sex/Woman
S4
Apr 97
Going into Me/Teaching
S4
Dec 93
S1
Dec 95
S2
Jan 93
S1
May 95
Also listed under
Confusion
Breaking up old illusion and confusion
Conscience
The monitor; conscience
Consequence
Consequence of every thought, word and deed
Consideration
Instinctual intelligence, instinctual love and lack of consideration
Containment
Containment: you made this pain, now cop it!
Content
To be content; longing; thy will be done
Contraception
Contradictions
Control
Corruption
Q: Is there sex in woman? What man has done to woman,
generation after generation, from the beginning of the corruption
Cosmos
This teaching, going into Me: two hemispheres of one cosmos
Course in Being
End of Course in Being; being is a more responsible state
than doing a course
Courtesy
Courtesy and politeness
Politeness
Creativity
Feeling and creativity
Cross of suffering
Crusades
Q: When religions engage in untruth, eg the crusades, why
isn’t it self-evident that an evil is being perpetrated?
Crying
Q: When I have a good laugh or cry I feel better
Cults
East and West
Cunning
Feelings
S4
S4
Evil/Religions/Untruth
S4
Sep 00
Laughter
S2
Dec 98
S3
Jan 93
S4
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Jul 93
Sep 94
Apr 94
Also listed under
Curiosity
Curiosity: gossip at work
Q: When I have a sense of love, my curiosity stops, does
that make me stupid?
Dad
Getting it right with mum, dad and work
Danger
Sense of danger
Dark passage
Q: What is the intense dark passage between sleeping and
waking which makes me emotional?
Darshan
Being with the master consciousness: darshan
being
Daughter
Q: How can I help my daughter who says she has been
molested by my ex-husband?
David and Bathsheba
Dead body
Vital body or life body; seeing a dead body;
excitement and passion
Death
All religions are a celebration of death
Am I ready to die now?
Being simple as I get closer to death
Q: can you clarify what is the death of the self?
Cyclic flow of death into living and living into death
Death and depersonalising life
Death of a father
Death of a loved one
Death of a parent
Death of my partner, a wonderful thing for us both
Death: psychic double
Death should neither be mourned nor celebrated
Death, suicide and karma
Q: Do the personality and the self take time to die?
Q: Does psychological death have to be painful?
Explanation of death to a child
Facing the fact: I am going to die; seeing through death
Everybody departs or dies
Feeling sadness when somebody dies
Feeling sad when someone dies or partner leaves
Q: I can still feel and smell the presence of my grandmother who died, but I don’t understand it
Q: I can’t and don’t want to forget my mother who died.
Q: I feel ready to die but also have some fears
Q: I spend my day in the fear of death. Abandon all your
beliefs and notions
Q: Is there any good sorrow when someone dies?
Q: Is there a process of re-evaluation after the death of a
partner? Death is a purifying process
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Side
Date
Gossip/Work
Love
S1
S3
S4
Mar 94
Dec 93
Feb 01
Mum/Work
S2
Jan 93
S2
Mar 96
Emotions/Sleeping/Waking
S3
Sep 98
Master consciousness
Silence/Being
S1
S1
May 96
Feb 96
Molestation
S4
Dec 97
God/Broken spirit/Broken
heart/Sacrifice
S2
Sep 97
Life body/Vital body/
Excitement/Passion
S1
Dec 98
S1
S2
S3
S1
S4
S2
S1
S4
S1
S4
S4
S3
S3
Feb 96
Dec 01
Jun 93
Dec 99
Feb 97
May 96
Feb 00
Sep 00
Aug 95
Feb 94
Sep 00
Apr 94
Sep 99
Sep 96
Mar 98
May 95
Mar 94
Mar 93
Sep 98
Dec 95
May 96
Jun 00
Religions
Being simple
Self
Living
Father
Parent
Partner
Psychic double
Suicide/Karma
Self/Personality
Child
Facing the fact
Sadness
Partner/Sadness
Dying/Cancer/Hope/Fear
Grandmother
Mother/Forget(ting)
Fear
Sorrow
Partner
S2
S4
S2
S4
S1
S2
S3
S1
S4
S3
S2
S3
S2
S4
Sep 00
May 96
Dec 00
Sep 97
Dec 98
Sep 00
Dec 94
Life here and after death
May I speak to you of death? Men who have helped this
teaching who have recently died
May I speak to you of life? You are mortal because you worship death
Q: My son was killed. Your tape on death gave me comfort.
Still there is the sense in me of disbelief and horror.
New teaching: I am doing well; illness, physical death,
studying
Reincarnation and recurrence; ignorance and the great intelligence; to die innocent
Saying goodbye to parents; death of mother,writing and visiting
Scientific mind and progress: the race from thefear of death
The fact of death
The purpose of existence and death
The secret behind existence is death
Q: When I die do I become God?
When I’m going to sleep I seem to accelerate into the void
and I’m afraid. Facing the deathenergy; hello silence my old
friend
When the body dies
Q: When you talk about after death and coming
back into the vital being, are you saying that this
happens in a random way?
Decisions
Decisions and looking eg building a house
Decisions and no choice
Man changing jobs; stop making decisions; bring
God into your life
Also listed under
Life
Teaching
Life/Mortality
Son
Illness/New teaching
Recurrence/Innocence/Reincarnati
on/Intelligence/Ignorance
Mother/Saying goodbye
Degradation of love
Degradation of love: the word ‘fucking’. The art of love.
Degradation of woman
Homosexual carnival and the degradation of woman
Democracy
Woman: power, surrender, democracy
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Dec 00
S1
Apr 97
S4
Apr 02
S1
S1
S4
Sep 01
Dec 95
Dec 95
Vital being
S4
S4
Sep 94
Jun 99
Looking
No choice
Effort
S4
S3
S2
Apr 97
Jul 93
Apr 97
World/God/Myth/Integrity
S3
Jun 97
Fucking/Love
S2
Dec 97
S2
Apr 97
Woman/Insecurity
Woman
S2
S3
Jan 93
Jun 93
Power/Surrender/Woman
S1
Jan 94
S4
S3
S3
Apr 94
Apr 93
Apr 93
S3
Mar 99
Demons
Demonic energy
Facing externalised demons
Q: How do I get rid of the demons in Me?
Desire
Q: I’ve been without a man for a year, it is good but desire
rises occasionally. Woman’s desire to make love at the time
of ovulation
I have this desire to be understood by man.
S1
S1
Birth/Pain
Existence
Existence
God
Void/Fear/Sleep
Homosexual carnival
Demand
Woman: demand and insecurity
Woman giving everything in love or being demanding?
Date
S3
S2
S3
S3
S1
S4
S2
Progress/Scientific mind/Fear
God/Job
Degeneration
In the light of the degeneration in the world, isn’t God in
charge of everything? The answer is in myth; integrity of
God
Side
Making love/Ovulation
Fitting & suiting/Platonic relation-
S3
Sep 00
Mar 98
Dec 00
Dec 00
Apr 98
Feb 01
Apr 98
Apr 97
Also listed under
ship/Understanding
Fitting and suiting; platonic relationship
Purpose of experience; wanting and desire
Detachment
practical; explain the truth of lifeto the child
Diet
Body cleansing and diet
Difficulties
Living in harmony: emotionalising difficulties turns them into
problems
Dilemma
Dilemma: service versus in action
Dirty work
Q: Who is this thing that is transforming yourself? Is this
intelligence within your volition? Can you explain God not
doing the dirty work?
Disease
Degenerative disease: you’ve got to change your life
Dishonesty
Dishonesty in love; man loving more that one woman
Discipline
Disposition
Predispositions; people are born with different dispositions
Dissolving
Dissolving momentum of work with partner
Letter from woman about food: woman and food; woman is
starved for love; the charade of man and woman’s love;
imagination; sexual
Disturbance
Divine
Aligning with the divine will
Giving attracts the divine will
Q: As everything comes from this great divine consciousness, wouldn’t the evolution of the world be towards something better?
Divine mind: pure intellect, purifying the mind
Divine nature comes through your nature
Divine will: God is not pernicious
Divine will: harmony in all aspects of life
The crossing: divine will and my will
Divine life
Q: Does the divine life include being by yourself
and not being with a woman? Realising God out
of existence and God in existence; celibacy; secrets
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Wanting/Experience
Interpretation/Celibacy/Sivananda
student/Senses/Wanting
Partner/Child/Practical
Body
Side
Date
S3
Sep 97
S2
Mar 98
S4
S3
S2
Dec 98
Mar 99
Sep 96
Living in harmony/Problems
S1
Jun 98
Service/Inaction
S2
Dec 95
Intelligence/God/Transformation
S4
Dec 01
Change
S1
Feb 97
Love
S4
Jan 93
Children/Vandalism/Boredom
S3
Sep 00
Predisposition
S3
Dec 00
Work/Partner
Food/Woman/Love/Imagination/Let
ters/Sexual wanting
S4
S3
Apr 93
Sep 02
Illness/Business
S1
Mar 99
Will
Giving/Will
Evolution/World
S3
S3
S4
Mar 93
Mar 93
Sep 96
Intellect/Mind
Nature
God
Harmony/Will
Will
S2
S3
S4
S3
S4
Mar 93
Feb 97
Feb 96
Mar 93
Dec 94
Celibacy/Secrets/Being by yourself/God
S4
Mar 98
Also listed under
Divine sexuality
Your divine sexuality is your passion for life
Dogma
Don’t make a dogma: live the truth
Domestic violence
The cause of domestic violence
Doubt
Self doubt is self judgement
Woman, rivalry and doubt
Dread
What you fear is coming; the dread of being born; the life
process
Drugs
Choosing a lover from your self; you’ve got tobe practical;
Helping people on drugs
Dying
Body dying with no fuss
Dying; The primitive sacrifice of life
Experience of being with someone who is dying
Q: Have you anything to say about morphine when you are
dying?
How do you have a choice when you’re dying?
Q: How can I be more giving with people who are dying?
Earth
Acknowledging the good of the earth the good
As man leaves woman he actually leaves the earth
Seeing God in everything: God is the beautyof the earth
Space between earth and moon
The earth and the world; scientists are driven by the world
Perfection: the earth is perfect like your life
Earthling
I am an earthling; I have become a worldling
Eastern and western culture
Eastern culture is basically devotional; the western way of
knowledge has degraded into knowing
Eastern traditions
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Date
Passion for life
S2
Dec 97
Living the truth
S1
Sep 98
Violence
S3
Sep 00
Authority/Choice
Judgement/Self doubt
Rivalry/Woman
S4
S1
S3
Apr 97
May 96
May 95
Fear/Life
S1
Apr 95
Lover/Practical/Alcoholics/Self
S3
Mar 98
Father/Dying
Death/Cancer/Hope/Fear
S3
S2
S2
S4
S1
Jun 93
Jun 93
Jan 93
May 96
Jun 00
Choice
Dying
S1
S2
Dec 00
Jun 01
Morphine
S3
S4
Sep 97
Jun 02
Art/Colour
Acknowledging
Woman/Man
Attachment/Beauty
God
Moon
World/Scientists
Perfection
S2
S1
S3
S4
S1
S4
S3
S1
Apr 97
Sep 99
Sep 97
Apr 99
Sep 99
Apr 94
Mar 98
Sep 00
Wordling
S1
Apr 97
S4
Feb 96
Mind
S1
Apr 95
Celibacy/Tantric love
S4
Apr 98
Eastern language
Eastern teachers
The still mind and Eastern teachers
Side
S1
Apr 95
Also listed under
Effort
Effort and effortlessness
Decisions
Effortless state
It takes effort to reach the effortless state
Side
Date
S2
S4
Apr 97
Apr 98
S3
Dec 01
S3
S1
S3
S1
Mar 98
Apr 94
Mar 98
Jun 93
Ego
Clarification of ego and self; the capital ‘S’ higher self
Ego and intelligence
Ego and instinct
Rightful place of the ego: protector of the natural body
Self
Intelligence
Instinct
Ejaculation
Q: Do you say that man should never ejaculate when making love?
Making love
S4
Feb 00
Emotion
S1
Apr 99
God/End of World
S3
Jan 94
Political correctness/
Normal/Natural
S3
Sep 97
Past/Thinking
Water/Body
S1
S4
Mar 93
Apr 99
S4
S4
Jul 93
Apr 95
Eighth wonder of the world
S2
Elation
Q: Is emotional elation also false?
Electricity
End of world: power of God and power of electricity
Elimination of the female gender
What is normal is not natural eg political correctness and
the elimination of the female gender
Emotion(s)
All emotion is past; thinking arises from the past
Body without emotion
Can you give up being moved by emotion?
Emotions rising out of the stomach
Emotionality in man
Experience and emotion: we have to keep the experience
and dismantle the emotion
Facing and going through your particular emotions
humanity
Q: from 6 year old girl: can emotions die when the body dies
or can they die when you are alive?
Q: How do we dissolve emotions?
Q: How do I get rid of my emotions?
Q: If we don’t recognise out emotions, how can we free
ourselves of them?
Q: If you don’t express emotion is it gone
or supressed?
Q: If you’re emotional does that mean you can’tbe trusted?
How do you overcome attachment?
Q: I’m confused about feelings and emotions
Q: I’m confused whether the partnership processis rightly
bringing up emotion to be faced, or whether I’m with the
wrong partner. If I love him why do I get irritated about
small things?
Q: Is love an emotion?
Q: Is emotional elation also false?
Q: Is it better to allow my emotions for a short period rather
than trying to drop them immediately?
Q: Is not expressing emotion and having the knowledge
that I don’t want it, the same as dissolving it?
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Body
Stomach
Experience
Children/Compassion/ Humanity
Girls
Attachment
Feelings
Partnership/Irritation
Love
Elation
S2
S1
S2
S3
S3
S2
S4
S2
S3
S1
S3
S2
S3
S2
S1
S4
S1
Aug 95
Dec 94
Dec 98
Apr 98
May 94
Feb 96
Feb 96
Apr 02
Sep 02
Sep 98
Dec 98
Dec 98
Sep 98
Dec 98
Feb 96
Apr 99
Jun 98
Dec 98
Q: Is physical pain and affliction caused by emotion?
Q: Is there any way I can protect myself from the emotions
of the dead?
Q: Isn’t everything including emotion and expression of
consciousness? Why do you need to say ‘I am enlightened’?
Q: How do you help small children with their emotion?
Love is cold to the world because emotion is warm
Man and woman living in different houses: giving all or protecting emotions
When a woman is not loved enough she gets emotional
When you deal with your emotions, you do a deal with them
Q: Where emotion comes from
Why am I emotional?
Emotional and mental pain
Emotional and mental pain goes into the psyche:
the solution is to want nothing
Emotional sensation
Being here; what is true in your experience;the pure sensation of the body; emotional sensation; addiction
End of world
Q: Is the end of the world still approaching?
Energy
Containing exalted energy
Letter from a man: Do healers and therapists need to be
cautious because the energy of their patients can enter
them?
Wasting energy: you know what you should give up
Also listed under
Dec 96
Feb 96
Children
Love
Giving/Man & woman
S3
S3
S4
May 96
Sep 99
Apr 93
Dark passage/Sleeping/Waking
S3
Sep 98
Consciousness/Enlightenment
Body/Sensation
Woman
S2
S3
S2
S2
S1
Dec 01
Jun 02
Dec 98
Feb 96
Dec 98
Mar 93
S2
Jun 98
Being here/Addiction/
Experience/Sensation
S1
Sep 02
Electricity/God
S2
S1
Jan 94
Apr 99
S2
S1
Sep 94
Mar 99
S3
Mar 93
S3
Apr 99
S2
May 96
S1
Aug 95
Buddhism
S1
Apr 02
Consciousness/Emotion
S4
S4
Dec 95
Dec 01
Cancer/Fear/Self doubt
Enlightened state
In enlightened state there is no feeling and no thought
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S4
Psyche
Enjoying yourself
Enjoying yourself too much
Enlightenment
Buddhism, looking for enlightenment and trying to free
everyone
Can science enlighten us? ‘Us’ can never be enlightened
Enlightenment of the burden of feelings
Enlightenment: independence has to be given up
Enlightenment: if you seek you will not find; you become
enlightened by becomin natural, ordinary
Everybody is enlightened
Q: Isn’t everything including emotion and expression
of consciousness? Why do you need to say ‘I am
enlightened’?
Living is the process of enlightenment
State of enlightenment: level playing field
State of enlightenment is no feelings and no thoughts
Date
S4
S2
Pain
Healers/Therapists/Letters/Patients
Enlightened master(s)
Q: As an enlightened master did you have fear or
self doubt when you found you had cancer?
Why I don’t meet enlightened masters
Side
Science
Feelings
Independence
S1
S2
S1
S1
S2
S2
S4
S2
Sep 98
Jun 97
Apr 95
Feb 97
Dec 96
Aug 95
Mar 94
Dec 95
Also listed under
Entities
A foolish letter: discarnate entities
Envy
Jealousy: the fundamental difficulty in love between man
and woman. Envy. Indifference.Living a lie
May 96
Letter
S2
Mar 94
Jealousy/Indifference/Living a lie
S3
Sep 99
S4
Sep 01
S2
Feb 01
Crusades/Religions/Untruth
S4
Sep 00
Divine/World
S4
Sep 96
Involution
Thought
S4
S1
Feb 01
Sep 94
Suffering/Partner/Guilt/Children
S4
Sep 02
Lovemaking/Thought/Past/Sexualit
y/Now
S3
Dec 97
Attachment/Sports
Pleasure/Lovemaking
Life body/Dead body/Vital
body/Passion
S3
S3
S1
Jun 93
Monks/Spiritual life
S2
Sep 96
Ascending your mountain
Gods
Experience
S3
S4
S1
Apr 95
Sep 00
Sep 98
S1
S4
Feb 94
Dec 93
Equilibrium
Escape
Q: Why do I want to escape from this place?
Eternity
Q: Who is aware or the self in the belly? Mind, psyche,
spirit and eternity; man-hood and woman-hood
Evil
Evolution
Evolution and involution
Human evolution: end of thought
Ex wife
Excitement
Q: How do I know I am not pleasing my self in lovemaking?
Thought and excitement are the past and pure sexuality is
now
Pleasure and excitement in lovemaking
Vital body or life body; seeing a dead body;excitement and
passion
Exercise
Monks, exercise and the spiritual life
Existence
Ascending your mountain and coming down into existence
Q: Did the gods create existence?
Existence is about undergoing experience: how can you
understand if you haven’t undergone?
Existence is the place of suffering
Lighting up my potential: the purpose behind existence
The purpose of existence and death
The secret behind existence is death
There is no gender outside existence
Two things in existence that don’t change
Where is love in existence?
Experience
destroy the self?
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Date
S4
Knowing whatyou don’t want
You can’t make a decision to be enlightened: you must
know what you don’t want
Side
Mind/Psyche/Belly/Spirit/Manhood/Self/Woman-hood
Suffering
Potential
Death
Death
Gender
Love
Children/Self
S4
S3
S1
S1
S3
S1
S2
S1
S1
May 94
Apr 98
Dec 97
Dec 98
Apr 99
Sep 94
Dec 00
Apr 98
Dec 00
Mar 99
Dec 99
Being here; what is true in your experience;the pure sensation of the body; emotional sensation; addiction
Earthly experience: waves of self
Existence is about undergoing experience: how can you
understand if you haven’t undergone?
Experience and emotion: we have to keep the experience
and dismantle the emotion
Experience is supposed to teach you about love: to demonstrate what you do not want
Feedback, fulfillment, absence of experience
Looking for experience in lovemaking
Extra terrestrial intelligence
Mass cult suicide and ETI: I cannot judge it
Also listed under
Being here/Sensation/Emotional
sensation/Addiction
Self
Existence
Emotion
Love/What you do not want
Feedback/Fulfillment
Lovemaking
Wanting/Desire
Attachment/Love/Broken heart
Facing the fact
I am going to die; seeing through death
Facing the pain
What happens to a man when a woman of consciousness
leaves him; facing the pain
Faith
Faith, gnostics
Falsehoods
Philosophies and falsehoods; leaving the senses;
videogames
Familiarity
Q: I don’t seem to be going as deep as I want to go into
love; familiarity
Family
Compromise and being obliged, especially with family
Past and family
Family life
Q: As a single mother it is difficult to get order into family
life without yelling? The genius of being a mother
Father and son
Q: Do you see a special relationship between father and
son?
Father of lights
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S1
Sep 02
S3
Feb 96
S3
S1
S1
S2
S2
S4
S3
Mar 94
Sep 98
Dec 97
Jun 93
Jun 93
Dec 98
Jun 97
Dec 93
Apr 97
S4
Jan 94
Death
S4
Mar 93
Woman’s consciousness
S1
Jun 00
Gnostics
S2
Mar 94
Philosophies/Videogames
S2
Apr 95
Love
S3
Mar 98
Compromise
Past
S4
S2
Apr 97
Sep 94
Mother/Single mother
S2
Dec 98
S3
Sep 96
Mother/Relationships
S4
Dec 98
Relationship
S4
Jun 01
Gloria/God/Sun/Bushel over our
S3
Apr 02
Fasting
Father
Q: Are your mother and father a good microcosm of your
relationships?
Authority of master consciousness: the loving father
Death of a father
Q: I have had severe neck pain for a year: difficulties with
father
Date
S2
S4
Suicide/Judge(ment)
Facing
Q: Moving or staying and facing?
Side
Attachment/Dying
Death
Pain
S3
S2
S4
S2
Jun 93
Apr 95
Sep 00
Jun 98
our light
Fear
Q: Being a woman with my nature of love, I have a fear of
not being able to support myself with work
Facing fear is the way through fear
Fear has no body
Q: I have a fear of inner space
Fear of not having enough to retire on Fear of nothing;
Buddha facing his sexuality and nothing arising
Q: How can I go deeper in making love without cutting off
out of fear?
Q: I spend my day in the fear of death. Abandon all your
beliefs and notions
Scientific mind and progress: the race from the fear of death
process
and I’m afraid. Facing the death energy; hello silence my old
friend
Fear of woman
Man overcoming self consciousness and fear of woman
Feedback
Feelings
Asking the right question when looking at feelings
Being true to your feelings; love is not a feeling
Being true to the situation and going against my feelings
Believing in feelings
Q: Do people who have not been in touch with feelings
need to express them?
Enlightenment of the burden of feelings
Feeling and creativity
Feeling is the source of thought
Feelings: in the state of being you can’thave any feelings
Feeling, the feeling and knowledge
Feeling and psychic knowledge
Feelings come from interpreting my life
Feelings in the gut
Feelings mean you are not taking action
Give up suffering, stop considering your feelings
Q: I always thought feeling was something good and could
be trusted? Direct knowledge and interpretation
Q: I’m confused about feelings and emotions
Interpretation of feelings, likes and dislikes
Self consideration, selfishness, feelings
Sensations and feelings, making love
Stop acknowledging your feelings
Suppressing feelings and knowing what you are doing
Ten year old girl asks about feelings when someone is murdered
There is no need to express feelings ever again
You have to go through feelings
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light
Cancer/Enlightened master/Self
doubt
Woman/Work
Inner space
Retire(ing)
Buddha/Fear/Nothingarising/Sexua
lity
Death/Hope/Cancer
Making love
Death
Progress/Scientific mind/Death
Dread/Life
Void/Sleep/Death
Side
Date
S2
May 96
S3
S3
S4
S3
S3
Dec 95
Mar 94
Feb 01
Dec 93
Jun 93
S4
S1
S4
S3
S3
S1
S2
Feb 01
Jun 00
Mar 98
Sep 97
Sep 00
Apr 95
Apr 98
Attachment/Love
S3
Dec 93
Self consciousness/Man
S4
Jan 94
Fulfillment/Experience
S2
Jun 93
S3
S1
S4
S2
S4
Aug 95
Apr 95
Apr 95
Apr 95
Aug 95
S2
S3
S1
S2
S3
S1
S2
S2
Sep 98
Apr 95
Dec 93
Dec 95
Apr 95
Apr 95
Apr 95
Dec 95
Love is not a feeling
Enlightenment
Creativity
State of being
Knowledge
Psychic knowledge
Taking action
Suffering
Knowledge
Emotions
Likes & dislikes
Selfishness/Self consideration
Sensation/Making love
Making Love/Boredom/Sensation
Murder/Girl
S1
S4
S4
S1
S4
S4
S3
S1
S1
S1
S4
S3
S1
Apr 95
Sep 94
Aug 95
Mar 96
Sep 94
Apr 95
Aug 95
Jun 01
Aug 95
Dec 95
Sep 96
Aug 95
Aug 95
Also listed under
What can I do, not what do I feel
Q: Without feelings what about intimacy?
Female
The female in woman is grace
Fiancee
Q: I want to write to my former fiancee as part of getting my
life right
Fight(ing)
human condition
Letter about harmony and fighting. You shouldn’t try to
teach each other
Fighter pilots
Q: How do women handle being fighter pilots when they
menstruate?
Fitting and suiting
Flesh
Being together in love and merging in the flesh
Intelligence in matter; bringing up the speed of the flesh
Followers
Tradition: I have no followers
Food
Cooking food
Food and sex
imagination; sexual
Substituting food for love
Force
Forget(ting)
I don’t remember, but I never forget
Forgiveness
Q: childhood conditioning? You have no conditioning as
long as you forgive everything
S1
S2
Apr 95
Dec 95
Woman/Grace
S1
Apr 02
Getting my life right
S4
Mar 99
Argument/Truth/Mind/Human condition
Harmony/Letters/Teaching
S1
Jun 97
Menstruation/Woman
S2
Sep 99
Desire/Understanding/Platonic
relationship
S3
Sep 97
Love
Intelligence/Matter
S1
S3
Feb 97
May 96
Tradition
S3
Feb 96
S4
S4
Sep 00
Feb 94
S3
S4
Sep 02
Jan 94
Computers/Information
S3
Feb 94
Mother/Death
Remembering
S3
S1
May 96
Dec 01
S4
Sep 94
S3
Love
S3
S2
S4
Sep 96
Life
S4
Dec 01
Sex
Letters/Woman/Love/
Imagination/Dissolving/
Sexual wanting
Love
Forty years
Man’s climacteric: 40 years
Compromise/Self
Life/Person
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Date
Intimacy
Conditioning
Freedom
Compromise; the only freedom is to be free
of my self
Freedom: what it is to be free
Impersonal life, giving up the person, freedom
Q: Is it right that you can only really live love if you are
already living in a state of total freedom?
Freedom (contd)
Q: Life constantly gives me situations to show me where
I’m not free
Side
S4
S4
S3
Apr 98
Jan 94
Mar 96
Aug 95
Aug 95
Jun 98
Friends
Friends talking about the past
Q: I’ve made friends with myself and now it doesn’t matter
to me what my partner does
Q: We’ve virtually got no friends left…is this OK?
Friendship
Q: Is my friendship with a man preventing from being open
to another relationship?
Front line
Putting women in the front line
Fucking
Degradation of love: the word ‘fucking’. The art of love.
Fulfillment
Gatekeeper
You are the gatekeeper: allowing in the living dead
continued…
Gazing
Q: When you gaze around looking at people, what are you
doing?
Gender
There is no gender outside existence
Genesis
Genesis: seventh day within
Genetics
Q: Is instinctual intelligence linked to genetics?
Get the idea
People asking the question ‘what should I do?’ Living off
concepts. Specific answers lead to contradictions: to get the
idea behind the words is the solution
Getting it right/Getting my(your) life right
Q: Can there be joy in getting my life right?
Getting your external life right
Getting your life right
Q: I am a pregnant single mother, how can I get my life
right?
Q: I want to write to my former fiancee as part of getting my
life right
Guided by situation not feelings
Letter: My life is right, but what do I do now?
Looking, thinking, ignoring, facing, freeing the cell of poison
With mum, dad and work
Getting involved
Q: How can I not get involved with other people’s stories?
Girls
Addresses young girls 10 – 12 years: the nature of woman
and being true to love
Addresses young girls: real wedding vows
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Side
Date
Past
Myself/Partner
S3
S4
Dec 95
Sep 02
Relationship
S4
Jun 01
Woman
S2
Jun 01
Degradation of love/Love
S2
Dec 97
Feedback/Experience
S2
Jun 93
Living dead
S3
S4
Dec 94
Dec 94
Looking
S4
Dec 98
Existence
S2
Dec 00
S1
May 94
S4
Feb 01
Concepts/Solutions/Specific
answers/Contradictions/
What should I do?
S2
Jun 99
S3
S4
S2
S4
S3
S3
S4
Dec 93
Sep 97
Jan 94
Jun 93
Dec 98
Dec 01
Apr 99
Mum/Dad/Work
S4
S1
S3
S2
Jan 93
Mar 99
Dec 95
Jan 93
Other people’s stories
S4
Apr 99
Woman/Love
S3
Jan 93
Relationship
Compromise/Acceptance
Single mother
Fiancee
Letters
Wedding vows
S2
S4
S4
Mar 96
Mar 99
Dec 93
Finding joy of young girl after 55 year destructive relationship
Q: from 6 year old girl: can emotions die when the body dies
or can they die when you are alive?
Q: from 6 year old girl: why do people say it’s bad when it is
raining?
Giving
Giving or indulgence: listening to the sad story
Giving: the solution to every problem
God is giving
Q: How can I be more giving with people who are dying?
I must give what I need
Negativity: not giving
Pure intellect, the will, willingness to give
Right giving with honesty and clarity
Wanting and giving, taking and receiving
Also listed under
Joy
Emotion
Murder/Feelings
Gloria
our light
Glory
Passion, glory, the timeless
Gnostics
Faith, gnostics
Goals
Goals and purpose, actualizing potential
Goals, purpose, love
Goal setting
God
All of my life is my God
Q: Are you saying that on my own I can’t find God?
Be still and know that I am God; the most
unhappy people on earth are the busiest people
Broken heart: putting man before God
Christ and Jesus. Do not particularise: there
is only God
Divine will: God is not pernicious
Q: Do I have the love of God in me?
Aug 95
S3
Feb 96
S2
S2
Feb 96
Dec 95
Mar 93
Dec 93
Negativity
Intellect/Will
S4
S3
S2
S3
May 94
Mar 93
Mar 93
Mar 93
Problem(s)
God
Dying
Need
Man & Woman/Emotions
Wanting/TakingReceiving
S2
S3
S2
S4
S4
Mar 93
Mar 93
Jun 01
Mar 93
Apr 93
S3
Jan 94
S3
S4
Mar 94
Apr 98
Ecstasy/Equilibrium
S3
S2
S4
Jan 93
Jan 93
Jul 93
Bushel over our light/Father of
lights/God/Sun
S3
Apr 02
Passion/The timeless
S4
Dec 99
Faith
S2
Mar 94
Purpose/Potential
Love/Purpose
S1
S3
S2
Sep 94
Feb 94
Sep 94
S3
S4
S4
Mar 93
Sep 98
Feb 96
S4
S4
S4
Feb 96
Apr 98
Mar 98
Miracles/Psychic/Occult
Be still/Unhappiness
Broken heart
Jesus/Christ
Divine
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S4
S3
S2
Love/Wimp
Glamour
Glamour, ecstasy and equilibrium
Flowing gowns in the ashram
Psychic ability, the occult, glamour and miracles
Date
Divine/Will
Indulgence/The sad story
Giving and giving in
Giving up
Giving up intensity
Q: How can I love more and give up everything without
being a wimp?
Side
Divine life/Celibacy/Secrets/Being
S4
S4
May 94
Sep 99
Don’t fall in love with your work; stay detached by being
grateful to God
Everything that you enjoy is God; God is the lot, the whole
Fixed stars: ideas in the mind of God
Get rid of the agencies between you and God
Giving up to God my ideas of who I am
lights; God immanent andtranscendental; the bushel over
our light
God can’t enter your body while unhappiness
us in you
God has no opposite; beauty is your own state
God immanent and God transcendental
God is whole: when you particularise God you must suffer
God is truth: What is truth?
God in existence and God out of existence: God in existence is love and God out of existence is truth; realising
God in and out of existence
God in existence in man and woman
God is giving
God’s mind, man’s mind
God, the embodiment in matter
God, take whatever is necessary to make me more pure.
Can you say it?
Grace: the will of God
Q: How can woman put God before man?
Q: How does woman put God first before her man?
Human body is God’s vehicle
I am God mad; good morning God; God is everything; I love
the whole; give thanks every moment to God
I am God realised, not God
Q: I experience God in woman but it is not always in
me when the external reflection of woman is absent
I have realised God. Priests are interpreters
Q: If inner space isn’t God, what is?
God
In God’s mind there is no negativity, only the good with no
opposite
Love and the mystery, love God first
Man and woman are made in God’s image
Man changing jobs; stop making decisions; bring God into
your life
Putting God first
Seeing God in everything: God is the beauty of the earth
Simplicity is the character of God
The difference between the Lord and God
The first object of my teaching is to realise God within, outside of existence
The greatest love is gratitude to God
The mind of God; if there are no senses there is no universe
Truth and love, two aspects of God I have realised: God
splits itself to know itself
Two aspects of God: personal God of the religions; impersonal God and the matrix
Use of the word God and concepts of God; religions and
poetry; seeing things straight; the truth detailed for these
times
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by yourself
Side
Date
S2
Dec 96
S2
Sep 98
Pure
S4
S1
S1
S3
S1
S1
S1
May 94
Dec 94
Dec 96
Mar 93
Jan 94
Feb 96
Apr 97
Woman
S1
S2
Jan 94
Jun 99
Negativity/Good
S4
Dec 97
Lord
Barry Long’s teaching
S1
S1
S1
S3
S3
Jun 01
Sep 99
Feb 96
Apr 98
Sep 98
Religions/The matrix
S3
Work
End of world/Electricity
Stars
Agencies
Ideas
lights/Gloria/Sun
Body/Unhappiness
Beauty
Particularising
Truth
Brain/Intelligence
Beauty/Being
Giving
Man
Grace
Woman
Woman
Body
Priests
Inner space
Degeneration/World/Myth/Integrity
Mystery/Love
Job/Decisions
Earth
Love
Universe
Love/Truth
Religions/Poetry/Straightness/Trut
h
S3
S1
S2
S3
S4
S3
S1
S1
S1
S1
S1
S4
S4
S1
S3
S1
S3
S3
S3
S1
S3
S3
S2
S4
S3
S2
Jan 94
Feb 01
Apr 93
Jun 99
Dec 98
Apr 02
Dec 96
Jun 99
Jun 01
Jun 97
Sep 97
Jun 01
Aug 95
May 96
Mar 94
Apr 02
Sep 99
Feb 01
Jun 97
Dec 01
Sep 98
Apr 97
Feb 01
May 96
Dec 97
Jun 02
Jun 97
What is God?
Q: When I die do I become God?
Woman is God in female form. Man is God in male form.
The way to see God in form is to love.
Woman putting children before God: not giving in
to sentimental love
God realisation
Degrees of God realisation
Levels of God realisation
The psyche and the different levels of God realisation
Q: What about God realisation?
Also listed under
Going cold
Going cold; absence
Going into Me (As well as those listed here, there are other
periods of silence called Going into Me throughout the talks)
A place of non existence
A sacred place, I the subject disappears
Acknowledgment
Aligning myself rightly with the id
Be the nothing
Being is the life of every creature on earth (11 mins silence)
Beginning of freedom and liberation being, the will, no need
Blessed relief of not having to be anything
Beyond creating, I am eternal
Coming home
Crossing the point of the triangle, leaving the world of
awareness
Delusion, clarity of intelligence, children going into Me, the
blackness, one with nature
Each has a place guaranteed by the grand order of things
Emptiedness, facing nothing
Enjoying the egoic breath
Feeling of intelligence, sinking without fear
Giving God what God wants: What do you want? What
would I put before all else?
Going into the unknown
Hold on to nothing, let go, into the unknown
I am being, no movement of mind
I am free
Into the black hole, the moment before the big bang
Into this place, abandoning position, this will strengthen you
Into this place of absence
Knowledge of peace, a place of no position
Looking at nothing
Looking into Me, the formless, looking with intelligence and
with feeling
Looking into dark starless inner space, coming home
Looking without and within, where mind gets the power to
see straight, coming home
My place of being
Object and subject disappear, seeing through the speaker
and existence
Place of God (15 mins silence)
Place of nothing, no trying, the radix
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Date
S3
S4
S4
S4
Apr 97
Feb 01
Mar 96
Dec 01
S2
Dec 97
S1
S1
S3
S3
S4
Feb 96
Dec 99
Feb 01
Jun 00
Feb 01
Existence
S4
Sep 00
Absence
S2
Sep 96
S4
Jun 93
Death
Pain/Art
Intelligence/Dirty work/
Transformation
Woman/Man/Love
Woman/Love
Psyche
Gods
Q: Did the gods create existence?
Side
S1
S4
S2
S2
S2
S2
S1
S1
S4
S4
S1
S3
S1
S3
S2
S1
S2
S1
S3
S1
S2
S1
S2
S1
S4
S2
S1
S4
S3
S1
S3
S3
S3
S3
Jul 93
Apr 95
Jan 93
Feb 94
May 94
Apr 94
Dec 95
Dec 93
Mar 94
Jan 93
May 94
Jan 94
Jan 94
May 95
Mar 94
Jun 93
Jan 94
Jul 93
Apr 93
Sep 94
Jun 93
Sep 94
Dec 93
Jan 93
Jul 93
Apr 95
Jun 93
Dec 93
Feb 94
Mar 93
Dec 94
Mar 93
Dec 95
Mar 94
Place where nothing begins
continued
Reflect on Me, the holy one, the innocent one
Releasing new energy, living the truth
Returning to where I come from
Sink into nothing, intimations of the psychic double,
consciousness and the senses
Six minutes silence
Taking out the world and giving you nothing
The absence of myself, my natural place, a sensational
place
The East, no form, going into silence, gratitude
The point of eternity, bring the two hemispheres together
The vital, where there are no prisoners, love seeks nothing
for itself (11 mins of silence)
There is more good than not good (10 mins of silence)
This is what I love (7 mins silence)
Through the looking glass, the other side of the mirror
To the universal place (5 mins silence)
With eyes open
Good
opposite
Gossip
Gnostic masters
Power of being: the gnostic masters and
martial arts
Grace
Grace
Grace and love
Grace: the will of God
Teenagers practising grace
Q: What is grace?
Grandmother
Q: I can still feel and smell the presence of my grandmother who died, but I don’t understand it
Gratitude
Gratitude for the teaching
What benediction did you receive today? Gratitude
Woman: heavy-heartedness; the deep past in her; woman is
nothing; gratitude for her life
Greed
Western world believes only in greed and material gain
Also listed under
Sacrifice/Broken spirit/Broken
heart/David & Bathsheba
Growing old
Purpose of life and growing old
Dec 94
Dec 94
Apr 94
Mar 93
Mar 94
Apr 94
S3
S4
S2
Jan 93
May 94
Sep 97
S1
S2
S2
S4
S1
S3
S3
Aug 95
Jan 93
Apr 95
May 95
May 95
Dec 95
Dec 93
Apr 93
Aug 95
Apr 95
Negativity/God
S4
Dec 97
Curiosity/Work
S3
Dec 93
Being/Martial arts
S4
Dec 96
Love
God
Teenagers
Woman/Female
S1
S4
S4
S2
S1
S4
Feb 94
Jan 93
Jun 01
Feb 94
Apr 02
May 95
Death
S4
Sep 00
S4
S3
Apr 99
Mar 98
S2
Dec 01
S3
Sep 00
S1
Mar 94
Benediction
Heavy-heartedness/
Past/Woman
Purpose
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Date
S1
S2
S1
S2
S1
S3
S2
S4
S1
Western world/Material gain
Grief
Grief comes from ignorance
Side
S3
Jun 97
Also listed under
Grumpiness
Grumpiness in the morning; love stirring up the past
Guilt
Q: Does one have to feel guilty if the mind takes one into
self indulgence?
Q: What can I do about my guilt regarding the
suffering of my partner’s ex wife and his children?
Q: Where does guilt come from?
Sep 97
S4
May 95
Self indulgence
S2
Dec 97
Anxiety/Brain
Living dead
S1
S1
Dec 94
Dec 94
Astrology/Truth
S3
Jun 01
Unhappiness
Positivity/Joy/Choicelessness
S4
S4
Dec 93
Feb 00
Birthdays/Children
S2
Apr 95
S4
Jun 02
Divine/Will
Letters/Fighting/Teaching
S3
S4
Mar 93
Apr 98
Letters/Therapists/Energy/Patients
S1
Mar 99
Pain/Me
S4
Mar 96
Living the truth/Knowing/Realising
S1
Feb 00
Solar plexus
Wilfulness
S4
S3
S3
S3
Jan 93
May 94
May 94
May 94
Psychic freedom/Psychic stoke
S1
May 05
S2
Dec 99
S1
S3
S4
Apr 94
Apr 94
Apr 94
Suffering/Partner/Ex wife/Children
Guru
Guru: getting rid of the forces of the living dead
Hand reading
Happiness
Happiness or absence of unhappiness
Q:If I learn to be me, will I be happy all the time? Birthdays
and children
Hard lives
Q: It appears that some people have harder lives than others, is this true?
Harmony
teach each other
Healer(s)
them?
Physical pain: the great healer is Me
Hearing
Hearing, knowing, realising and then living the truth
Heart
Broken, organic, human, pure of heart
The two hearts: organic and cosmic
Solar plexus: the cosmic heart
Wilfulness: a contrite heart
Heart attack
Psychic freedom, psychic stroke and heart attack
Heart centre
Q: I find it difficult to come into my heart centre
Heaven(s)
Mind and first heaven
The heavens
The heavens
Mind
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Date
S4
Love/Past
Guardian of the threshold
Turning towards home and facing the
guardian of the threshold
Side
S4
S4
Sep 02
Dec 97
Side
Date
Woman/Past/Gratitude
S3
Jun 97
Church of England
Self/Underworld
S3
S1
Feb 96
Apr 93
Celibacy
S4
Mar 99
Innocence
S1
Jun 02
Life/Vitality
S2
Mar 93
Degradation of woman
S2
Apr 97
Self/Being here/Stone age
S2
Feb 97
Love
S4
S2
S2
Jun 01
Apr 97
Aug 95
Communication
Partnership
Anger
Me/Self/Troublemaker
Truth/Self
S4
S3
S4
S1
S1
S1
Dec 93
Jun 93
Apr 95
Mar 98
Mar 93
Dec 97
Death/Cancer/Fear
S1
S1
Dec 00
Jun 00
Children/Compassion/ Emotion
S4
Apr 95
Beings
S2
S3
Sep 96
Jun 00
Argument/Truth/Mind/Fight
S1
Jun 97
Also listed under
Heavy-heartedness
Woman: heavy-heartedness; the deep past in
her; woman is nothing; gratitude for her life
Hell
Hell and the Church of England
My self, demons of the underworld, facing myself
Hindu religion
Celibacy and the Hindu religion
Holding nothing against anyone
Innocence is to hold nothing against anyone
Holy war
Home
Returning home; new vitality in your life
Homosexual carnival
Homosexual carnival and the degradation
of woman
Homosexual love
Homosexuality
Homosexuality and love
Homosexual boy aged 13
Political correctness: eliminating man and woman; homosexuality
Political correctness
Honesty
Honesty and right communication
Honesty before love
Honesty in partnership
If ever you are angry, you are not being honest
Me, the source of honesty; my self, the troublemaker
Truth begins with honesty: are you honest in love or are you
indulging yourself?
Hope
Hope comes from having a future
Four men in the teaching with cancer: facing
death, the end of hope, dying without fear
Humanity
Facing emotion in young children; compassion
and serving humanity
Human beings
Human beings have to evolve into beings
What it is like to be a human being here on earth
Human condition
human condition
Human condition and state of love
The human condition: seeking a cure, giving it up; getting
the power to overcome the human condition; giving up useless chat
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State of love
Useless chat
S1
S2
S1
Sep 01
Sep 97
Jun 97
Side
Date
S2
Jun 97
S3
S1
Jun 99
Sep 01
Animals/Loss
S2
Dec 95
Laughter
S4
May 95
Man/Woman/Menopause
S2
Jun 01
Truth/ Self/Spoiler
S1
S1
Apr 99
Apr 99
Son
S3
Apr 02
S3
May 94
God
Love/Concepts/Truth
S4
S1
Dec 98
Dec 97
Killing/Mourn
S1
Mar 96
Disturbance/Business
New teaching/Death
S2
S1
S1
Feb 00
Mar 99
Dec 95
Advaita
Confusion
S2
S2
Sep 00
Apr 95
Consciousness/Pain
S3
Mar 99
Now/Angels
Romance
Food/Woman/Love/Letters/Dissolvi
ng/Sexual wanting
S3
S2
S3
Dec 96
Dec 00
Sep 02
S1
S1
Mar 99
Mar 96
Also listed under
Human existence
Walking from left to right: the symbol of human existence
Human nature
Human nature keeps going into what hurts
Humans
Humour
Reason for humour and laughter
Hysterectomy
Q: How can a man help a woman through menopause and
hysterectomy?
I
I am the truth and the false self is the spoiler
The real I and the false I
Ice cream
My son and ice cream
I don’t tell people what to do
Walking
Bigger picture/Civilisation/Religion/
Service
Id
Encountering the id
Ideas
Giving up to God my ideas of who I am
Ignorance
Dunblane killing of schoolchildren: looking deepe than the
events; to mourn is human ignorance
Reincarnation and recurrence; ignorance and
the great intelligence; to die innocent
Illness
Do not fight illness
New teaching: I am doing well; illness, physical death,
studying
Illusion
Advaita and illusion
Breaking up old illusion and confusion
Immortality
immortal
Imagination
Imagination and romance
imagination; sexual
Immortality
Spiritual realisations: being is the source of realisations; the
realisation of immortality takes all fear away
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Recurrence/Death/Reincarnation/
Intelligence/Innocence
Spiritual realisations
S2
S4
Apr 02
Apr 02
Also listed under
Immunisation
Q: Immunisation for children
In action
Sep 02
S2
Dec 95
S4
Apr 98
S2
Sep 97
Enlightenment
Letters/Surrender
S1
S4
Feb 97
Apr 98
Envy/Jealousy/Living a lie
S3
Sep 99
Giving/The sad story
Self/Selfishness/
Isolation/Love
S2
S3
Dec 93
Apr 97
Computers/Force
S3
Feb 94
S4
S4
Jun 98
Jun 98
S4
Sep 01
S3
Apr 95
Holding nothing against anyone
Recurrence/Death/Ignorance/Intelli
gence/Reincarnation
S1
S4
Jun 02
Apr 02
Anger
Practicality
S3
S2
Jan 94
Mar 98
Realisations
S3
May 95
Indispensable people
The cemetery is filled with indispensable people
Independence
Enlightenment: independence has to be given up
Letter from man: How can I surrender my independence?
Indifference
Indulgence
Indulgence and the selfishness of living in
isolation; overcoming self to give love
Information
Injury
Q: I am having a lot of difficulty coming to terms with a car
crash injury
Experience of chronic injury
Inner guidance
Q: What about my inner guidance?
Inner perception
Inner perception: washing machine inside
Inner space
Q: I have a fear of inner space
Q: If inner space isn’t God, what is?
Inner space: the mirror
The king of inner space
Q: What is the effect on inner space of having a loved one?
Innocence
Innocence is to hold nothing against anyone
Reincarnation and recurrence; ignorance and
the great intelligence; to die innocent
Insecurity
Anger and insecurity
Q: I would like to be free of insecurity – what can I do practically to overcome that?
Woman and insecurity
Woman: demand and insecurity
Insights
Realisations in man and insights in woman
Islamic artistry
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Date
S2
Service/Dilemma
Incredible things
One of those incredible things
Side
Washing machine
Fear
God
Mirror
Woman
Woman/Demand
S3
S4
S3
S3
S3
S4
S3
S2
S2
Feb 01
Feb 01
Feb 01
Jun 01
Feb 01
Feb 01
May 95
Jan 93
Dec 01
Islamic religion
The Islamic religion, the interpretation of the mullahs and
martyrdom
Side
Mullahs/Martyrdom
S1
Dec 01
S3
Jun 93
Ego
Consciousness/Awareness
S3
S1
Mar 98
Sep 00
Animals
Instinctual love/Consideration
S1
S2
Feb 01
Feb 01
Instinctual intelligence/
Consideration
S2
Feb 01
Degeneration/God/Myth/World
S3
Jun 97
Divine/Mind
Will/Giving
S2
S3
S4
Mar 93
Mar 93
Apr 94
Consciousness
Consciousness/Sleep
S2
S1
Sep 02
Feb 97
Me
Self
Me
Brain
S1
S3
S3
S1
S3
S1
S3
S3
S1
S2
S4
May 96
Sep 96
Sep 96
Jun 01
Dec 01
Dec 93
May 96
Jun 01
Sep 94
Sep 02
Apr 02
Insomnia
Insomnia, facing what I have learned in relationships
Instinct
Ego and instinct
Instinctual intelligence and the animals
Q: Is instinctual intelligence linked to genetics?
Instinctual love
Integrity
In the light of the degeneration in the world, isn’tGod in
God
Intellect
Pure intellect
Intelligence(Intelligent)
Q: Are intelligence and consciousness entirely separate?
Ego and intelligence
Q: How can you be intelligent and still be in the working
world?
I am the intelligence, Me is the substance
Intelligence and the reconstituting self
Intelligence and union with Me
Intelligence behind the brain
Intelligence is seeing the fact
Intelligence: no feelings, looking out of your skin
Intelligence: seeing, knowing and realising
Intuition and egoic intelligence
Q: Is intelligence intuition?
The intelligence in the blade of grass
What intelligence is; wanting and action
What you really are is intelligence. It will give you what you
focus on
Interaction
Interaction without merging the sexes
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Date
Also listed under
Genetics
Consciousness/Sensation
Ego
Brain/God
World
Flesh/Matter
Seeing/Knowing/Realising
Intuition
Intuition
Recurrence/Death/Ignorance/Innoc
ence/Reincarnation
S4
S1
S1
S1
S2
What you really are
S3
S2
S1
Interaction
S3
Transformation/God/Dirty work
S4
Feb 01
Dec 98
Apr 94
Dec 94
Sep 02
Sep 01
May 95
Dec 00
Dec 01
May 95
Interest
Internet
The Internet and seduction by this intermediate world
Interpretation
Sensation and interpretation
Intimacy
Q: I have closed off to man; how do I start to be intimate
with him?
Intimacy and giving everything in partnership
Q: Without feelings what about intimacy?
Side
Belief/Knowledge
S2
Aug 95
S1
May 95
Sensation
Sivananda student/
Celibacy/Desire/Senses/Wanting
S1
S3
Sep 96
Mar 99
Closing off
S4
Sep 97
Intelligence
Sensation
Intelligence
Woman
S1
S3
S2
S3
Sep 94
Aug 95
Sep 02
Mar 98
Love
S4
Aug 95
Evolution
S4
Feb 01
Partner/Teacher
S4
Mar 99
Self/Selfishness/
Indulgence/Love
S3
Apr 97
S1
Apr 02
S4
S4
S4
S2
Dec 95
Dec 95
Feb 96
Dec 95
Krishnamurti/Teachers
S3
Sep 01
Love
S1
Jan 93
Envy/Indifference/Living a lie
S4
S4
S3
May 94
Apr 94
Sep 99
Partnership
Feelings
Intuition
Intuition of egoic intelligence
Intuition comes from sensation
Q: Is intelligence intuition?
Woman’s intuition
Invalids
Q: Man/Woman love: what about invalids and people who
can’t make love?
Involution
Evolution and involution
Irritation
Q: I get irritated with my partner; she has been to another
teacher and I’ve been to several teachers
Q: I’m confused whether the partnership process
is rightly bringing up emotion to be faced, or whether
I’m with the wrong partner. If I love him why do I
get irritated about small things?
Isolation
Indulgence and the selfishness of living in isolation; overcoming self to give love
Israel
Q: Question from man living in Israel: What should I do?
It
Declaring ‘I love it’
Love of it is the same in everybody
You are here because you love ‘it’
You love it
Partnership/Emotion
Love
Ivan
Ivan and Krishnamurti, my wonderful teachers
Jade
Jade speaks to woman on position and place of love in
dealing with man
Jealousy
Fact and truth of jealousy
Jealousy: the fundamental difficulty in lovebetween man and
woman. Envy. Indifference.Living a lie
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Date
Also listed under
S3
S2
S3
Jun 93
Dec 95
Dec 98
Jesus
Christ and Jesus. Do not particularise: there is only God
Q: What is the difference between Jesus
and Christ?
Also listed under
Joy
Finding joy of young girl after 55 year destructive relationship
Q: I’ve been joyous in love, but now I’m getting
more and more unhappy
Joy is always now
No joy, no sorrow. What is beyond joy and sorrow?
Journey
Q: How do I know what to say and what to live? Do you go
on this journey alone or do you include someone else?
Judge(ment)
Q: Can you tell me what judgement is? Be true to the situation, don’t judge it
Q: Is there any difference between judgement and observation?
Judgement
Judgement and looking in the mirror
Negativity and self judgement
No more negativity; no more judgement
No more negativity: giving up self judgement
Self judgement
Two keys to being responsible; first key: I must not
judge myself; the can of worms
Sep 99
S4
Apr 02
God/Decisions
S3
Apr 97
Girl
S4
Aug 95
Love/Unhappiness
S4
Sorrow
S1
S1
Mar 99
Living it
S2
Dec 01
S3
Mar 96
S4
S1
S4
S1
S2
S4
S1
S2
S1
Apr 94
Dec 96
Apr 97
May 96
Feb 96
Dec 97
May 96
Sep 97
Jul 93
Master
Positivity/Happiness/
Choicelessness
Observation
Mirror
ETI/Suicide
Negativity
Negativity
Negativity
Self doubt/Doubt
Key/Responsible
Justice
Karma
Changing karma: bullets to raindrops
Each of us has to live a part of the past of the human race;
by being with the master consciousness you eliminate
karma
Q: If I don’t acknowledge or act on a thought, does it still
create karma?
Karma and the trick of Maya; acceptingmy life as it is
Karma can be modified. The cause of all wars is man’s sexual frustration
Karma, the past repeating itself
Lord of karma
Predestination and karma
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Date
S2
Christianity/Attachment/The
Gospels/Mary Magdelene
Christ/God
Christ
Jewish quotations
Job
Man changing jobs; stop making decisions; bring God into
your life
My job as a living master
Side
S4
S3
S3
S4
S2
Sep 99
Sep 99
Feb 01
Feb 00
Mar 93
Dec 01
Feb 96
S4
Dec 94
S4
S2
S3
Dec 94
Mar 96
Sep 96
Feb 96
Thought
S4
Sep 01
Predestination
S2
S4
S4
Sep 99
Dec 94
Feb 94
Children/Murder
Suicide/Death
Maya/Life
War(s)/Sexual frustration
S3
S3
Jun 97
Feb 97
Key
Second key: I must do what I know to be right
Two keys to being responsible; first key: I must not
judge myself; the can of worms
Killing
Dunblane killing of schoolchildren: looking deeper than the
Thou shalt not kill
King Arthur and Merlin
Conversation between King Arthur and Merlin
from ‘Camelot’ about how to handle a woman
Knowing
Hearing, knowing, realising and then living
the truth
No human brain, no knowing
The world is based on knowing, and the
truth brings knowledge
Also listed under
Side
Date
Judge/Responsible
S2
S1
Jul 93
Jul 93
Ignorance/Mourn
S1
Mar 96
‘Camelot’/Woman
S1
Dec 99
Living the truth/Hearing/Realising
S1
Feb 00
Truth/Knowledge
S1
Dec 01
Seeing/Intelligence/Realising
Brain
Knowing what you don’t want
You can’t make a decision to be enlightened: you must
know what you don’t want
Knowledge
Q: Does knowledge come before realisation?
Feelings, the feeling and knowledge
Q: I always thought feeling was something good and could
be trusted? Direct knowledge and interpretation
Knowledge
Surrender and knowledge
The world is based on knowing, and the truth brings knowledge
Krishnamurti
Lady and gentleman
The meaning of lady and gentleman
Learning
Q: cont’d: Isn’t there a lot I need to work through and learn
about myself?
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Jun 01
Dec 94
S4
S4
Realisation
Feelings
Feeling
S4
S4
S4
Surrender
Truth/Knowing
S2
S3
S4
S1
Jun 99
Sep 94
Sep 96
Ivan/Teachers
S3
Sep 01
S4
Sep 00
S1
Dec 95
Humour
Crying
September 11 2001
S2
S4
S2
S1
Aug 95
May 95
Dec 98
Sep 01
Working through
S4
Jun 98
S4
Feb 01
S2
S2
Mar 94
Apr 93
Belief/Interest
Leela
Leela, the divine game
Letters
A foolish letter: discarnate entities
Answering letters from two women (see ‘To Woman In Love’
pp 87-93): woman is love and is responsible for love;
S3
S4
Apr 95
Enlightenment
Last night’s movie
Don’t think about last night’s movie
Laughter
Man laughing for no reason
Reason for humour and laughter
Q: When I have a good laugh or cry I feel better
Q: Why did I laugh when I saw it on TV?
S3
Entities
Love/Woman
Apr 93
May 96
Aug 95
Feb 94
Jan 93
Dec 01
woman cannot teach man; woman has to be mastered by
man (who knows what he’s doing); woman must be in command of love
Barry answers a letter: anyone taking marijuana will have
trouble stilling the mind and getting their life in order
Letter: I used to think as a child that everything was static
Letter about the division of the person
teach each other
Letter about letting go
them?
Letter from woman: men confusing sexual attraction with
love
imagination; sexual wanting; dissolving the image of food
Letter: My life is right, but what do I do now?
Letter to Barry: when you are no longer in your body…will
you still be my master?
Letter to Barry questioning ‘that love is only found through
true love between man and woman
Letter to Barry: I trust
Letters about massage; the truth of massage
Letting go
Letter about letting go
Letting go of prisoners
Q: As I let go of my prisoners will my experience of the
matrix change?
Life/Lives
Accepting my life as it is
Q: Are there other lives
Be life: stop being spiritual
Being in a wheelchair: accepting life as it is
Circumstances of my life
Climacterics of life
Dishonest to life
I cannot compare my life with another
Enjoying my life and knowing the purpose of life
Karma and the trick of Maya; accepting my life as it is
Q: Life constantly gives me situations to show me where
I’m not free
Life here and after death
Life is simple, if only you don’t look back
Life is an enormous pressure
My place is my life
One life: previous life and origins of life on earth
Purpose of love and purpose of life: man, woman, new and
longstanding partnerships, being alone
Sensation and interpretation of life through feeling
Sensational life and feeling life
Situation of life on earth
The life you are living is absolutely right; getting rid of negativity
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Side
Date
Marijuana
S2
Mar 96
Letting go
Independence/Surrender
Healers/Therapists/Energy/Patient
s
S4
S4
S1
Apr 98
Apr 98
Mar 99
Static
Letters
Harmony/Fighting/Teaching
S3
S2
S4
Jun 99
Aug 95
Apr 98
Sexual attraction
S3
Apr 98
Getting your life right
Master
S1
S2
Mar 99
Feb 96
Massage
S1
S4
Mar 96
Mar 96
Letters
S4
Apr 98
The Matrix
S4
Jun 02
Acceptance
S2
S4
S4
S3
S1
S3
S1
S2
S2
S4
S2
S3
S4
Dec 94
Jul 93
Sep 01
Aug 95
May 94
Sep 94
Sep 96
Dec 94
Jan 93
Jul 93
Aug 95
Jun 97
Dec 01
S2
S3
S1
Jan 93
Jan 93
Dec 96
Food/Woman/Love/Imagination/Dis
solving/Sexual wanting
Love
Spirituality
Wheelchair
Body/Cancer
Compare
Person/Freedom
Maya/Karma
Freedom
Death
Death/Mortality
Place
Partnership/Alone/Love/Man/Wom
an
Home/Vitality
Situation
Negativity
S3
S1
S1
S1
S1
S1
S2
S1
S4
S4
S3
Sep 02
Sep 97
Dec 94
Feb 96
Feb 00
Sep 01
Mar 93
Aug 95
Apr 95
Jan 93
Sep 96
Also listed under
The value of your life
Q: What can I do to get back to life?
What is life?
process
Your life, your task
Apr 02
Sep 01
Feb 00
Apr 95
S2
Feb 00
Vital body/Dead body/
Excitement/Passion
S1
Dec 98
Community
S4
May 96
Feelings
S3
Apr 95
Teachers
S4
Feb 00
S2
Feb 00
Death
Attachment
S2
S1
May 96
Sep 01
Envy/Indifference/Jealousy
S3
Sep 99
Guru
S1
S1
S3
S4
Dec
Dec
Dec
Dec
Difficulties/Problems
S1
Jun 98
S1
Jun 01
S2
S3
Dec 01
Dec 95
S4
S1
S1
S1
Dec 97
Sep 98
Feb 00
Sep 98
S2
Dec 01
S3
Apr 95
Life and death
The great cyclic movement of life and death
Like minded people
Q: I find it beautiful to be with like minded people in a community
Likes and dislikes
Interpretation of feelings, likes and dislikes
Lineage
Q: Are you in a lineage of spiritual teachers?
Listening
Q: How do I listen with my whole body?
Living
Cyclic flow of death into living and living into death
Q: What is the process of losing my attachment
to living?
Living a lie
Living dead
Guru: getting rid of the forces of the living dead
Land of the living dead
You are the gatekeeper: allowing in the living dead
(continued)
Gatekeeper
Living in harmony
problems
Living in your senses
Living it
Q: How do I know what to say and what to live? Do you go
on this journey alone or do you include someone else?
Take one thing with you and live it
Living the truth
Concepts and living what you know to be the truth
Don’t make a dogma: live the truth
You are not living the truth if you weep
Lonely(Loneliness)
Alone and lonely, interpretation of feelings
Journey
Concepts
Dogma
Hearing/Knowing/Realising
Weeping
Living what you say
Do you live what you say?
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Date
S1
S2
S1
S1
Fear/Dread
Life body
Vital body or life body; seeing a dead body; excitement and
passion
Side
Alone
S4
Apr 94
94
94
94
94
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Q: What can I do about loneliness?
Longing
Longing to walk with woman: longing requires action
Single woman: she must accept her life as it is now; longing
will push away what she wants
To be content; longing; thy will be done
Looking
Decisions and looking eg building a house
Looking and thinking; designing, refining ideas by looking
Looking into Me with intelligence
Looking and thinking
Taking action, looking and thinking
Thinking and looking
Q: When you gaze around looking at people, what are you
doing?
Lord
A vision I had 35 years ago and its implications for us: It is
the Lord!
Realising the Lord
The difference between the Lord and God
Losing
Winning and losing
Loss
Q: I have just lost someone who I loved
Love
A gift of love
A gift of love: it may not continue
Q: A man declared his love for me and then
withdrew it; what should I do?
Answering letters from two women (see ‘To Women In Love’
woman cannot teach man; woman has to be mastered by
Addresses young girls 10 – 12 years: the nature of woman
Being open to love: man is the means of woman realising
love
Being together in love and merging in the flesh
Q: Can you speak more on human love being
warm and conscious love being cold and sharp
as a razor?
Dishonesty in love, man loving more than
one woman
Degradation of love: the word ‘fucking’. The art
of love.
Q: Does a man reduce the love between
the woman and the child?
Experience is supposed to teach you about love:
to demonstrate what you do not want
Explanation to nine year old child: subject
and object, reflection of my love
Q: From an 11 year old girl: Why is love misused?
Grace and love
70
Side
Date
S2
Apr 02
Action
Single woman
S4
S2
Aug 95
Jun 97
Decisions
Thinking
Me
Thinking
Taking action/Thinking
Thinking
Gazing
S4
S3
S1
S1
S1
S3
S4
Apr 97
Dec 95
Feb 94
Feb 00
Jun 98
Jan 94
Dec 98
Vision
S3
God
S1
S3
Apr 98
Winning
S2
Mar 93
Animals/Humans
S4
S2
Dec 00
Dec 95
S3
S4
S4
Dec 96
Dec 96
Dec 98
S3
Jan 93
S2
Feb 97
Content
Letters/Woman
Woman/Girls
Noble man/Art
Flesh
S4
S2
S1
S1
S4
Mar 98
Jun 99
Apr 98
Apr 93
Apr 97
Feb 97
Jun 00
Dishonesty
S4
Jan 93
Woman and child
S4
Jun 01
Degradation of love/Fucking
What you do notwant/Experience
Child/Subject/Object
Goals/Purpose
Grace
S2
S1
S3
S4
S3
S4
Dec 97
Dec 97
Sep 94
Jan 94
Feb 94
Jan 93
Have I loved enough to say goodbye?
Homosexuality and love
being a wimp?
Q: How do I attract this love?
How to stop attachment in love
How you know when he or she loves you
Q: I find it hard to break out of my beliefs and express love
in my marriage
Q: I am finding it difficult to be open in love, to receive
Q: I’ve been joyous in love, but now I’m getting
more and more unhappy
Q: I don’t know what it is to be loved by man. Woman must
be in command of love, you must make man be responsible
and take you on
Q: I don’t seem to be going as deep as I want
to go into love; familiarity
I will always be bringing more love into this world
Impersonal and divine love
Q: Is it right that you can only really live love if you are
already living in a state of total freedom?
Q: Is there anything that women need to learn to be able to
love a man?
Interaction of love between man and woman
Intermediate world and virtual reality; the young are more
and more unable to love
Q: Is love an emotion?
Jade speaks to woman on position and place of love in
dealing with man
Just love him
imagination; sexual
Letter to Barry questioning ‘that love is only found through
true love between man and woman
Love is the only reality in existence
Love is acknowledgment
Love is an emanation of self-knowledge
Love communicates it’s alright
Love and lust
Love and sexual excitement
Love within reflected without
Love and attachment
Love of it is the same in everybody
Love of previous partner: nothing is guaranteedin love
Love has purpose
Love is cold to the world because emotion is warm
Love or comfort
Man’s responsibility for what he has done in the world and
his failure to love woman
Q: Man/Woman love: what about invalids and people who
can’t make love?
Moody one wants to be loved
Mystical love and the speaker
Pain of human love
Physical love and virtue: noble man, the ground and field of
love
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Date
S4
S4
S4
Sep 97
Aug 95
Feb 97
Belief(s)/Marriage
S3
S4
S4
S3
S2
May 94
Dec 97
Sep 98
Dec 93
Dec 01
Joy/Unhappiness
S4
S4
Familiarity
S3
Mar 98
S2
Dec 99
Grumpiness/Past
Saying goodbye
Baby/Study(ing)
Homosexuality
Giving up/Wimp
Truth/Communication/Child(ren)
Attachment
Self/Selfishness/Isolation/Indulgen
ce
Woman in command of love/Man’s
responsibility
S4
S4
S3
S4
Freedom
S4
S4
S4
Reality/World
S3
S2
Woman
Emotion
Jade
Food/Woman/Letters/Imagination/
Dissolving/Sexual wanting
Letters
Mystery/God
Reality
Acknowledgment
Self knowledge
Lust
Sexual excitement
Attachment
It
Partner
Emotion
Comfort
Man’s responsibility/World
Invalids
Mood(y)
Noble man/Virtue
S2
S1
S2
S3
Jun 01
Apr 98
Apr 97
Jun 00
Mar 99
Feb 97
May 95
Aug 95
Jun 98
May 95
May 95
Feb 96
Jan 93
Sep 00
Sep 02
S1
Sep 97
S4
Aug 95
S1
S2
S1
S2
S1
S4
S4
S2
S3
S4
S4
S3
S3
S1
S4
S1
S3
S4
S4
Dec 01
Dec 97
Feb 01
Apr 02
Dec 94
May 94
May 94
Dec 93
Dec 93
Dec 95
Dec 96
May 96
Sep 99
Feb 94
Jun 97
Apr 93
Dec 93
Aug 95
Apr 93
Q: Recently I could not open up to love a man
Sex is the pursuit of love
Substituting food for love
The great art: love brings all to life
Q: The difference between love and attachment: attachment
to food, to partner and to sex
The greatest love is gratitude to God
The two transcendental principles of love and truth
Website, woman and love
Q: What about the wanting and yearning for true love?
What is getting in the way of love?
What you want first is an honest love
Q: When I have a sense of love, my curiosity stops, does
that make me stupid?
Q: When is it right to share physical love?
Q: What is the difference between romantic love and falling
in love?
Where there is not enough love I turn to sex; where is sex
demonstrated in your life
Where is love in existence?
Woman is God in female form. Man is God
in male form. The way to see God in form is to love.
Woman losing the old experience of love
You have to die for love
Also listed under
Partnership/Alone/Life/Man/Woma
n
Attachment/Experience/Broken
heart
Sex
Food
Body/Thee
Truth/Concepts/Ideas
Art
Attachment
God
Transcendental/Truth
Truth/God
Lover
Do you want to argue with your lover?
Lovemaking
Going out of existence in lovemaking. Lovemaking leads to
truth and truth leads to love
now
Looking for experience in lovemaking
Q: Lovemaking without orgasm
Q: Restlessness in man and stillness in lovemaking
Verbal communication need to match physical lovemaking
What is it that instigates the lovemaking act? Man’s
biological urge to make love
Lust
Love and lust
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S2
S4
S1
Dec 00
Jan 94
Dec 97
S2
S3
S1
S2
S2
S2
S1
S3
Curiosity
Sex
S2
Existence
God/Man/Woman
Woman
God/Woman
Attachment/Fear
Date
S1
S2
S4
S3
S4
S4
Woman/Website
Wanting/Yearning
Love at 82 years old
Being true to your feelings; love is not a feeling
Love is not a feeling; nothing arising
Side
S4
S2
S1
S2
S2
S1
S3
S4
S1
Dec 99
Jun 97
Dec 97
Apr 97
Feb 97
Feb 01
Jun 98
Dec 97
Sep 00
Sep 02
Dec 93
Feb 97
Feb 01
May 94
May 96
Jul 93
Dec 99
Dec 97
Jun 93
Jul 93
Dec 93
Feb 97
Feb 97
Feelings
Nothing arising
S1
S1
S4
Self/Practical/Alcoholics/Drugs
Arguement
S3
S2
Mar 98
Dec 98
Truth
S4
Mar 98
Experience
Orgasm
Excitement/Pleasure
Stillness/Restlessness
Communication
Biological urge
S2
S4
S3
S4
S4
S3
Jun 93
Sep 98
Dec 97
Mar 98
Apr 93
Jun 93
Love
S4
May 94
Excitement/Thought/Past/Sexuality
/Now
S3
Aug 95
Apr 95
Sep 97
Dec 97
Also listed under
Magic
Visualisation, magical and magic
Making love
Q: After we make love I want to get up and dig holes and
she wants me to stay in bed until 12 o’clock. You have to
die to your self
Q: Do you say that man should never ejaculate when making love?
Q: How can I go deeper in making love without cutting off
out of fear?
Q: I have recently had a body and have no urge to make
love
to have the inclination to make love during ovulation?
Maturity of woman
of ovulation
Making love morning, noon and night. Woman is the mystery and man is the means
Prostate cancer: don’t be afraid, look at the quality of life,
making love
Purpose of making love
Q: Resistance to making love
make love
Q: What is the difference between making
love and sex?
Q: Why does my body shut down during
making love?
S2
Feb 94
Self
S3
Feb 97
Ejaculation
S4
Feb 00
Baby
S2
Sep 02
Fear
Woman/Children/Ovulation
S4
S4
Mar 98
Mar 99
Ovulation/Desire
S3
Mar 99
Mystery
S4
Mar 98
Resistance
Feelings/Sensation
Sensation/Feeling/Boredom
Children/Past/Tummy/Being
S2
S4
S2
S3
S1
May 94
Mar 98
Dec 95
Apr 95
Apr 98
Sex
S4
Mar 99
S3
Sep 99
S3
Jan 94
Place/Woman
Woman/Earth
S4
S1
S3
S4
Jan 94
Jan 93
Sep 97
Feb 00
Celibacy
Woman
Thinking
S2
S3
S3
Sep 00
May 95
Sep 97
Woman
S3
Jan 94
Cancer
Male sexuality
Q: Where does male sexuality come from?
73
Date
Visualisation
Male mid-life crisis
Man
Angry, sexually frustrated man
Are you in your place? Situation of man and woman
age? Could you speak aboutawareness and witnessing?
Celibate man
Difference between man and woman
Every man is looking for a woman; you only think about
what you don’t have
God’s mind, man’s mind
hysterectomy?
Q: Is there a time for woman to cut man our of her life?
Why have anything else when I am complete?
Man alone: seeking company, knowing why
Man and the pursuit of sex
Man complete
Man grafted from the original monkey stock
Man separating from sexual possession
Ordinary man
Side
Sex/Vaginal consciousness/
Awareness/Witnessing
God
Hysterectomy/Menopause/Woman
Company
Sex
Monkeys
Self consciousness/Fear of woman
Sexual possession
Absence/Woman
S1
S4
S4
S2
S1
S4
S4
S2
S4
S4
S2
S1
Feb 97
Apr 99
Jan 94
Jun 01
Jul 93
Jun 97
Sep 94
Jul 93
Jan 94
Dec 97
Dec 94
Mar 94
Vibration and resonance between man and woman
Violence in man
Woman is the prize of existence and man is the
realisation of this prize
Man-hood
Also listed under
Partnership/Alone/Life/Love/Woma
n
Vibration/Woman/Resonance
Violence
God/Woman/Love
Prize of existence/Woman
Side
Date
S1
Dec 96
S4
Sep 98
S3
S2
S2
Jun 98
Mar 96
Dec 97
Mind/Psyche/Belly/Spirit/Self/Eterni
ty/Woman-hood
S3
Apr 98
Psyche
S1
Sep 99
Giving/Emotions
S4
April 93
Sexual jokes
S4
Jun 97
S3
Dec 97
Love/Woman in command of love
S4
Feb 97
Love/World
S4
Jun 97
Manipulation
Control/Children
S4
Dec 95
Mara
Buddha/Sex
S4
Jun 97
Letters
S2
Mar 96
Love/Belief(s)
S2
Dec 01
Being/Gnostic masters
S4
Dec 96
Islamic religion/Mullahs
S1
Dec 01
Christianity/Attachment/The
S2
Sep 99
Mankind
Mankind: what about woman? The archetypal structure of
the psyche
Man and Woman
Man and woman’s virtue: woman mustn’t take on a man
with troubles
Man of love
Pressure on man of love to participate in sexual jokes at
work
Virtue
Man’s realisation of truth
Man’s realisation of truth is tested by woman coming into his
life
Man’s responsibility
and take you on
Mantra
Mantra: God, God, God, love, love, love
Marijuana
Barry answers a letter: anyone taking marijuanawill have
trouble stilling the mind and getting their life in order
Marriage
Q: I find it hard to break our of my beliefs and express love
in my marriage
Martial arts
Power of being: the gnostic masters and martial arts
Martyrdom
martyrdom
Mary Magdalene
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S3
S1
Jun 98
Mar 99
Mar 99
Also listed under
Gospels/Jesus
Massage
Letters about massage; the truth of massage
Masturbation
Masturbation and woman
Authority of master consciousness: the loving father
Being with the master consciousness: darshan
Therapists and master consciousness: when you are with
Me you are ready to be a being; that does not require any
therapy
Master(s)
A master who doesn’t teach
Letter to Barry: when you are no longer in your body…will
you still be my master?
My job as a living master
Shopping around with masters: stay with one master
Masters: ‘Never Born – Never Died’ video
You are provided with the master who fits your level of consciousness
Material gain
Matter
Mature people
Mature people and those without a partner
Maya
Karma and the trick of Maya; accepting my life as it is
M.E.
Q: My sister has been ill for some years with M.E.
Me
Q: Can you have thoughts when being in Me?
Come unto ME
Explanation of Me
Going into Me (listed under ‘G’)
How do I get back to Me from thinking and feeling
Human mind and divine mind: sense of senses, only one
Me
I am the intelligence, Me is the substance
I trust Me inside
Intelligence and union with Me
Keeping in touch with Me
Looking into Me with intelligence
My self uniting with Me
Me, myself
Myself and Me in harmony
Nature of Me is to give
Self’s way and the way of Me
The source of honesty; my self, the troublemaker
The tenderest, sweetest place
Two problems all over the world: cause and effect mind;
leaving Me
Date
Letters
S4
Mar 96
Woman
S1
Jan 94
Father
Darshan
Therapists
S2
S1
S3
Apr 95
May 96
Mar 96
Teaching
S1
Consciousness
S2
S3
S1
S3
S4
S4
Sep 98
Western world/Material gain
S2
Dec 01
Flesh/Intelligence
S3
May 96
Partner
S4
Jun 98
Karma/Life
S3
Jun 97
S4
Dec 99
S4
S4
S1
May 95
Jan 93
Dec 93
S1
S4
S3
S2
S1
S1
S3
S4
S2
S4
S4
S1
S2
S1
May 96
Mar 96
Sep 96
May 95
Feb 94
Mar 93
Dec 94
Dec 94
Jun 93
Mar 96
Apr 94
Mar 93
Dec 93
Dec 93
Letters
Job
Names/Attachment
Mind/Sense(s)
Intelligence
Trust
Intelligence
Looking
Self
Myself
Myself
Pain/Healer(s)
Self
Honesty/Self/Troublemaker
Mind/Problems
75
Side
S2
S2
Feb 96
Feb 01
Dec 99
Jan 93
Jan 93
Jun 00
Apr 95
Mar 93
Also listed under
Apr 93
Dec 93
Feb 94
S4
S4
S3
S2
S1
Dec 01
Jan 94
Jul 93
Feb 00
Jun 02
Past/Child/Senility
S3
S3
S2
Jul 93
May 94
Apr 98
Hysterectomy/Man/Woman
S1
S1
S2
S2
Apr 94
Sep 94
Sep 99
Jun 01
Alien visitation
Fighter pilots/Woman
S1
S2
Jun 01
Sep 99
Cause and effect
S3
S2
S3
S2
Feb 94
Sep 94
Mar 93
Mar 93
S1
S3
S1
Apr 94
Apr 97
Jun 97
Medical science
Meditation
Q: Can you give your views on vipassana meditation?
Meditation is only a stage, not the end
Meditation; relative intelligence; haveyou released all your
prisoners?
The purpose of meditation
Memory
Emotional memory
False memories
World wide shortage of memory: computers
Q: How can a man help a woman through
menopause and hysterectomy?
The truth of menopause
Menstruation
menstruate?
Not identifying with the emotions of menstruation
Mind
Cause and effect mind
Chattering mind
me
Keeping the mind still when engaged in action and when sitting in stillness
Mind and first heaven
Stillness and the reaction of the mind
human condition
Q: How do you reach stillness when the mind has doubt
and fear?
The still mind and Eastern teachers
Two problems all over the world: cause and effect mind ;
leaving Me
Using the mind to observe the sensation; the mind goes still
and the sensation disappears
Miracles
Mirror
Inner space: the mirror
Judgement and looking in the mirror
The mirror of supreme being
S2
Vipassana meditation
Being/Consciousness
Absence/Being
Relative intelligence/Releasing
your prisoners
Computers
Menopause
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Missing out
What about me? Missing out
Who, where and what is Me?
Q: Who is looking into Me?
Side
Divine/Intellect
Me/Sense(s)
Stillness/Action
Heaven
Stillness
Argument/Truth/Fight/Human condition
Stillness
Eastern teachers
Me/Problems
Sensation
Self/Psyche/Belly/Spirit/Man-hood/
Eternity/Woman-hood
S1
S3
S3
S2
S4
S4
S1
S1
S3
S3
Sep 97
May 96
Jul 93
Dec 99
Jun 01
Mar 96
Feb 01
Apr 95
Dec 93
Apr 98
Apr 98
Glamour/Psychic/Occult
S1
S4
Mar 99
Jul 93
Inner space
Judgement
Supreme being
S3
S1
S3
Jun 01
Dec 96
Feb 01
Also listed under
Missing out
What about me? Missing out
Models
Models and concepts
Molestation
Q: How can I help my daughter who says she has been
molested by my ex-husband?
Jun 01
Me
S1
Apr 93
Concepts
S4
Dec 97
Daughter
S4
Dec 97
S4
S3
Jan 94
May 96
Exercise/Spiritual life
S2
Sep 96
Self
Love
S4
S1
Jan 93
Apr 93
Earth
S4
S4
Apr 94
Apr 94
S4
Apr 95
Death
S4
Jun 02
Death/Life
S1
Sep 01
State
S2
Apr 02
Communion
S4
May 95
Father/Relationships
S4
Dec 98
Forget(ting)/Death
Saying goodbye/Death
S3
S4
May 96
Dec 95
Monogamy
Monkeys
Man grafted from the original monkey stock
What monkeys look like to each other
Man
Monks
Mood(y)
Get rid of self and mood
Moody one wants to be loved
Moon
Beyond the moon
Space between earth and moon
Moral dilemmas
Moral dilemmas: knowing what you are doing
Morphine
Q: Have you anything to say about morphine when you are
dying?
Mortality
Mortgage
Q: How can I stay in this state? I have a problem with my
mortgage
Most high
Communion with the most high, not asking for anything
Mother
relationships?
Saying goodbye to parents; death of mother, writing and visiting
Mourn
Dunblane killing of schoolchildren: looking deeper than the
Mullahs
martyrdom
77
Date
S3
Spiritual life
The spiritual life: cleaning the mirror of
clutter and clamour
Side
Single mother/Family life
S2
S2
S2
Jul 93
Jul 93
Dec 98
Ignorance/Killing
S1
Mar 96
Islamic religion/Martyrdom
S1
Dec 01
Murder
Also listed under
Mystery
Making love morning, noon and night. Woman is the mystery and man is the means. Acknowledge what you love
and don’t particularise it
Mystic cross
Self being refined and reduced
Myth
God
Truth is in myth, not in scientific theory
Name(s)
Changing your name
Naming
Whatever you start naming, you get
Nature
Divine nature comes through your nature
Q: nature or nurture?
Natural
Nazi
An honest Nazi
Need
I must give what I need
Negation
Negativity
Each has a load of negativity to transform
opposite
Negativity: not giving
Negativity and self judgement
No more negativity; no more judgement
No more negativity: giving up self judgement
The life you are living is absolutely right; getting
rid of negativity
New teaching
New teaching: I am doing well; illness, physical
78
Date
S2
S2
Mar 96
Dec 95
S4
Dec 94
Friends/Partner
S4
Sep 02
Love/God
Making love
S1
S4
Dec 01
Mar 98
Self
S2
Jun 93
Degeneration/God/World/Integrity
S3
Jun 97
Truth/Scientific theory
S4
Jun 97
Attachment/Master
S2
S3
Feb 97
Jan 93
S2
Dec 00
Divine
Nurture
S3
S1
Feb 97
Aug 95
/Normal/Elimination of
female gender
S3
Sep 97
S1
Feb 94
Giving
S4
Mar 93
God/Good
S3
S4
May 95
Dec 97
Life
S3
Sep 96
Karma/Children
Girl/Feelings
My transcendental realisation
Myself
Q: I made friends with myself and now it doesn’t matter to
me what my partner does
Me, myself
Myself and Me in harmony
Side
Me
Me
Giving
Judgement
Judgement
Judgement
Illness/Death
S3
S4
S4
S4
S1
S2
S4
S1
Dec 94
Dec 94
Dec 94
May 94
May 96
Feb 96
Dec 97
Dec 95
Also listed under
death, studying
New time
Q: Can you speak of the new time after
the great wipeout?
Sep 01
S3
Dec 93
S2
Jun 97
S2
May 94
Decisions
S3
Jul 93
Art
S2
Apr 97
Beauty and the beast/Woman
S4
Jun 93
Niceness
Niceness: are you too nice to be straight?
Nightmares
Nightmares: id-entity
Nirvikalpa Samadhi
S1
No choice
Decisions and no choice
Noble man
Art: the nobility of man demonstrated in the picture of a man
about to be executed who is protecting a child
Beauty and the beast: woman, beauty of the earth;
turning the beast into the noble man
Nobility of man: how can man be noble today?
Physical love and virtue: noble man, the ground and field of
love
Love/Art
Love/Virtue
Nobility
Normal
Q: What is it to be normal?
Nothing arising
Fear of nothing; Buddha facing his sexuality and nothing
arising
Love is not a feeling; nothing arising
Nothing arising: when the washing machine stops
Novel
Achievement without thought: how to create a novel
Now
now
Now is not the present: senses, present and presence
Only now is real; to be now is to be in my body
Nudism
Sex and nudism
Nurture
Q: Nature or nurture?
79
S1
S2
S4
Dec 01
Apr 97
Apr 97
Apr 93
S4
Sep 01
Natural/Elimination of
female gender
S3
S3
Dec 96
Sep 97
Buddha/Fear/Sexuality
S3
Jun 93
S2
May 94
Washing machine
Nothing to speak of
Date
S2
September 11 2001/
Wipeout
Newspapers
Reading newspapers
Side
S4
S3
Sep 97
Feb 96
Achievement
S2
Apr 95
Angels/Imagination
Lovemaking/Excitement/Thought/
Past/Sexuality
S3
S3
Dec 96
Dec 97
Presence/Present
Senses
S2
S1
Sep 94
Sep 96
Sex
S4
Apr 99
Nature
S1
Aug 95
Also listed under
Obesity
Obesity and cancer of the body and of humanity
Object
Explanation to nine year old child: subject
and object, reflection of my love
Objectivity
Science, objectivity, subjectivity
Observation
Q: Is there any difference between judgement and observation?
Occult
Older person
To the older person
Older Woman
Older woman with younger man
One pointedness
Opinions
Ordinary man
Mixing in the world: I love my ordinary man
Orgasm
Q: Lovemaking without orgasm
Osho
Q: I am a sannyasin. As far as I understood Osho, his message is basically the same as yours
Other people’s stories
Q: How can I not get involved with other people’s stories?
Out of existence
Ovulation
Maturity of woman
of ovulation
Feb 94
S3
Feb 94
Child/Love/
Subject
S3
Sep 94
Science/Subjectivity
S3
Feb 94
Children/Opinions
S2
Mar 96
Glamour/MiraclesPsychic
S4
Jul 93
S3
May 94
Young(er) man
S1
Apr 94
Observation/Children
S2
Mar 96
World
S4
Jun 97
Lovemaking
S4
Sep 98
Sannyasin
S4
Dec 99
Getting involved
S4
Apr 99
Body/Truth
S1
Dec 97
Making love/Children/Woman
S4
Mar 99
Making love/Desire
S3
Mar 99
S3
Dec 01
S3
S4
Jun 00
Sep 97
Judge(ment)
Owing
Do you owe someone something?
Pain
Burning out the pain
Containment: you made this pain, now cop it!
80
Date
S2
Cancer
Obituary
Joseph Cotton (actor)
Side
Containment
S2
S3
Feb 96
Mar 93
Don’t go into pain: if you talk about pain, you get pain back
Q: How can I handle continuous physical pain?
Q: I have had severe neck pain for a year: difficulties with
father
Q: Is physical pain and affliction causedby emotion?
immortal
Pain causing itself more pain
Pain hurts: getting rid of what hurts
Pain without suffering
Physical pain
Physical pain
Physical pain
Q: What is the right response to physical pain?
Q: Why do I get pain in my testicles?
Pain of parting
Learning from the pain of parting and moving up to a new
octave in life
Paradise
I live in paradise on earth
Q: Is there any good in science? Have we made it up? I
live in paradise
Parent(s)
Addressing the children: your life has to be lived out according to you, not your parents
Are parents fit to raise children?
Death of a parent
Q: How can I get rid of an anxiety to do with my parents?
Q: How can parents tell their child what they’re doing with
their life
Parenting
Parenting: everything has to be practical
Particularisation
Give up particularisation of the religions
God is whole: when you particularise God you must suffer
Partner
Death of my partner, a wonderful thing for us both
Do you give up your self for your partner?
Q: How do I draw a partner to me?
Q: I made friends with myself and now it doesn’t matter to
me what my partner does
Q: I get irritated with my partner; she has been to another
teacher and I’ve been to several teachers
Q: Is there a process of re-evaluation after the the death of
a partner? Death is a purifying process
Love of previous partner: nothing is guaranteed in love
Question from woman: how do I deal with my partner’s
anger?
Q: How do you find a compatible partner? Is it a commitment?
81
Also listed under
Father
Emotion
Immortality/Consciousness
Suffering
Me/Healer(s)
Birth/Death
Testicles
Art/God
Side
Date
S4
S2
S2
Sep 97
Feb 01
Jun 98
S3
S1
S2
S2
S2
S4
S4
S3
S3
S3
S4
Dec 93
Dec 95
Jul 93
Jan 94
Sep 94
Dec 00
Mar 96
Dec 00
Apr 99
Apr 99
Mar 96
S4
S3
Dec 96
Mar 99
S3
Jun 99
Science
S3
S4
Apr 98
Sep 99
Children
S2
Mar 96
Practical
S3
Mar 98
Religions
God
S1
S1
Apr 02
Jun 01
Death
Detachment/Child/Practical
S4
S2
Sep 00
Mar 98
S4
Mar 99
Anxious caring/Children
Children
Death
Anxiety
Child
S1
S1
S4
S1
S3
Friends/Myself
S4
S1
S4
S4
Death
S4
Work/Partner
Self
Irritation/Teacher
Love
Anger
Death/Sadness
Commitment
S4
S3
S3
S2
Feb 96
Jun 98
Feb 94
Mar 99
Mar 99
Apr 93
Feb 96
Jan 94
Sep 02
Sep 00
Dec 96
Apr 97
May 96
Dec 98
Mature people and those without a partner
Not holding anything against my partner
Q: What if your partner is not interested in the spiritual life?
Woman: strength, emotion, leaving partner
Partnership
Honesty in partnership
Q: I am confused after breaking up my partnership
Q: I’m confused whether the partnership process is rightly
bringing up emotion to be faced, or whether I’m with the
wrong partner. If I love him why do I get irritated about
small things?
I’m having difficulty stopping thinking; long partnership
ended today
Individual wants and acting in union; Intimacy and giving
everything in partnership
Passion
passion
Q: Woman working in the world and passion
Passion for life
Your divine sexuality is your passion for life
Past
All emotion is past; thinking arises from the past
Consciousness and dropping the past
Facing the living past with honesty
Friends talking about the past
now
Past and family
make love
Past love
Q: How can I put your teaching into practice when I’m still
dreaming about my past love?
Patients
them?
Also listed under
Jun 98
Jun 98
Sep 02
Honesty
Emotion/Irritation
S4
S2
S3
Apr 95
Dec 98
Dec 98
Thinking
S3
Dec 96
Intimacy
Alone/Life/Love/Woman/Man
S3
S1
Jun 93
Dec 96
Child/Relationship
Glory/The timeless
Life body/Dead body/
Excitement/Vital body
Work/Woman
S4
S4
S1
Aug 95
Dec 99
Dec 98
Divine sexuality
S2
Dec 97
Emotion/Thinking
Consciousness
S1
S3
S1
S3
S2
Mar 93
Sep 94
Mar 93
Dec 95
Apr 98
S2
S1
Sep 94
Apr 98
S3
Jun 97
S2
Mar 98
S1
Mar 99
S4
Jun 93
S1
Aug 95
Suffering/Guilt/Ex wife/Children
Spiritual life
Woman
Friends
Child/Memory/Senility
Love/Grumpiness
Sexuality/Now
Family
Children/Being/Tummy/Making
love
Heavy-heartedness/
Woman/Gratitude
Healers/Therapists/Energy/Letters
82
Date
S4
S2
S4
Mature people
Penis
Penile servitude; changing the penis back to the original
phallus
People
Condition of the public and the state of the people
Side
Earth
S2
S2
S2
S4
S3
Mar 98
Jan 94
Dec 00
Sep 97
Dec 97
Also listed under
Perfection
Perfection: the earth is perfect like your life
Person
Letter about the division of the person
Personalising
Personalising your life
Personality
effect of alcohol
Character is good that has no opposite; personality is winning/losing
Q: Is there a difference between personality and self?
Philosophies
videogames
S1
Sep 00
Letters
S2
S2
Aug 95
Aug 95
S1
Feb 00
Character/Self/Alcohol
S1
Mar 98
Character/Winning/Losing
S1
Mar 98
Falsehoods/Videogames
S2
Apr 95
S2
Mar 98
S2
Sep 02
Man/Woman
S1
S2
Jan 93
Jan 93
Fitting & suiting/Desire
/Understanding
S3
Sep 97
Excitement/Lovemaking
Vaginal consciousness/Vaginal
awareness
S3
S3
Dec 97
Feb 00
Religions/God/Straightness/Truth
S2
Jun 97
Homosexuality
S2
Aug 95
Art
Barry sings
S2
S3
Apr 97
Apr 95
Happiness/Joy/Choicelessness
S4
Feb 00
Self/Death
Self
Physical Body
Q: I am sometimes in places outside my physical body
Platonic relationship
Pleasure
Vaginal awareness and vaginal consciousness: human pleasure and divine pleasure
Poetry
times
Political correctness: eliminating man and woman; homosexuality
Pop singers/songs
Contemporary art shown in a pop singer’s cartoon
Pops songs and their content; Barry sings ‘The Place of the
Sinking Heart’
Positivity
83
Date
Life/Freedom
Physical ailments
Place
My place is my life
Side
Natural/Elimination of female gender/Normal
S2
S4
S3
Mar 98
Feb 00
Sep 97
Side
Date
S1
Apr 94
Goals/Purpose
Existence
S1
S1
Sep 94
Sep 94
Being
Democracy/Surrender/Woman
S2
S1
Dec 95
Jan 94
Lover/Self/Alcoholics/Drugs
S3
Mar 98
Insecurity
S3
S2
Jul 93
Mar 98
Confusion
S2
S4
Sep 01
Sep 01
Karma
S4
Feb 94
Taking action
S4
Disposition
S2
S3
Dec 94
Children/Contraception
S4
Sep 98
Now/Present/Senses
S2
Sep 94
Now/Presence/Senses
S2
Sep 94
God
S3
Sep 99
Unconscious
S3
Sep 98
S1
Sep 97
Woman/Man
S4
Sep 98
Giving
S2
S3
S1
S1
Mar 93
Dec 95
Dec 95
Jun 98
Also listed under
Possessiveness
Territory and possessiveness
Potential
Lighting up my potential: the purpose behind existence
Power
Being, the power behind the body
Practical(ity)
Go by the practical
Q: I would like to be free of insecurity – what can I do practically to overcome that?
Parenting: everything has to be practical
Prayers/Praying
All the prayers have collided
Q: Is there a place for prayer to ask for help in states of
confusion?
Predestination
Predestination and karma
Predetermination
Taking action, predetermination
Predisposition
Predispositions; people are born with different dispositions
Pregnancy
Presence
Now is not the present: senses, present, and presence
Present
Now is not the present: senses, present and presence
Priests
I have realised God. Priests are interpreters
Primal therapy
Written question: Can primal therapy help to access the
unconscious?
Detachment/Partner/Child
Parenting
Princess Diana’s death
Prize of existence
Woman is the prize of existence and man is the realisation
of this prize
Problem(s)
Giving: the solution to every problem
I’m doing well even when I have a problem
I have given up dealing with people’s problems
problems
Two problems all over the world; cause and effect mind;
84
Living in harmony/Difficulties
Me/Mind
S2
S3
S1
Mar 98
Mar 98
Apr 94
Dec 00
Dec 93
Also listed under
leaving Me
Progress
Prophets
Quote from the prophets: ‘remember thy Creator in the
days of thy youth….’
Psychic
Psychic manifestation the devil
Sep 00
S3
Feb 00
S1
Apr 99
Emotional and mental pain
S2
Jun 98
God realisation
S3
S4
S3
Jun 00
Apr 98
Apr 98
Mankind
Mind/Self/Belly/Spirit/Man-hood/
Eternity/Woman-hood
Psychic experience
Psychic experience and reconstitution of cells
Psychic freedom
Psychic knowledge
Feeling and psychic knowledge
Psychic possession
A caution about realising and being able to contain the truth;
psychic possession
S2
Dec 93
Death
S3
S3
Apr 94
Apr 94
Cell
S1
Aug 95
Heart attack/Psychic stoke
S1
May 05
Feelings
S4
Apr 95
Truth
S3
Feb 00
S1
S1
S2
May 95
May 95
May 95
S3
Sep 97
S1
May 05
S2
May 95
S1
Apr 97
Psychic recurrence
Psychic recurrence: what goes into the psychic
comes back
Heart attack/Psychic freedom
Psychic system
Keeping my psychic system pure and healthy
Pure
God, take whatever is necessary to make me more pure.
Can you say it?
God
85
Sep 99
S4
Psychic prisoners
Energetically releasing psychic prisoners
Taking psychic prisoners
Visiting wounded psychic prisoners or setting them free
Psychic stroke
S1
Glamour/Miracles/Occult
Devil
Psychic double
Death: psychic double
Realising the psychic double
Date
S3
Scientific mind/Death
Prostate cancer
Prostate cancer: It is my body that is afflicted, it is not me
Psyche
Emotional and mental pain goes into the psyche: the solution is to want nothing
Mankind: what about woman? The archetypal structure of
the psyche
The psyche and the different levels of God realisation
What you put into the psyche, you get back
Side
Jul 93
Also listed under
Purpose
Purpose of life
Purpose and responsibility
Purpose of life and growing old
Purpose of life
What is the purpose of your life? What have you done today
of purpose?
S1
S3
Sep 94
Feb 94
Responsibility
Growing old
S4
S1
S4
S1
May 96
Mar 94
Apr 95
May 96
S3
Sep 94
S3
Dec 93
S3
Mar 94
S3
Dec 01
S4
S4
S4
Insights
Truth
Woman
S2
S4
S3
S1
S4
S2
Jun 99
Dec 95
May 95
Living the truth/Knowing/Hearing
Seeing/Knowing/Intelligence
S1
S3
Feb 00
Jun 01
World/Love
S2
May 95
Wanting/Giving/Taking
S3
Mar 93
Reincarnation/Death/Ignorance/Inn
ocence/Intelligence
S4
Apr 02
S2
Apr 02
S2
S1
S4
Apr 94
Aug 95
Apr 02
S4
Dec 98
Questioner
Getting rid of the questioner
Radial
The radial
Rat race
We invented the rat race
Realising
Reality
Love is the only reality in existence
Recurrence
Reflection
What do you reflect on?
Reincarnation
Fact, truth and fiction
Letter from England on reincarnation
Relationship
relationships?
Q: Do you see a special relationship between father and
Knowledge
Born again
Transcendentalrealisation
Love
Receiving
Recurrence/Death/Ignorance/Innoc
ence/Intelligence
Father/Mother
86
Date
Goals/Potential
Goals/Love
Pyramid of existence
Great pyramid of existence
Realisations
Q: Does knowledge come before realisation?
Q: Is it possible to realise truth and not love?
Man and realisations, irreversible change and being born
again
One of Barry Long’s realisations
Realisations in man and insights in woman
Realisation of the truth
Q: When I realise nothing, am I back where I started from?
Woman and realisations
Side
Father and son
S2
S4
Sep 00
May 95
May 95
Dec 98
Jun 99
Dec 94
Dec 97
Jun 01
son?
Q: How can I move on after the breakup of a long relationship?
Q: I see a woman for only a few weeks every year – am I
wasting my time?
Q: Is my friendship with a man preventing from being open
to another relationship?
Purpose in relationship
Q: Should I continue with a troublesome relationship or
walk away?
Wanting or being open to relationship
Q: Woman not feeling loved in a relationship
Also listed under
Getting it right
Friendship
Child/Passion
Wanting
Relationship between two women
Q: Can you speak about a loving relationship
between two women?
Relative intelligence
Meditation; relative intelligence; have you released all your
prisoners?
Relative reality
Relative reality: the thinker
Relaxation
Relaxation and visualisation
Releasing your prisoners
Meditation; relative intelligence; have you released all your
prisoners?
Religion(s)
All religions are a celebration of death
Q: Aren’t the people who practise religions,for example the
Jewish religion, doing the same as us, therefore there is no
right or wrong way?
Buddha, Buddhism and religions
Christian religion
Give up particularisation of the religions
Science is a religion
times
Resistance
Q: Resistance to making love
Resonance
Vibration
Responsibility
S4
S4
Sep 97
Feb 00
S4
Jun 01
S4
S4
S1
S3
S1
S4
Dec 01
Aug 95
Mar 98
Jun 98
Jul 93
Sep 97
Sep 02
Meditation/Releasing your prisoners
S1
Jun 02
The thinker
S3
Apr 93
Visualisation
S4
Mar 93
Relative intelligence/Meditation
S1
Jun 02
Death
Right and wrong way
S2
S4
Dec 01
Apr 02
Buddha
Christian
Partcularisation
Science
Bigger picture/Human
nature/Civilisation/Service
God/The matrix
S4
S4
S1
S2
S1
Jun 99
Sep 00
Apr 02
Sep 97
Sep 01
S2
Jun 97
Crusades/Evil/Untruth
S4
Sep 00
S3
Dec 00
Forgetting
S1
Dec 01
Making love
S4
Mar 98
S3
Jun 98
God/Poetry/Straightness/Truth
Man/Woman
87
Date
S3
Religious ceremonies
Remembering
I don’t remember, but I never forget
Side
S3
Jun 02
Also listed under
Restlessness
Retire(ing)
Fear of not having enough money to retire on
Right action
Q: I have parted from my violent son – is that the right
action to take?
May 96
Jul 93
Stillness/Lovemaking
S4
Mar 98
Fear
S3
Dec 93
Violent son
S1
Apr 99
S4
Mar 93
Religions
S4
Apr 02
Doubt/Woman
S4
Sep 99
S3
May 95
S2
Mar 94
Sex
S4
Jun 02
Zen Buddhism
S4
Jun 97
Imagination
S4
S2
S2
S1
S4
Jun 01
Dec 00
May 96
May 96
May 96
S3
Sep 00
God/Broken spirit/Broken
heart/David &Bathsheba
S2
Sep 97
Death
Death/Partner
S2
S3
Dec 95
May 96
Giving/Indulgence
Self
S2
S3
Dec 93
Dec 93
Right time
Nothing happens until the time is right
Right and wrong way
Q: Aren’t the people who practise religions, for example the
Jewish religion, doing the same as us, therefore there is no
right or wrong way?
Ring of truth
Q: Sometimes when I hear you I don’t have
the ring of truth, I just don’t know
Rivalry
Robot body
Programming the incredible robot body
Robotics
Robotics; virtual sex machine
Roman Catholicism
Studying Zen Buddhism; living Roman Catholicism
Romance
Q: Do men enjoy or need romance?
Imagination and romance
Romance and graciousness; generosity of spirit
Romance and what we have lost; The Accolade
Science is destroying our romance
Graciousness/Spirit
The Accolade
Science
Rose
The rose has lost its smell
Ruth and ruthless
Sacrifice
Sadness
Feeling sadness when somebody dies
Sad story
Painful self: telling the sad, sad story
Salutations on letters
88
Date
S4
S1
Purpose
Judge/Key
Purpose and responsibility
Two keys to being responsible; first key: I must not judge
myself; the can of worms
Side
S4
S2
Jun 00
Jan 94
Also listed under
Same gender
Two sexes trying to merge; loving the same gender
Satellites
Satellites and space rubbish
Satsang
Q: I am one of these people who holds satsang
Satsang is an eastern word: I call a spade a spade
Saying goodbye
Are you ready to say goodbye?
Are you ready to say goodbye?
Have I loved enough to say goodbye?
Saying goodbye to parents; death of mother, writing and visiting
May 95
S4
Dec 99
Osho
S4
Dec 99
Space
S4
Apr 94
S4
S2
Jun 00
Jun 00
S2
S4
S4
S4
Aug
Dec
Aug
Dec
S2
Jun 99
S2
S4
Jun 97
Sep 99
World/Earth
S3
Mar 98
Stephen Hawking
S2
Dec 93
Myth/Truth
S4
Jun 97
Celibacy/Divine life/Being by yourself/God
S4
Mar 98
Intelligence/Knowing/Realising
S3
Jun 01
Children/Experience/Death
S4
Dec 93
Love
Death/Mother
Saying the same thing
I keep saying the same thing over and over again
Science
Can science enlighten us? ‘Us’ can never be enlightened
Q: Is there any good in science? Have we made it up? I
live in paradise
Science and the spiritual life
Science is destroying our romance
Science is a religion
Science is rational not logical
Theoretical science: what good has it done you?
Scientists
The earth and the world; scientists are driven
by the world
Scientific mind
Blindness and deception of scientific mind: Stephen
Hawkings’ scientific report
Scientific theory
Second thing first
Secrets
Seeing
Self
89
Date
S3
Sanskrit name
Q: Will you give me a Sanskrit name?
Sannyasin
Q: I am a sannyasin. As far as I understood Osho, his message is basically the same as yours
What is a real sannyasin?
Woman sannyasin addressed
Side
Enlightenment
Paradise
Spiritual life
Romance
Religion
Objectivity/Subjectivity
Progress/Death/Fear
S4
S4
S1
S4
S2
S2
S3
S3
S3
S1
Dec 00
Dec 94
95
00
95
95
Sep 99
May 96
Sep 97
Aug 95
Feb 94
May 96
Sep 00
May 94
destroy the self?
Q: Can you clarify what is the death of the self?
Q: After we make love I want to get up and dig holes and
she wants me to stay in bed until 12 o’clock. You have to
die to your self
be good
Being and self; looking for the good, right action
effect of alcohol
Clarification of ego and self; the capital ‘S’ higher self
Compromise; the only freedom is to be free of my self
Do you give up your self for your partner?
Earthly experience: waves of self
Get rid of self and mood
Getting rid of self for the good of the earth
Hell: my self, demons of the underworld facing myself
come frombeyond the stone age
I must not love my self
Q: Is there a difference between personality and self?
Intelligence and the reconstituting self
Q: Love of your self, is the self the thinker?
My self uniting with Me
Mystic cross: self being refined and reduced
Painful self: telling the sad, sad story
Self always wants to get
Self ruins my body
Self’s way and the way of Me
Soul and self
The value of self)
indulging yourself?
Selfishness
Indulgence and the selfishness of living in Isolation; overcoming self to give love
Selfishness in woman
Self consciousness
You and I are animals; self consciousness in tamed animals
Self consideration
Self destruction
90
Also listed under
Side
Date
Making love
S4
S3
Feb 97
Feb 97
Back to basics/Being/Belly
S1
Apr 98
Being/Good/Action
Personality/Character/Alcohol
S1
S1
Jan 93
Mar 98
Lover/Practical/Alcoholics/Drugs
S3
Mar 98
S1
S3
S3
Apr 99
Jul 93
Apr 97
S3
Apr 98
Ego
Freedom/Compromise
Personality/Death
Partner
Experience
Mood
Hell/Underworld
Being here/Homosexual
love/Stone age
Truth/I/Spoiler
Indulgence/Love/Isolation/Selfishn
ess
Personality
Intelligence
Thinker
Me/Honesty/Troublemaker
Me
Mystic cross
Sad story
S3
S3
S2
S1
S3
S4
S1
S1
S2
Mar98
Sep 96
Mar 98
Feb 96
Mar 94
Jan 93
Jun 93
Apr 93
Feb 97
Honesty/Truth
S4
S3
S2
S1
S1
S2
S3
S2
S2
S4
S4
S3
S1
Self/Indulgence/Isolation/Love
S3
Apr 97
Man/Fear of woman
Animals
S1
S4
S1
Feb 01
Jan 94
Mar 96
Feelings/Selfishness
S1
Dec 93
Violence/Cells/Woman
S3
Aug 95
Body
Me
Soul
Mind/Psyche/Belly/Spirit/Manhood/Eternity/Woman-hood
Feelings/Self consideration
Woman
S1
S4
Feb 00
Sep 96
Sep 02
Mar 93
Mar 93
Jun 93
Dec 93
Jun 93
Mar 93
Apr 94
Mar 94
Dec 93
Dec 97
Dec 93
Jan 94
Self doubt
Self expression
Self expression is not art
Self indulgence
Q: Does one have to feel guilty if the mind takes one into
self indulgence?
Also listed under
Senility
Sensation
Being here; what is true in your experience;
the pure sensation of the body; emotional
sensation; addiction
Focus on pure sensation in the body
Intuition comes from sensation
Registering the sensation in the tummy; doing what is right
for you
Sensation and interpretation
Sensation is a universal truth
my awareness
Using the mind to observe the sensation; the mind goes still
and the sensation disappears
Sense(s)
Me
Now is not the present: senses, present, and presence
One sense divided into the five senses
Our senses love where we were born
Interpretation of the senses turnsdesire into wanting
S2
May 96
Art
S2
Apr 97
Guilt
S2
Dec 97
S1
Love
S4
S2
Dec 95
Past/Memory/Child
S2
Apr 98
Experience/Being here/Emotional
sensation/Addiction
S1
Sep 02
Intelligence/Consciousness
Body
Intuition
Tummy
Feelings/Making love
Interpretation
Truth
Making Love/Feeling/Boredom
Body/Emotion
S1
S1
S3
S1
Body/Awareness
S2
S1
S3
S3
S2
Dec 98
Jun 02
Aug 95
Apr 98
S1
Mar 99
Judgement/Doubt
Mind
Sensory universe
Your brain and sensory universe
Sensuality
Violence, sexuality and sensuality
91
S3
May 96
Sep 02
Apr 02
Dec 95
Sep 96
Aug 95
Apr 95
Jun 02
Apr 98
Mar 93
S1
Apr 94
Spine/Vital being
S4
Jun 99
Brain
S2
Dec 93
Sexuality/Violence
S3
Mar 96
Presence/Present/
Now
Born
Interpretation/Wanting/Celibacy/De
sire/Sivananda student
Sensory awareness
Q: Is there a relationship between my sensory awareness
of the spine and the vital being?
S1
S2
Mind/Me
Sensitive
Sensitive or thin skinned
Date
Cancer/Fear/Enligtened master
Self improvement
Self improvement in the problem
Self knowledge
Love is an emanation of self-knowledge
Side
S2
S2
S2
S3
Sep 94
Mar 93
Apr 02
Mar 99
September 11 2001
Ask me any real question about the events in New York on
11 September: somebody has to tell you the truth
Q: Can you speak of the new time after the great wipeout?
Q: Did America do anything to bring this on themselves?
Q: I don’t understand how it has affected me, the events
seem to be far reaching
The bigger picture; human nature; the end of our civilisation;
Q: When I saw what happened there was nothing in me at
all, is this a lack of compassion?
Q: Why did I laugh when I saw it on TV?
Service
What’s your service to mankind?
Sex
Food and sex
Q: If a woman is fully committed to giving up sex and her
partner is only partly committed, should she compromise?
Man and the pursuit of sex
Robotics; virtual sex machine
Sex and nudism
Sex is the pursuit of love
Q: What is the difference between making love and sex?
Where there is not enough love I turn to sex; where is sex
demonstrated in your life?
Woman and sex
Q: Woman’s fear of sex
Sexes
Interaction without merging the sexes
Sexual devil
Sexual attraction
Letter from woman: men confusing sexual attraction with
love
Sexual excitement
Love and sexual excitement
Woman: sexual excitement
Sexual experience
Young man and woman: sexual experience
Sexual frustration
Sexual frustration is the cause of all anger
Sexual jokes
Pressure on man of love to participate in sexual jokes at
work
92
Also listed under
Truth
New time/Wipeout
America
Compassion
Laughter
Side
Date
S1
Sep 01
S1
Sep 01
S2
S2
S1
S2
S1
Sep 01
Sep 01
Sep 01
Sep 01
Sep 01
Dilemma/Inaction
Bigger picture/Human nature/
Civilisation/Religion
S2
S1
Dec 95
Sep 01
Mara/Buddha
Man/Vaginal consciousness/
Awareness/Witnessing
S4
S4
Jun 97
Feb 00
Food
Compromise
Corruption/Woman
S4
S3
S4
Feb 94
Dec 96
Man
Robotics
Nudism
Love
Making love
Love
S4
S4
S4
S2
S4
S2
Jun 97
Jun 02
Apr 99
Dec 00
Mar 99
Jul 93
Interaction
S3
May 95
Letters
S3
Apr 98
Love
Woman
S4
S3
May 94
Jan 94
Woman/Young man
S2
Jan 94
Karma/ War(s)
S3
Feb 97
Man of love
S4
Jun 97
Woman
Woman
Anger
S3
S2
S4
S1
S4
Apr 02
Apr 97
Jan 94
Jun 97
Jan 94
Apr 97
Also listed under
Sexual possession
Man is sexually possessed
Man separating from sexual possession
Sexual wanting
imagination; sexual
Sexuality
Fear of nothing; Buddha facing his sexuality
and nothing arising
now
Pure sexuality is normal in everyone, the error is to convert
it into sex.
The creator, consciousness behind us,
pure sexuality
Shadowlands (the movie)
Shadowlands (the movie): the establishment
Shadowlands (cont): love
Shock
Shock and taking action
Shortcuts
Q: Are there any shortcuts? I want to do it on my own without relying on anything outside of me
Silence
being
S4
S4
Dec 97
Dec 97
Food/Woman/Love/Imagination/Dis
solving/Letters
S3
Sep 02
Buddha/Fear/Nothing
arising
Past/Now
S3
Jun 93
The creator
S2
S2
Dec 97
S3
Mar 96
Violence/Sensuality
Situation(s)
Situation of life on earth
Q: What makes me undergo situations again and again?
Dec 97
S1
Apr 95
S3
Dec 97
S1
Feb 96
S4
Jun 00
Mother/Family life
S2
Dec 98
Longing
S2
Jun 97
Life
S4
S4
Jan 93
Sep 98
S4
S4
Dec 00
Apr 99
S3
Mar 99
Taking action
Darshan/Being
Interpretation/Celibacy/Desire/Sen
ses/Wanting
93
Dec 97
Mar 94
Mar 94
Sitting on a chair
Everyone is asked to sit on a chair
Sitting on a chair instead of the floor
Sivananda student
Sivananda student, celibacy and control of
the senses. Interpretation of the senses turns
desire into wanting
S3
S1
S2
Single woman
Single woman: she must accept her life as it is now; longing
will push away what she wants
Date
Man
Singing, dancing and celebrating
Q: Can you speak to us on singing, dancing and celebrating
Single mother
Q: I am a pregnant single mother, how can I get my life
right?
Side
S4
Apr 99
Also listed under
Sixth dimension
The sixth dimension
Sleep
Deep dreamless sleep
Deep dreamless sleep
friend
Sleeping
Solar plexus
Focus on the solar plexus
Q: How can I go deeper, through the tension in my solar
plexus?
Solar plexus: the cosmic heart
Son
Q: My son was killed. Your tape on death gave me comfort.
Still there is the sense in me of disbelief and horror.
My son and ice cream
Solution
Something to do
Q: Conflict between man and woman having different things
to do and doing everything together
Dec 00
S1
Void/Fear/Death
S2
S3
S2
Feb 97
Dark passage/Emotions/Waking
S3
Sep 98
S3
Aug 95
Temptation
S2
Jun 01
Tension
S1
S2
Jun 02
Jun 02
Death
S1
Apr 97
Concepts/Get the idea
Specific answers/Contradictions/
What should I do?
S2
Jun 99
Conflict
S2
Feb 97
S4
S2
Sep 94
Jul 93
Death
Joy
S2
S1
Dec 98
Dec 01
Self
Spirit
S4
S3
Mar 94
Jun 99
Satellites
S4
S1
Apr 94
Sep 94
Talking
S4
Sep 99
Intelligence/Sleep
Heart
Ice cream
Songs
Song: ‘A Million Years’
Three stages of popular songs
Sorrow
Q: Is there any good sorrow when someone dies?
No joy, no sorrow. What is beyond joy and sorrow?
Soul
Soul and self
The distinction between soul and spirit
South African flag
Space
Satellites and space rubbish
Space: what manifests into existence
Speaking
Difference between talking and speaking: I talk about things,
I speak of God, love, beauty and truth
94
Date
S3
Smoking
How to give up smoking
Snake
Q: Why has the snake been used as a symbol of temptation?
Side
S3
S3
S4
Jun 93
Jul 93
Apr 98
May 94
Apr 02
May 94
Specific answers
Speed of light
Consciousness exceeds the speed of light
The speed of light is the speed of consciousness
Spine
Spirit
Speed of consciousness, spirit
The distinction between soul and spirit
We are animals with spirit
Spirit guides
Angels and spirit guides
Spiritual communities
Spirituality
Be life: stop being spiritual
Spiritual life
Science and the spiritual life
The four stages of living the spiritual life
The spiritual life is about equilibrium
The spiritual life: cleaning the mirror of clutter and clamour
Q: What if your partner is not interested in the spiritual life?
Spiritual master
Difference between spiritual master and spiritual teacher
Spiritual realisations
Spiritual realisations: being is the source of realisations; the
realisation of immortality takes all fear away
Spiritual teachers
Q: Are you in a lineage of spiritual teachers?
Spoiler
Sports
St Paul
Stars
Fixed stars: ideas in the mind of God
Starving people
come from
95
Side
Date
Concepts/What should I do?/
Contradictions/
S2
Jun 99
Consciousness
S1
S1
Dec 00
Sep 97
Sensory awareness/Vital being
S4
Jun 99
Consciousness
Soul
Animals
Mind/Psyche/Belly/Self/Man-hood/
Eternity/Woman-hood
S3
S3
S1
S3
Sep 94
Jun 99
Apr 99
Apr 98
Angels
S2
Dec 96
Life
S4
Sep 01
Exercise/Monks
Science
S2
S1
S2
S1
S3
S2
Sep 96
Sep 99
Feb 00
Jun 00
Jun 01
Mar 98
S4
Dec 95
Immortality
S1
Mar 96
Lineage
S4
Feb 00
Truth/ Self / I
S1
Apr 99
Attachment/Excitement
S3
Jun 93
Christianity/The Gospels
S2
Dec 01
God
S2
Apr 93
Wars/Concentration camps
S2
May 95
Also listed under
Mirror
Partner
S4
May 96
State
Q: How can I stay in this state? I have a problem with my
mortgage
State of being
Feelings: in the state of being you can’t have any feelings
How to reach the state of being
State of love
Human condition and state of love
State of one
Q from child: Why do we come out of the state of one and
then try to get back to it?
Static
Letter: I used to think as a child that everything was static
Staying with Me
Seeing through the speaker, beginning of intelligence and
power, nothing arising, knowing and belief, acknowledging
Me within and sensory body without, love requires enormous speed
Stephen Hawking
Blindness and deception of the scientific mind: Stephen
Hawkings’ scientific report
Stillness
Absence is the place and stillness is the way
Consciousness: stillness is the way
Q: How do you reach stillness when the mind has doubt
and fear?
Keeping the mind still when engaged in action and when sitting in stillness
Stillness and the reaction of the mind
Stillness is the way
Stomach
Ball in the stomach
Emotions rising out of the stomach
Knot in the stomach
Stone age
Side
Date
Mortgage
S2
Apr 02
Feelings
S1
S3
Mar 96
Dec 95
Human condition
S2
Sep 97
Child
S1
Apr 99
Letters
S3
Jun 99
S3
Dec 94
Scientific mind
S2
Dec 93
Absence
Consciousness
Mind
S3
S2
S4
Jul 93
Feb 97
Feb 01
Restlessness/ Lovemaking
Mind
S4
S3
S1
Mar 98
Apr 97
Sep 02
Also listed under
Mind/Action
Stress
Stress and tension at work
Study(ing)
Studying without unhappiness
96
Mar 96
Emotions
S4
S2
S1
Apr 93
Apr 98
Feb 94
Self/Homosexual love/Being here
S2
Feb 97
S1
Feb 01
Religions/Poetry/God/Truth
S2
Jun 97
Tension
S4
Mar 96
Baby/Study(ing)
S4
Feb 97
Story about the bull
Story about the bull; testosterone is irrepressible
Straightness
times
S4
Unhappiness
S4
Mar 93
Subject
Explanation to nine year old child: subject and object, reflection of my love
Subjectivity
Suffering
Do you want to suffer any more?
Existence is the place of suffering
Give up suffering, stop considering your feelings
Q: Is it possible for me to accept my suffering?
Pain without suffering
Suffering is reflecting on self
Suffering ceases when I cease thinking about it
Q: What can I do about my guilt regarding the
suffering of my partner’s ex wife and his children?
Side
Child/Love/Object
S3
Sep 94
Objectivity/Science
S3
Feb 94
S1
S1
S1
S4
S2
S2
S2
S4
Apr 95
Apr 99
Dec 95
Dec 01
Jul 93
Apr 93
Jun 98
Sep 02
S4
Dec 00
lights/God/Gloria
S3
Apr 02
Mirror
S3
Feb 01
Independence/Letters
Knowledge
War
Democracy/Power/Woman
S4
S4
S2
S1
Apr 98
Jan 93
Apr 02
Jan 94
S1
Jun 98
Body/Tension
S2
S4
Dec 94
Jun 97
Bride
S2
May 94
Wanting/Giving/Receiving
S3
Mar 93
Feelings
Shock
Predetermination
Looking/Thinking
S2
S1
S1
S4
S1
Jul 93
Aug 95
Apr 95
Dec 94
Jun 98
Speaking
S4
Existence
Feelings
Acceptance
Pain
Guilt/Partner/Ex wife/Children
Suicide
Q: A friend killed herself and I feel sad when I hear her
name
Suicide rate and young people
Death/Karma
ETI/Judge(ment)
Sun
our light
Supreme being
The mirror of supreme being
Surrender
Surrender and knowledge
War and surrender
Surrender or quit
Surrender or quit: if I have to surrender anything, then I
have a problem
Symbols
Tail
The tail: bride’s train
Taking
Taking a position
Taking action
Feelings mean that you are not taking action
Shock and taking action
Taking action, predetermination
Talking
Difference between talking and speaking: I talk about things,
I speak of God, love, beauty and truth
97
Date
Also listed under
_
S4
S2
S3
Sep 96
Apr 97
Sep 96
Jun 02
Sep 99
Tantric love
Tantric love: tantric workshops, tantric master
Teacher(s)
Q: I get irritated with my partner; she has another teacher
and I’ve had several teachers
Q: Since being with your teaching I have been to other
teachers and felt that I got something from this, so I’m in a
quandary.
Teaching
A master who doesn’t teach
teach each other
May I speak to you of death? Men who have helped this
teaching who have recently died
Teaching child to think
Tears
Cleansing tears
Teenagers practising grace
Temptation
Q: Why has the snake been used as a symbol of temptation?
Tension
Q: How can I go deeper, through the tension in my solar
plexus?
Q: How do I drop tension to the stomach?
Stress and tension at work
Terrorists
Q: Do the terrorists make use of the matrix?
Testicles
Q: Why do I get pain in my testicles?
The Accolade
Romance and what we have lost; The Accolade
The creator
The creator, consciousness behind us, pure sexuality
The existential being
The Gospels
Attachment to Christianity. The Gospels of
Philip and Mary. Jesus’ love of Mary Magdalene
The Grid
The Grid pop group
The light
The light: how you dim your light and how it shines in love
98
Side
Date
S4
Apr 98
S2
Feb 97
Irritation/Partner
S4
Mar 99
Master
Harmony/Fighting/Letters
S1
S4
Sep 98
Apr 98
Cosmos/Going into Me
S1
S4
Mar 94
Dec 93
Also listed under
Eastern traditions/Celibacy
Krishnamurti/Ivan
Death
S3
S2
S1
Sep 01
Dec 99
Dec 00
S2
Dec 95
Snake
S2
Jun 01
Solar plexus
S2
Stress
Body/Symbols
S3
S4
S4
Jun 02
The Matrix
S3
Sep 01
Pain
S3
Apr 99
Romance
S1
May 96
Sexuality
S2
Dec 97
Christianity/Jesus/Attachment/Mar
y Magdalene
St Paul/Christianity
S2
Sep 99
S1
Feb 94
S1
Apr 97
Grace
S2
S2
S2
Feb 94
Apr 93
Mar 96
Jun 97
Dec 97
Dec 01
The Matrix
Q: As I let go of my prisoners will my experience of the
matrix change?
Q: Do the terrorists make use of the matrix?
The Matrix which extends through living and life
Side
Date
S4
Jun 02
S4
Apr 04
Conscience
S2
Mar 98
The public
S3
Jun 97
The people
S3
Jun 97
Relative reality
S3
Apr 93
Glory/Passion
S4
Dec 99
Thought
S2
Dec 96
Love/Body
S1
Dec 97
Childhood memories
S1
May 95
Healers/Letters/Energy/Patients
S1
Mar 99
Master Consciousness
S3
Mar 96
Self
S2
Sep 02
Emotion/Past
Partnership
S1
S3
Mar 93
Dec 96
Looking/Taking action
Looking
S4
S3
S1
S3
S1
S3
Dec 97
Dec 95
Feb 00
Apr 93
Jun 98
Jan 94
Thee
S2
Also listed under
Prisoners
Terrorists
Religions/God
The Messiah
The monitor
The monitor; conscience
The people
The public is stupid but the people are not
The public
The public is stupid but the people are not
The spider and the web
The thinker
Relative reality: the thinker
The timeless
The watcher
Q: Is the watcher the thought?
Thee
Thou and thee
Thou
Therapies
Childhood memories and need of therapies
Therapists
them?
Therapists and master consciousness: when you are with
Me you are ready to be a being; that does not require any
therapy
Thinker
Q: Love of your self, is the self the thinker?
Thinking
All emotion of past; thinking arises from the past
I’m having difficulty stopping thinking; long partnership
ended today
Every man is looking for a woman; you only think about
what you don’t have
Give up thinking in the good times
Looking and thinking; designing, refining ideas by looking
Looking and thinking
Stopping thinking: honesty and action
Thinking and looking
Thou
Thou and thee
Man
Looking
Looking
99
S3
S3
S3
S3
S2
S3
Sep 01
Sep 01
Jun 02
May 96
Jun 01
Sep 97
Jun 01
Thought
now
Q: How can I stop persistent thought patterns?
Human evolution: end of thought
Q: If I don’t acknowledge or act on a thought, does it still
create karma?
Q: Is the watcher the thought?
Q: Is thought always there?
Stopping the distraction of thought
Q: What gives power to the thought?
Time
Time sharing with women
Q: What is time?
Also listed under
Side
S3
Dec 97
S2
S1
S4
Sep 98
Sep 94
Sep 01
S4
S4
S3
Dec 93
Feb 97
Sep 99
S3
Feb 96
S2
Sep 01
Intelligence/God/Dirty work
S4
Dec 01
Love/Truth
S1
Jun 98
Realisation
S2
Sep 00
S4
Jun 98
S1
Me
S2
S4
S2
Mar 93
Psychic possession
S3
Feb 00
Argument/Fight/Mind/Human condition
Child(ren)
God
Lovemaking
S1
Jun 97
Lovemaking/Excitement/Past/Sexu
ality/Now
Evolution
Karma
The watcher
Awareness/Consciousness
Top quark and H particles
S2
S2
S2
S4
S1
Tradition
Tradition: I have no followers
Followers
Tragedy
It takes tragedy to bring us together, which is a tragedy
Transformation
Q: Who is this thing that is transforming yourself?
Is this intelligence within your volition? Can you explain
God not doing the dirty work?
Transcendental
Transcendental realisation
Transmission of love
Acknowledgement of transmission of love
Troublemaker
Me/Honesty/Self
Trust
I trust Me inside
Q: My trust was shattered, how do I cultivate trust
Truth
A caution about realising and being able to contain the truth;
psychic possession
Ask me any real question about the events in New York on
11 September: somebody has to tell you the truth
human condition
Introducing children to the truth
God is truth: What is truth?
Going out of existence in lovemaking. Lovemaking leads to
truth and truth leads to love
Q: Is there more than one truth?
Live just one thing you know to be the truth
Living not mouthing the truth
Living the truth you hear
100
Date
September 11 2001
Communication/Love/Child(ren)
I/ Self/Spoiler
S1
S3
S1
S4
S4
S1
S1
S4
S1
S4
Dec
Dec
Dec
Sep
96
95
95
01
May 94
Mar 96
Mar 96
Sep 01
Sep 01
Dec 96
Jun 97
Mar 98
Dec 97
Apr 99
Jun 97
Mar 93
Jan 94
Jan 94
Realisation of the truth
Seeing truth behind appearance
Sensation is a universal truth
The world is based on knowing, and the
truth brings knowledge
indulging yourself?
There is only one truth
There is no experience in truth
Universal truth: giving
times
Tummy
Registering the sensation in the tummy; doing what is right
for you
make love
Trying
You cannot try to be good
Two people coming together
Q: what is the dynamic of two people coming together?
Unconscious
Written question: Can primal therapy help to access the
unconscious?
Understanding
I have this desire to be understood by man. Fitting and suiting; platonic relationship
Underworld
Hell: my self, demons of the underworld, facing myself
Unhappiness
A gift to the children: I will never be unhappy in your presence
Be still and know that I am God; the most unhappy people
on earth are the busiest people
Black cloud of unhappiness
Q from 7 year old: why do I have unhappiness in me?
God can’t enter your body while unhappiness is in you
Happiness or absence of unhappiness
Q: I’ve been joyous in love, but now I’m getting more and
more unhappy
Studying without unhappiness
The mind of God; if there are no senses there is no universe
Unhappiness and looking into my life
Unhappiness in children
What is, is right; is unhappiness right
Unisex
101
Also listed under
Side
Date
Sensation
Love/Concepts/Ideas
Love/Transcendental
Astrology/Hand reading
Knowing/Knowledge
S1
S3
S3
S1
S1
S3
S1
Dec 98
Apr 94
Aug 95
Dec 97
Jun 98
Jun 01
Dec 01
Love/God
S2
S2
S3
Dec 96
Jun 93
Dec 97
Realisation
Honesty/Self
S1
Dec 97
Religions/Poetry/Straightness/God
S4
S1
S2
S2
Sensation
S1
Apr 98
Being good
S2
Sep 01
S4
May 96
Primal therapy
S3
Sep 98
Fitting & suiting/Platonic relationship/Desire
S3
Sep 97
Hell/Self
S1
Apr 93
Unhappiness
S1
Feb 96
Black cloud
Children
God/Body
Happiness
Love/Joy
S2
S2
S2
S4
S4
Sep 00
May 96
Sep 98
Dec 93
Mar 99
Myth/Scientific theory
Body/Out of existence
Children/Past/Being/Making love
Be still/God
Studying
God
Children
What is
S1
S4
S4
S4
S4
S4
S2
S2
Jun 97
Dec 97
Jan 93
Jun 97
Apr 98
Feb 96
Mar 93
May 96
Jul 93
Dec 93
Jul 93
Feb 97
Universe
Universe gives you what you acknowledge
Universal love
Coldness of universal love
Untruth
Useless chat
The human condition: seeking a cure, giving it up; getting
the power to overcome the human condition; giving up useless chat
Vagina
The consciousness of the womb; vaginal awareness and
vaginal consciousness
Woman’s consciousness is in her vagina
Woman has to earn her vagina
Side
Acknowledgment
S3
Dec 95
S4
Apr 95
Crusades/Evil/Religions
S4
Sep 00
Human condition
S1
Jun 97
Womb
S3
Dec 99
Vaginal consciousness/Pleasure
S3
Feb 00
S3
Feb 00
S4
Feb 00
S3
Jul 93
Children/Discipline/Boredom
S3
Sep 00
Man/Woman/Resonance
S3
Jun 98
Philosophies/Falsehoods
S2
Apr 95
S4
Dec 94
Domestic violence
Man
Sexuality/Sensuality
Woman/Cells/Self destruction
S3
S2
S3
S3
Sep 00
Mar 96
Mar 96
Aug 95
Right action
S1
Apr 99
Meditation
S4
Dec 01
Man and woman
S3
Jun 98
Vaginal awareness
Vaginal consciousness
Vaginal awareness/Pleasure
Man/Awareness/Witnessing/Sex
Values
Values you are concerned with and real values
Vandalism
Vibration
Videogames
videogames
Vigilance
Vigilance and seeing the cause
Violence
The cause of domestic violence
Violence in man
Violent son
Q: I have parted from my violent son – is that the right
action to take?
Vipassana meditation
Q: Can you give your views on vipassana meditation?
Virtue
Man and woman’s virtue: woman mustn’t take on a man
102
Date
Also listed under
S2
S2
Apr 98
Jun 98
Side
Date
Lord
S3
Apr 98
Magic
Relaxation
S2
S4
Feb 94
Mar 93
Home/Life
S2
S3
S1
Mar 93
May 95
Sep 96
Sensory awareness/Spine
S4
Jun 99
Lifebody/Deadbody/Excitement/Pa
ssion
S1
Dec 98
Sleep/Fear/Death
S2
Apr 98
S4
Apr 95
Dark passage/Sleeping/Emotions
S3
Sep 98
Human existence
S2
Jun 97
S1
S4
Jul 93
Dec 98
S3
S3
Mar 99
Feb 00
S3
Feb 97
S3
S3
Apr 95
Feb 96
Also listed under
with troubles
Vision
A vision I had 35 years ago and its implications for us: It is
the Lord!
Visualisation
Visualistation, magical and magic
Relaxation and visualisation
Vital(ity)
Vital and vitality
Vital state
Vital being
Q: When you talk about after death and coming back into
the vital being, are you saying that this happens in a random way?
Vital body
passion
Void
friend
Death
Wailing Wall
The Wailing Wall, perpetuating sentimental feeling
Waking
Walking
Walking from left to right: the symbol of human existence
Want(ing)
Giving God what God wants: What do you want? What
would I put before all else?
The world’s greatest mind hasn’t been able to work out what
woman wants
Wanting or being open to relationship
War(s)
War is about killing people
War and surrender
come from
Washing machine
Inner perception: washing machine inside
Nothing arising: when the washing machine stops
103
Experience/Desire
Interpretation/Senses/Celibacy/De
sire/Sivananda student
What woman wants
Giving/TakingReceiving
Relationship
Love/Yearning
Karma/Sexual frustration
Surrender
Starving people/Concentration
camps
Inner perception
Nothing arising
S4
S3
S1
S4
S1
S2
S2
Jun 99
Mar 93
Jul 93
Sep 02
Apr 99
Apr 02
May 95
Also listed under
When the washing machine stops
Water
Website
Wedding vows
Addresses young girls: real wedding vows
Weeping
You are not living the truth if you weep
Wellbeing
Character and personality; character is wellbeing; personality is the frontal face of the person; defending your self;effect
of alcohol
Focus on wellbeing
Western world
Apr 98
Body/Emotion
S4
Apr 99
Woman/Love
S2
Sep 00
Girls
S4
Dec 93
Living the truth
S1
Sep 98
Character/Personality/Self/Alcohol
S1
Mar 98
S2
Jun 02
S2
Dec 01
S4
Mar 96
S2
Jun 99
Love/Experience
S1
Dec 97
Intelligence
S1
Dec 00
Unhappiness
S2
Jul 93
Concepts/Specificanswers/Contrad
ictions/Get the idea/Solutions
S2
Jun 99
Wanting
S3
Feb 00
Life
S3
Aug 95
Divine
Divine/Harmony
Choice/Wilfulness
Divine/Giving
S3
S3
S4
S3
S4
S3
S4
S4
S4
Mar 93
Mar 93
Apr 95
Mar 93
Mar 94
Mar 93
Dec 94
Feb 94
Jun 93
What people think of you
Don’t care what people think of you
What you do not want
Experience is supposed to teach you about love: to demonstrate what you do not want
What you really are
What you really are is intelligence. It will give you what you
focus on
What is
What is , is right; is unhappiness right?
What should I do?
People asking the question ‘what should I do?’ Living off
concepts. Specific answers lead to contradictions: to get the
idea behind the words is the solution
What woman wants
The world’s greatest mind hasn’t been able to work out what
woman wants
Wheelchair
Being in a wheelchair: accepting life as it is
Will
Aligning with the divine will
Idea embraced by the will
The crossing: divine will and my will
Will: introduction
Will and willing
Intellect/Giving
Divine
104
Date
S1
Greed/Material gain
What do I leave behind
Q: What do I leave behind? You give in so many
ways…there is a sub-plot here
Side
Also listed under
Wilfulness
Wilfulness: a contrite heart
Wimp
being a wimp?
Winning/Losing
Character is good that has no opposite; personality is winning/losing
Winning and losing
Wipeout
Q: Can you speak of the new time after the great wipeout?
Withdrawing
Time to withdraw and time to come forward
Witnessing
Woman
Addresses young girls 10 – 12 year: the nature of woman
Answering letters from two women (see ‘To Woman In Love’
woman cannot teach man; woman must be mastered by
Beauty and the beast: woman, the beauty of the earth;
turning the beast into the noble man
Q: Being a woman with my nature of love, I have a fear of
Change of life in woman
Conversation between King Arthur and Merlin from
‘Camelot’ about how to handle a woman
Demand and insecurity
Difference between man and woman
Giving everything in love or being demanding?
hysterectomy?
Q: How can woman put God before man?
Q: How does woman put God first before her man?
menstruate?
pearls before swine
Q: I experience God in woman but it is not always in me
when the external reflection of woman is absent
Maturity of woman
Q: Is there a time for woman to cut man out of her life?
Why have anything else when I am complete?
105
Side
Date
Choice/Will
Heart
S4
S3
Apr 95
May 94
Giving up/Love
S4
Apr 98
Personality/Character
S1
Mar 98
September 11 2001/New time
S2
Sep 01
Coming forward
S4
Mar 93
Vaginal consciousness/
Awareness/Man/Sex
S4
Feb 00
Girls/Love
S3
Jan 93
Place/Man
Man/Earth
Noble man/Beauty and the beast
S1
S3
S4
Jan 93
Sep 97
Jun 93
Change of life
King Arthur and Merlin/‘Camelot’
S4
S1
Jun 93
Dec 99
Losing
Letters/ Love
Fear/Work
Demand/Insecurity
Man
Demand
Hysterectomy/Menopause/Man
God
God
Fighter pilots/Menstruation
Attachment/Casting pearls
before swine
S2
S2
S4
S2
S3
S3
S2
S4
S1
S2
S4
Mar 93
Apr 93
Feb 01
Jan 93
May 95
Jun 93
Jun 01
Aug 95
May 96
Sep 99
Dec 96
God
S2
Jun 99
Man
S3
Jan 94
Closing off/Anger
Making love/Children/Ovulation
Corruption/Sex
S3
S4
S4
Sep 97
Mar 99
Apr 97
Q: Is there anything that women need to learn to be able to
love a man?
imagination; sexual
Masturbation and woman
Most beautiful woman in the world
Must be mastered by man who knows what he is doing;
demonstration for letter
Power, surrender, democracy
Putting women in the front line
Selfishness in woman
Sexual excitement
Strength, emotion, leaving partner
When a woman is not loved enough she gets emotional
Woman alone
Woman and doing: workaholic
Woman and realisations
Woman’s anger at man leaving
Woman and insecurity
Woman and sex
Q: Woman’s fear of sex
Woman’s intuition
Woman is the prize of existence and man is the realisation
of this prize
Woman, logical or rational
Woman losing the old experience of love
Woman needs to be loved
You have to be a real woman when man doesn’t want you
Woman and child
Q: Does a man reduce the love between the woman and
the child?
Woman-hood
Woman 100% love, man 10% something to do
Woman in command of love
Woman in command of love
and take you on
106
Also listed under
Love
Food/Letters/Love/Imagination/Dis
solving/Sexual wanting
Man/Absence
Masturbation
Democracy/Power/Surrender
Partnership/Alone/Life/Love/Man
Front line
Selfishness
Sexual excitement
Partner
Female/Grace
Man/Vibration/Resonance
Website/Love
Emotion
Alone
Workaholic
Realisations
Anger
Insecurity
Sex
Violence/Cells/Self destruction
Sex
Heavy-heartedness/Past/Gratitude
Intuition
Prize of existence/Man
God/Man/Love
Love
God/Love
Side
Date
S2
Dec 99
S2
S1
S4
S1
Dec 94
Jan 94
Dec 96
Jan 93
S2
S4
S3
S2
S1
S3
S2
S3
S4
S2
S2
S2
S3
S2
S3
Jun 01
Jan 94
Jan 94
Jan 94
Apr 02
Jun 98
Sep 00
Dec 98
Jan 94
Dec 94
Dec 94
Jan 94
May 95
Jan 94
Aug 95
S3
S1
S1
S4
S3
S3
S4
S2
S2
S2
S3
S1
Sep 02
Jan 94
Dec 96
Jun 97
Jun 97
Mar 98
Sep 98
Dec 97
Dec 94
Jun 93
Dec 97
Jul 93
Sexual experience/Young man
S3
S2
S3
S2
Love
S4
Jun 01
Mind/Psyche/Belly/Spirit/Manhood/Eternity/Self
S3
Apr 98
S1
Dec 94
S2
S4
May 96
Feb 97
Doubt/Rivalry
Work/Passion
Love/Man’s responsibility
May 95
Dec 00
Dec 96
Jan 94
What happens to a man when a woman of consciousness
leaves him; facing the pain
Woman’s consciousness is in her vagina
Womb
The consciousness of the womb; vaginal awareness and
vaginal consciousness
Work
Q: Being a woman with my nature of love, Ihave a fear of
Don’t fall in love with your work; stay detached by being
grateful to God
Getting it right with mum, dad and work
Working through
Q: cont’d: Isn’t there a lot I need to work through and learn
about myself?
Workaholic
Woman and doing: workaholic
World
Hardness of the world
Q: How can you be intelligent and still be in the working
world?
God
Mixing in the world: I love my ordinary man
The earth and the world; scientists are driven by the world
Worldling
I am an earthling; I have become a worldling
Side
Date
Pain
S1
Jun 00
Vagina
S3
Dec 99
Fear/Woman
S4
Feb 01
Getting it right/Mum/Dad
Woman/Passion
S2
S2
Jan 93
Dec 00
Also listed under
Vagina
Curiosity/Gossip
Dissolving/Partner
God
Yearning
Yesterday’s movie
Yesterday’s movie; giving up attachment
Young man
Older woman and younger man
Young woman
Every young woman born in this society is going to have a
broken heart. Why does society accept this?
107
S3
S4
S2
Apr 98
Dec 93
Apr 93
Dec 96
Learning
S4
Jun 98
Woman
S2
Dec 94
Evolution/Divine
S4
Sep 96
Intelligence
S4
S2
Sep 96
Sep 02
Reality/Love
S2
May 95
Ordinary man
Earth/Scientists
S4
S3
Jun 97
Mar 98
Degeneration/God/Myth/Integrity
Man’s responsibility/Love
S3
S4
Jun 97
Jun 97
S1
Apr 97
S3
Apr 95
Love/Wanting
S4
Sep 02
Attachment
S4
Dec 95
Older woman
Sexual experience/Woman
S1
S2
Apr 94
Jan 94
Broken heart
S3
Feb 97
Earthling
Wrongs of humanity
Everyone pays for the wrongs of humanity
S2
Also listed under
Youth
How youth walks
Listening to the young
Youth: gaining experience without gaining emotion
Zen Buddhism
Studying Zen Buddhism; living Roman
Catholicism
Roman Catholicism
108
Side
Date
S1
S3
S2
Apr 02
May 94
Apr 93
S4
Jun 97
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